Ahh Someone Do This For Me

It’s 9 I won’t get home till 4 tmr morning and I can’t sleep on fucking public transport cause of my anxiety ahhhh

You must now list five things that make you happy, as well as send an ask into the inbox of the last ten people who reblogged from you, asking them to do the same!!!

I choose to ignore this as I’ve been up since 4

Anyone wanna see my non living baby

No tehehe

Arlo. Guess who I am?? :3

Man…I have too many moots for this *SIGHH*

Considering two am ? It could be

@insufferablewhore @darling-mya shit who else? Uhhhh… yo also @the-broadcaster6 is a guess

Yo wait edit also @is-gay-does-crime

I don’t wanna eat gay crimes

She was a girl

Just a kid

But I can’t remember when or how

I want the happy memories back

I want the fun in the sun

Laughing with friends

But I can’t

Something inside me broke on that day

And in its place, I have a thing that tells me I’m useless

That I don’t deserve that happiness

And maybe I won’t find it today

Or in the foreseeable future

But eventually, I will fix that piece

So long as I keep trying 

Hell yeah you can call me your friend

Imma do a thing

50 reposts and I actually try to get 8hrs of sleep

100 reposts and I delete TikTok

500 reposts and I ask my host fam if we can go to the beach

2000 reposts and I tell the person I like that I like them

20000 reposts and I come out to my mum

Nah you the girliest girl out there

Mum just said I wasn’t a girl

What

I thought she was supportive or at least trying to be

She said I wasn't a girl

She said she sees some of the things I do and just goes nope those aren't girl things

What no

Why

I was thinking about telling her my new name like next week or something but now I don't think I will

Maybe she's right… maybe I'm not a girl

I'm just faking it…

I just want attention

I just want to be special

I've been lying to people, telling them I'm trans but I'm not I'm just being stupid

And then they kiss

What if I was bloody and beaten on my knees while you (brainwashed) tried to kill me and instead of begging for my life I begged for you to come back to me because “I need you”, and that broke you out of your brainwashing spell thing.

But no homo.

U got this

uhh note thing ig

idk if thisll go anywhere but we're all losing motivation

10 notes - updated intro for alters / collection

20 notes - 1 individual intro of the person who gets us to 20 note's choice

50 notes - another same as above jus a different alter

100 notes - 3 more alters of same above

200 notes - try to brush twice a dqy

300 notes - try to drink more water

400 notes - clean room

500 notes - clean bathroom

600 notes - go to bed at a reasonable time one night

700 notes - alter picrews (2 alters, 700th noters choice)

800 notes - go through backpack

900 notes - go through other backpack

1000 notes - go through closet

1500 notes - try not to sh three days in a row

2000 notes - try to stop apologizing

2500 notes - 5 more alter intros, same thing as others

3000 notes - 3 more alter picrews, same thing as others

3500 notes - try to be nicer to others

4000 notes - try to be nicer to ourselves

4500 notes - see if we can set up pluralkit w/ friend

5000 notes - try to stop doubting people

10,000 notes - try to get outside more

15000 notes - get all chores done one week (try to)

20000 - whatever this person wants us to do (within reason)

50000 - finish alter intros

100,000 - finish alter picrews

200000 - try to write something for random follower

unreachable on purpose, will let sit until end of today / early tomorrow and might tag someone

Imma do a thing

50 reposts and I actually try to get 8hrs of sleep (ok I’ll try and sleep 8hrs tonight I’ll update you and see how it goes) (I got 7 and a half does that count) (I got 9 last night yay)

100 reposts and I delete TikTok (done)

500 reposts and I ask my host fam if we can go to the beach (FUCCCCCCKKKKKKK ILL TRY AND BE BRAVE THEN)

2000 reposts and I tell the person I like that I like them

20000 reposts and I come out to my mum

Because yous are doing so well imma add some more cause knowing the internet is on my ass is making me motivated

1000 and I redraw the pfp of the person who got me to 1000 (done and in just under an hour)

1250 I post my package to my fam (I did it was stuck at the post office for 2 hours but I did it)

1100-1600 every 100 I will spend 20 minutes on my WIP

1500 and I will open my ask box for art requests (they might not be the best though)

1750 I will read pj (it’s one of the only English books my school has)

New rule one reblog one comment and one like person

Just so you guys know if we get to 2000 before next year your gonna have to wait a year for an update cause I’m not starting a relationship as a long distance one

1/10 of my WIPS done

The 1000 notes art redraw of @i-like-swiss-cheese