Apostate

I’m back to my roots (being sad about the asl brothers)

my blog is just one long love letter to myself and all the people i used to be

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Save Baby Ammar’s Life!

My 9-month-old son, Ammar, is fighting for his life in the ICU. Every day without full treatment pushes him further into danger. We are doing everything we can, but the overwhelming medical costs are beyond our reach.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

His life depends on your kindness. Any donation, no matter how small, can make a difference between hope and despair.،🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤲🤲

Please help us give Ammar a chance to live. Donate and share his story.🫂😭😭😭😭🙏

Benvenuto, welcome.

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Here is the lay of the land. Please read:

IN SHORT: Admin is a legal adult. Blog will contain NSFW content, so no minors please (MDNI). Hateful behavior is not tolerated.

More guidelines below.

Detail from Masaccio’s “Holy Trinity” [Inscription: IO FUI GIA QUEL CHE VOI SIETE, E QUEL CH’ IO SONO VOI ANCOR SARETE]

Admin is over 20.

Some content here will get a little nasty and NSFW. I ask minors not to engage with this blog. I’ve seen multiple people try to be slick and sneak in, or just flat-out ignore this rule. I’m not comfortable with underage people seeing it get freaky in here, so if I find out you’re a minor you will be blocked.

I feel like this goes without saying, but just to be clear– I refuse to engage with hate speech, discrimination, harassment, right-wing ideology, or anything else along that line. End of discussion. [Edit: I support a free Palestine, Sudan, Ukraine, etc. Foreign occupation/colonization/genocide must be stopped worldwide!]

I also thought that this went without saying, but apparently I need to clarify it to some people. If you’re a zoophile (bestiality), MAP (pedophile), etc… For the love of god, don’t follow me. It doesn’t matter if you’re “anti-contact” or whatever else. I don’t care what anyone is into sexually as long as it isn’t illegal– these categories are illegal, and they are illegal for a reason. They are not kinks, they are serious psychological issues. There is a difference. I genuinely encourage you to seek help if you have any of these tendencies.

Please don't send me anything serious: I'm not here to give drastic life or health advice, and I'm definitely not qualified to do so. I can give you encouragement or tips, absolutely! Go right ahead, I don’t mind it at all. But if you need serious help, please talk to a doctor, your family, or another trustworthy person in your life. I’m just some person on the internet– I’m not able to fully help you in the way that you would need. I don't take myself too seriously, and I encourage you all to do the same.

Please don't ask me to weigh in on any controversies within the Ghost fan base. (Or controversies in general.) I don't know anything about the majority of Ghost drama, and frankly, I don't really care. I will address situations on my own terms if I want/need to, but for the most part I’m staying out of it. I don’t like participating in that kind of stuff. I'm just here to have a good time and be nice to people.

In short, I’m going to block you if you cross the boundaries I set above, or if you act like an asshole. And if you treat me respectfully, I will treat you with respect in return. It’s that easy!

My grasp of Italian is shaky, and for that I am sorry. Please just pretend that I am not using an online translator.

Grazie, ciao!

Admin 🜋

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

welcome to the landing post! you’re probably here for one of three things

you’re either here because:

1) i’m such a talented writer you want to know all the fics i’ve ever written. my personal fic masterlist can be found here or use my fic tag !

2) you want to know what fics i’d recommend. fic rec tag can be found here

3) you somehow made it onto the craac ship and, as your captain, i have to debrief you now. find the post that started it all here and for your viewing pleasure, here is the tag for our ship

anyway you slice it, welcome aboard! i can’t promise it won’t be a bumpy ride but hey, at least we can all love our favorite scotsman

EDIT 18/2/2025: here! is the link to my go fund me to help support me while i’m going through my current flare up of medical issues!!

Anything you spare can make a very bigger difference into our lives, we’re starving, shortage of food, no shelters, we need all your possible support to go through this, we can not have access to work since all people are homophobic they say we’re evil and we deserve to die 💔 we have single lesbian mothers whose kids have never attended school for more than four years so heartbreaking 💔 donate or share and save lives.