“Breathe, Until You Remember How It Feels To Be Alive.”

JIM CARROLL: I was up at Sandy Daley's room at the Chelsea about a year after Patti and I had split up, and I put my hand around her waist and said, "We should get together again, Patti." I guess she must of been really hot for Sam Shepard, because she looked at Sandy and they started laughing—obviously all this girl talk had gone on—it was like, "Man, are you kidding? A year ago if you had said that to me I woulda jumped out the window, baby. But not now. Sorry, Jim." You know, she was like, "I told you you were gonna blow it if you didn't stay with me." So I did feel that, man, maybe it was a big mistake, but through all those vacillations that Patti went through I don't know if I could of handled that. In the Mapplethrope book it says she left me, after she picked my mind about poetry and got some recognition of her own, but it didn't happen that way. We just kinda drifted apart . . . you know, she was like, "I was faithful to you and you kept fucking the fashion model!" But we did talk a lot about poetry. Patti's poems were very different than mine—she had this whole Dionysian thing, whereas I was pretty Apollonian. That's why she was so successful with rock—she could just go nuts and counterpoint it with this sweet self and let go with this weird-angry-magic self, too. She could just let it all loose, but formwise she wasn't that disciplined, and to me that was really important. Patti was taking in everything I was saying about form, and a longer line, but I mean that was all technical stuff, and neither of us were going to change. I didn't like all her poems, but she had some really good lines in there.

Legs McNeil & Gillian McCain ֍ Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk (1996)

Patti Smith & Jim Carroll

12th housers

As a 12th houser myself, yes..normally I have always felt unsafe in my surroundings, even if its my own home, and did learn that my root chakra was blocked when I had my spiritual awakening few years ago (Root chakra is linked to ones feeling of safety and security). Yes, I do sing and dance...mostly in private, at night, and when I do that, I manifest so much faster.

I pray a lot..especially before I sleep as well so I guess this is inbuilt in all 12th housers. We all love to do a lot of activities in private and are uncomfortable doing the same things around others.

12th housers love sleeping and we heal very much in our sleep. We have premonitions and strong gut feelings too.

Also A person having Uranus in the 12th house do have prophetic dreams or dreams that become reality so I suggest those having this placement to maintain a dream journal so that when you get a dream that you remember, you write whatever happened in the dream, the scenery, the climate, the place, the people, the numbers, whether it was day, afternoon, evening or night, what feelings were you feeling, etc. Write down whatever you can remember because it will definitely have some connection to future events (that's why you remember it).

They say the dreams you remember have some meaning or a message for you while those you don't remember are just dreams.

Btw, I won't be so active for a few days because I'm busy with my best friend's birthday....gotta surprise the hell outta her so yeah..for those waiting for my response anywhere, i request for your patience. I will come back soon dw.💝

I will keep posts in the my schedule list so when new posts come, it isn't me being active lol.

Thankyou and have a great day ahead❤️‍🔥

Gustave Dore's illustration for Shakespeare's 'A Midsummer Night's Dream', (1832 - 1883).

Keita Maruyama, A/W 2001.

Jerry, Layne & Sean - Alice In Chains Article ©️

ASTRO NOTES: PERSONA CHART EDITION

The house venus is in in your ascendant persona chart tend to show what we get a lot of attention for & what our most attractive feature is.

Planets in the 1st house in the ascendant persona chart affect your appearance a lot. Pamela Anderson have Moon in the 1st house in hers and she have rounded features and her breasts are very large and a one of her ”signature traits”.

Angelina Jolie have Mars 1st house in her ascendant persona chart and her signature trait is her strong bone structure especially her jawline.

The house pluto is in in the waldemath(h58) persona chart tend to show someones absolute darkest secret and a VERY taboo side of them.

Venus in the fama(408) persona chart or midheaven persona chart can show what you are praised for, liked for and what brings positivity to your image. Put extra focus on mastering this part of yourself to boost your image and reputation.

Ascendant in the juno(3) persona chart is most times a very accurate description of someones ultimate type physically.

Mars in the juno(3) persona chart can show something you and your spouse will fight a lot about.

Ive seen Mars 12th house in the juno(3) persona chart of several people who had a spouse who went to prison or had an addiction(doesnt have to be drugs can be any addiction).

Pluto 1st house in the juno(3) persona chart can indicate marrying someone powerful.

People with Lilith in the 1st or 10th house in their fama(408) & midheaven persona chart tend to be sex symbols. They also tend to experience a lot of public scandals or have videos or photos leaked. For example Pamela Anderson who have this.

Marilyn Monroe have Lilith 10th house in both her midheaven persona chart and her fama(408) persona chart and she was the first Playboy model. She was also open about her childhood abuse during a time where it wasnt common to talk about those subjects openly.

Asteroids and planets conjunct Ascendant in the fama(408) persona chart shows what you will be famous for. Alexander Fleming the man who discovered penicillin have Aesculpia(1027) the greek god of medicin conjunct Ascendant in his fama persona chart.

Alexander Fleming also have Venus in Virgo(health) conjunct Uranus(new) in the fama(408) persona chart and he discovered a new medicine.

Moon in the 1st or 10th house in the fama(408) persona chart tend to give someone a soccermom image. Might like to post pictures of their family and want others to see them as the perfect mom/wife.

The Midheaven in the midheaven persona chart tend to be spot on with showing someones job/talent. Aquarius MC for example in the midheaven persona chart could work in tech.

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Adult movie stars tend to have Musa(600) and Erato(62) prominent in their midheaven persona chart. A muse means ”a person or personified force who is the source of inspiration for a creative artist.” & Erato means ”the awakener of desire”

Most adult movie stars ive checked the charts of had Scorpio Rising or MC in the industria(389) persona chart. They also had Neptune 1st or 10th in the fama(408) & midheaven persona chart since they work with pleasing peoples fantasies.

Planets in aquarius/11th house in the eros(433) persona chart might be into groupsex or threesomes.

Check your nessus(7066) persona chart for insights into where you are abusive towards others & where you have been abused & by who.

Aquarius or prominent 11th house placements in the nessus(7066) persona chart might have been abused by a stepparent/stepsibling or in fostercare or could have a problematic behaviour on the internet.

Taurus or prominent 2nd house placements in the nessus(7066) persona chart can indicate abuse in the form of food restriction. Either it was done to you or you abuse others this way since nessus shows both where we have been abused & where we tend to abuse others. For example people with this placement could have had parents who let them go to sleep hungry if they did something wrong which later led to a complicated relationship to food.

A woman from Mississippi who has been arrested several times for abusing animals have Mars and Pluto in the 6th house(pets) in her nessus(7066) persona chart. She also have Sun 8th house in this persona chart and her dad was the one who got her into that stuff.

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