How did the conjoined AU happen?? Like doesn't Emilio know how unhealthy their relationship is or does his obsession override his thoughts completely odjsjd and how does Rudy feel about their relationship? Or do they keep it secret? Waaa I have so many questions I'm sorry
Emilio knows it’s unhealthy, but he literally cannot get himself to stop, I guess??- it’s hard to explain. It’s almost like everything is grey without Tobias. He feels like if Tobias were to be out of his life, it would be the end for him. He feels very guilty, but doesn’t make an effort to stop.
Rudy is very concerned about Tobias. He tries to get it through his head that their friendship is extremely unhealthy, but Tobi doesnt listen. He knows how bad it is, but he doesn’t want to admit it because then he will also be admitting that something is wrong. He just wants things to be alright. He sometimes lashes out at Rudy because Rudy kinda pulls off the rose colored glasses
it’s not very secret.
Since therapy didn't really work out for Tobi does he like journal or something maybe writes little songs about his feelings.
he journals sometimes! It helps him a bit. He also likes to scrapbook! He loves looking through old magazines and cutting out pieces to glue into his journal.
what the sigma
put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers <3 :]
OOOH OKAY ^_^ !!!
Medication by The Skin Cells
Anne by The Skin Cells
Youthinasia by The Skin Cells (I love the skin cells sm)
Me and my Madness by Heavenly
Kute by Alex G
I'm not sure if it was asked, I know that tobis father and carms parents opinions about the whole thing were answered, but what about tobis mom???
And ik that the "what do tobis siblings think" was answered, but what about Mattias? Since he is pretty close with tobi, isn't he even more worried about what happened? And what does their grandmother think (bc she's a bitch so like-)???
(SORRY FOR SUCH A LONG ASK im just curious ToT)
his mom misses him a lottttttttt. Like all the others, she tries to suppress her feelings towards the situation. But she does miss him and wants him to come home!
yes, Mattias is the most worried about Tobias. He is the one who misses him the most, and is constantly worried for his safety. They reunite when they are older though :)
the grandmother was not told about Tobias running away. When she does find out, she is notttt happy about it.
I can see your smile from a mile away, “And maybe we can make it, won’t you stay?”
Tobias doesnt think he is capable of loving someone, and he doesnt believe that he can fulfill Carmelo’s needs, causing him to spiral and beg Carmelo to find someone better. Carmelo convinces Tobias that he is good enough, he’s still growing, and he does not expect him to be perfect.
Reunited
(Aquamarine Au: Future) Mattias spots Tobias in a grocery store years after he leaves home.
I love yr AUs sigh ❤❤for the 2 weeks AU what are the main checked in for? Like why they were psych warded 💔💔
RAH THANK YOU ANON !!!!!!!! omg I literally answered this exact question a few days ago when I was talking to my friend in dms , I’ll just copy and paste ^^ !!!
(trigger warning)
rudy is in there cause he tried to kill himself , tobias is in there cause he tried to kill his dad and then himself , carmelo is in there cause of suicidal ideation, and emilio is in there because he refused to take his meds and started to spiral really bad , so he voluntarily got put in there because he was scared of hurting his little sister on accident.
Emilio refused to take them because he wanted to feel “normal” and he wanted to prove to himself that he was in control of himself (he was in fact not in control of himself)
Carmelo’s suicidal ideation was because of his self esteem , he felt like everyone he got close to would eventually be hurt my him and he felt horrible about it
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