OKAY!!!! BUT NOT TOBIAS COPYING WHAT RUDOLPH SAYS TO CALM HIMSELF DOWN, AFTER HE TRIES TO KILL HIMSELF!!!!!

I wanted to add onto that other person's ask. What was it like for Tobias when he realized his feelings for Carmelo? And what was confronting it like for the both of them? How was bringing up their feelings to each other, and initiating their relationship for them?

Tobias did not take it well… He also hated himself for it . Unlike Carmelo, however, he wanted to get closer to him after realizing. It was an addicting feeling for him, something that he hadn’t experienced before, and it made him so happy! Carmelo pushed him away, while Tobias came closer. It was rough… Tobias would get upset, confused, angry over why Carmelo was being so distant. He would cry and break down, thinking that their friendship would end up like his and Rudy’s. Tobias confronted Carmelo one day after he just couldn’t handle the neglect. It was a longgg, painful argument…. But in the end, they managed to express their feelings for one another. They were both ashamed, but happy.

When they first started dating, they kept it very hidden. Carmelo would only show affection while they were alone. This was also when Tobias started to go from being affectionate one second, to being distant another second because he was so new to being in a relationship and feeling truly loved.

Feel like Tobias would LOVE Tim Burton movies, he gives off the vibe of a Tim Burton character due to how many times he's been called weird, freak, or creepy. He has pale skin so pale he has no color in his cheeks, dark hair, very wide eyes, etc.

HE DOES !!!! he loves them , mostly for how they are made. He is a huge fan of the style and animation.

GE Animation wip

I don’t know if I’ll ever finish this but yeah

I love yr AUs sigh ❤❤for the 2 weeks AU what are the main checked in for? Like why they were psych warded 💔💔

RAH THANK YOU ANON !!!!!!!! omg I literally answered this exact question a few days ago when I was talking to my friend in dms , I’ll just copy and paste ^^ !!!

(trigger warning)

rudy is in there cause he tried to kill himself , tobias is in there cause he tried to kill his dad and then himself , carmelo is in there cause of suicidal ideation, and emilio is in there because he refused to take his meds and started to spiral really bad , so he voluntarily got put in there because he was scared of hurting his little sister on accident.

Emilio refused to take them because he wanted to feel “normal” and he wanted to prove to himself that he was in control of himself (he was in fact not in control of himself)

Carmelo’s suicidal ideation was because of his self esteem , he felt like everyone he got close to would eventually be hurt my him and he felt horrible about it

i think halloween is very very difficult for both rudy and tobias.

rudy handles halloween a little easier than tobi does. he’s still iffy about it, but he’s more accepting to it than tobi is. after every year, it gets more easy for him to do things on those nights.

tobias, on the other hand, despises it after the “incident.” he tries to ignore the day as much as possible. i can see him hating it a little less after the years, but he still doesn’t like it.

So Tobias lives with Carmelo, we know that. Does Tobias have his own room? Or do him and Carmelo share a room? If so does Tobias sleep on the floor or do they sleep in the same bed?

I made a drawing of this a little while ago ! Tobias sleeps on an air mattress in Carmelo’s room ^_^

Todays A Calm Day final part

ragh

Do you have any drawings of luther with any of the boys? :3

I don’t :( BUT I WILL DRAW THEM EVENTUALLY DW !!!

^_^

Shit I forgot to type in coping mechanism, sorry!!

no worries !!!

Tobias’s best coping mechanism is probably age regressing ? It’s one of the only ways that he deals with his trauma in a positive way. It is also something that brings him closer to Carmelo.

His worst is, like I said previously , putting himself in danger for validation. It is verrrrrry bad for him, and he knows it. He is very ashamed of it as well.