This is the fucking reason for my disorder
The spot near the plastics plant,
Bare earth scooped neatly into mounds,
Preparations for a new recycling plant.
Skittering along the debris of a
Previously undisturbed wild,
Before my memories formed.
Eating hot pink clovers that tasted like
Sweet carrots, as mama said they would,
My little brother hopping in the lazy puddles.
This disturbed earth not a quarter mile
From my new home on the outskirts of town,
Our lot barely having grown it's beard of grass.
The newest children in my small neighborhood
(if there are any) Will never know this place
Apart from where their fathers might work
The spot between the 183 and Liberty Church
Where once was trees and clovers
Where once kids scrambled over piles of dirt
Where once all seemed well in the world
Where earliest memories were made
There's no shame in collecting
Pretty things in an ugly world
Prisoners are allowed their pictures
Hoard your joy there, tooth to cheek
Your smiles are stolen secrets
This land does not deserve