7+8=15 2+4+1=7 ...75

My lonely ass thought process while shopping:

If I buy a lot of enormous hoodies now, I will have plenty to give my [nonexistent] girlfriend ☺️

Props to our fav, mxmtoon, for pulling out probably the best rhyme of all time, “fault” with “gestalt”

I had lunch at Chick-fil-A and walked up to the register to get a refill of lemonade and the guy just looks me in the eye and says, “lemonade??? Really??? Not Dr Pepper? I’m disappointed.” And I look down and remember I’m wearing my vintage thrift store Dr Pepper shirt.

I’m sorry world, I’ve let you down

PASSIVELY DONATE THRU YOUTUBE VIDEOS

here’s a small list of videos you can watch and passively donate to different funds that are a part of the black lives matter movement. if you are interested in donating as well, i’ve linked most of the funds and organizations the youtubers are donating too. please do not skip the ads!!

I FOLLOWED A PROFESSIONAL MAKEUP ARTIST’S TUTORIAL: to the Black Visions Collective (x)

80p makeup... but what’s the catch? TESTING SHOP MISS A! First impressions and WEAR TEST!: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x)

In-N-Out Mukbang: to the Minnesota Freedom Fund (x)

how to help BLM with NO MONEY/leaving your house: to protestor bail funds of different states

I Got Drunk And Gave Relationship Advice! The ULTIMATE guide to BOYS & GIRLS!!: to the George Floyd fund and other racial equality charities (x)

Baby Products I Regret Buying: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x) and National Bail Out (x)

MY #1 PRODUCT FROM 10 DRUGSTORE BRANDS: the Black Visions Collective (x)

BIG LOUIS VUITTON HAUL | SS 2020 ESCALE + MORE | hollyannaeree: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x) and Campaign Zero (x)

WANT TO DONATE TO BLACK LIVES MATTER BUT HAVE NO MONEY? WATCH THIS VIDEO: to the Black Lives Matter organization (x)

Watch To Donate For FREE: Black Lives Matter: to Campaign Zero (x), NAACP (x), Black Lives Matter (x), Unicorn Riot (x), Comminuties United Against Police Brutality (x), ACLU (x), Color of Change (x), Equal Justice Initiative (x), Reclaim the Block (x), National Bail Out Fund (x)

Huge Prettylittlething & Missguided TRY ON Haul NEW IN... MAJOR Retail Therapy!!: to the George Floyd fund (x) and others

MAY FAVORITES & BOOKS I’VE READ THIS MONTH | I Covet Thee: to The Bail Project (x)

Quarantine Graduation Cap Cake for Class of 2020 | How to Cake It with Yolanda Gampp: to an unspecified organization dedicated towards the education for black students

AMSR Putting Fenty Makeup on Rihanna (Paper Makeover): to the Black Visions Collective (x) and Support the Cities (x)

DECLUTTER, DIY & DECORATE #WITHME Little Girl’s Boho Room Transformation UNDER $100!!!: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x)

TikTokers SPEAKING OUT About RACISM & BLACK LIVES MATTER (Ft. Charli D’amelio, Dixie D’amelio): to the Black Lives Matter foundation (x)

Let’s Talk About It: Racism & Social Injustice: to the Black Lives Matter foundation (x)

“but i’m not racist?”: to the Minnesota Freedom Fund (x)

regarding everything that’s happening: to the George Floyd memorial fund (x), Minnesota Freedom Fund (x), Los Angeles bail relief fund (x), Atlanta bail relief fund (x), Chicago Freedom School (x), People’s Breakfast Oakland (x), Black Queer/Trans operated fund in MN (x)

Omfg the second I post this they come out with a remake that is THE EXACT OPPOSITE of what I wanted

What the fuck is this, what happened to them

Can there please be a version of the magic school bus for college science classes, it would make my life 1000x better, it honestly would. Miss Frizzle please teach me pharmacology and atmospheric inversions, I need you.

this whole discussion about a Mulan life-action baffles me. Like… I love the fun with Mushu and all but? Why do we need a Disney remake of the movie when there is

a pretty much epic

beautiful

actually Chinese version

with great characters

and Mulan’s more accurate story

readily available??? 

Since 2009??

Look at our favourite girlfriends

Credits to Baemcgrath on Insta!

Wait. Wait wait wait wait... y’all I just realized Julia’s meeting with Carmen for the first time on the train is wackkkk.

Carmen asks if the chair is taken and Jules says “yes but you can stay til my PARTNER arrives.”

And Carmen is like, “partner??” You know how gay couples sometimes choose to say so they don’t necessarily reveal they are gay in front of everyone.

Anyways, the Carmen is like, hmmm and looks around to... maybe see if she really is gay or something and realizes she meant Devineux.

Then Jules CLARIFIES “TRAVEL partner” to like, signal she’s single???? And then they proceed to flirt????

I’m shook?? Anyways, I might be reading into it too much but oh well.

I’m in a very unique situation where right now, I’m like SUPER lonely and let me tell you why. At the start of the pandemic I was living in another country, I had a lot of friends in high school, many of them were super close to me.

But in May I graduated and moved back to America where I don’t know anyone other than my immediate family, whom I am living with. I’m currently in college but all my classes are online so I don’t ever see anyone, I’m just reading textbooks and taking quizzes. Also since we are in a fricking pandemic all the club activities and sports that I usually would participate in are cancelled, i have legitimately zero interactions with people my age to make friends.

I am still keeping up with the friends from high school but they are spread out across multiple different countries now and seeing them in person just isn’t a possibility right now. I FaceTime them when I can but it’s not the same and I feel like I’m literally going insane I’m so touch starved.

This coming semester I’m hopefully going to get a job so maybe I’ll make friends there, and I’ll be moving onto campus in the summer, so I know this loneliness won’t last indefinitely, but it sure damn hurts hella bad right now. Anways, if y’all have any advice on how to make friends during this weird time, let me know, any and all advice is appreciated.

I just think it’s neat

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