This Was Excatly My First Thought That Joseph Abused, Did Something To Judge/deputy. And I Think Judge

This was excatly my first thought that Joseph abused, did something to judge/deputy. And i think judge has trouble with breathing sometimes?

Since tumblr is like eating half the ask when I answer it.

I can see it but I also can’t. Like seeing how Joseph is in New Dawn and Far Cry 5. New Dawn Joseph just seems like a dude trying to get by while living by his doctorine. Far Cry 5 Joseph has always read as a little more manipulative, you know?

Speaking as someone who has had a sibling murdered, I can understand Joseph wanting to hurt the Deputy for killing his family. (The Deputy was totally justified in killing them, but grief doesn’t always let you see straight) Like I can’t imagine having to spend 7 years ALONE with the person who killed my family. I would have a very strong urge to inflict violence upon them. So I can believe that Joseph acted out of grief and rage at some point, he’s human. Joseph and Dep could have very easily gotten into a fight, especially confined in a small space for so long. Joseph has been shown to use violence to get his way, it’s a last resort for him but he will do it.

Joseph could easily have injured the Deputy and then manipulated them into seeing it as their fault.

The Deputy also probably has that soul crushing guilt for bringing on the apocalypse, because Joseph was right. Joseph was right and now all their friends are dead. Joseph who probably tells them every day that this is their fault. Joseph probably had manic episodes, he probably sequestered himself for days, leaving the Deputy alone to their thoughts for god knows how long.

The Deputy probably hurt themselves, trying to make it right in their head. They probably screamed and shouted at the walls til they couldn’t shout anymore.

Whatever happened, they probably have problems breathing now too, like you can hear it. Maybe it’s the mask but just the way they like gasp makes it seem like they may be struggling.