The Swamp (1900) By Gustav Klimt

i would love to write a novel about my teenage years, but i feel so insecure that no one would be interested in all the aesthetics and struggles of that age that i always push the idea out of my mind. i also have a bittersweet feeling of guilt because, on one hand, i want to preserve those moments forever and express everything i felt back then, but on the other hand, i'm afraid of being accused of "romanticizing bad times and bad actions" but that's just how it really was, and many people went through similar things during that time

any thoughts on this? i would really appreciate it

also, is wattpad still alive? is it still a good place to start?

Alexander McQueen Spring/Summer 1999

Having an Aries rising and stellium, Mars atmakaraka and Sun amatyakaraka as a girl is not easy, because...I'll do things that guys do on a daily basis but then I become the bad guy??? like, MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. Today I was arguing with this man......so listen, my friend wanted this medicine and that idiot at the pharmacy won't give it to her, like he kept on teasing and flirting with her, so she called me and then I talked politely but then he started getting aggressive so I did the same, and then his father came outside, gave us the medicine, looked at me and said "you are 70% guy and 30% girl....hehehe" like...what the fuck but then he could see that the statement pissed me off and started saying sorry but like.....or even when I get into a fight with a guy and then he loses, everyone is like "how could you hit him, he wasn't even being that aggressive", like, If i say no to something for the first time and the person keeps on doing it again and again, then I WILL defend myself. it feels even worse when it comes from girls. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG?? Or even in debates, when a guy is loud, it's cool, when I'm loud, it's like "oh my god, calm down, it's not that deep" LIKE?????????

I'm so done with this society, I want a cottage in the middle of the jungle and live there with animals, because humans are so shitty, I hope this world gets destroyed or some shit, I mean, the climate change issue has already become serious enough, so I guess our time is coming to an end anyways, which imo, is GREAAATT

synastry observations

⊹ ࣪ ˖ venus conjunct/trine neptune synastry, makes the relationship feel euphoric when together. Ultimate rose-colored glasses aspect. (be careful not to over- idealize them since neptune can blur reality)

⊹ ࣪ ˖ venus conjunct/trine uranus synastry, creates a ‘love at first sight’ effect and creates instant chemistry. But if the relationship is not grounded it may feel thrilling but fleeting, the spark tends to go out fast.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ moon square pluto synastry, the intensity is raw and challenging, a lot of power struggles within the relationship. aspect can also lead to obsession, jealousy and possessiveness.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ mercury aspects (conjunction, trines), the relationship thrives on communication. partnerships with this aspect, honestly can talk to each other for hours without losing interest. If mercury is harshly aspected (squares, opposition) this can cause miscommunication and misunderstandings, but can cause opportunities for growth in listening.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ saturn square or opposition any planet in synastry, can often indicate karmic lessons and responsibilities tied to the relationship.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ sun positively aspecting jupiter partnerships can make good money together 💵. this aspect fosters mutual enthusiasm and growth in finances.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ mercury-uranus couples are lowkey corny(but a cute corny 🥰). they have really quirky humor and goofy antics. (such a underrated aspect tbhh.)

⊹ ࣪ ˖ mars and pluto(conjunction, square and opposition) in synastry, love-hate aspect, intense attraction paired with an equally intense tendency for power struggles and aggression. But can also be a deeply passionate relationship.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ a lot of 6th house influence in synastry can be a red flag, especially for friendships. it causes jealousy and a lot of secret animosity.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ mars in 1st house synastry, there’s often a strong physical attraction. But the mars person may come off as pushy or overly assertive.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ venus in 5th house synastry, such a cute placement! very romantic and creative attraction. a lot of playfulnesses and fun vibes.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ uranus in 11th house synastry, usually they probably started off as friends or you probably met through a friend. It can also cause the connection to feel more like a friendship than a romantic one.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ chiron in 8th house synastry, the chiron person brings healing to houses person’s deepest wounds and insecurities. esp around intimacy or shared resources. deeply transformative, this placement brings painful emotions to the surface before healing occurs.

reminder!! accuracy also depends on the entire chart!!

happy birthday to the incredibly talented, once in a generation icon, Kurt Donald Cobain, born 57 years ago today in Aberdeen, WA.

Nirvana, 21.09.91, Foufounes Électriques, Montréal, QC, Canada 🇨🇦.

sora choi for burberry

SEULGI PRAYING (‘Accidentaly On Purpose’ Clip #1), 2025