Jeffskatesalot

The Expulsion from Paradise is eternal in its principal aspect: this makes it irrevocable, and our living in this world inevitable, but the eternal nature of the process has the effect that not only could we remain forever in Paradise, but that we are currently there, whether we know it or not.

Franz Kafka, The Zürau Aphorisms

having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

“She was a storm. Not the kind you run from. The kind you chase.”

— r.h.sin

I just some big rangs, big chains

Want to catch me? Want to catch me? Go on, go on, go on, go on Want to catch me? Want to catch me? Go on, go on, go on, go on Don't stop, don't stop PinkPanther, PinkPanther PinkPanther, PinkPanther PinkPanther, Pink-PinkPanther, Pink

You got me runnin' 'round the country I'm tryna find you I need a girl I can relate to and confide to See me dealin' with my mom, will you help me through it? Heads up, stand tough, girl, you made me do it

I can hide you in the mansion, might lock the bedroom Killstreaks, killstreaks, when I need some leg room Introduce you to the homies, you ain't know 'em On the flight back to Paris, I gotta show 'em

Baby, did I make you proud? I know I'm hard to handle I'ma come break you down Even if you don't do scandals Pick you up and down (up and down), scandals Pick you up and down (up and down), scandals

Killstreaks, killstreaks, right (want to catch me?) Killstreaks, killstreaks, right (want to catch me?) Killstreak, killstreak, night (go on, go on) Killstreak, killstreak, night (go on, go on)

Killstreaks, killstreaks, right (want to catch me?) Killstreaks, killstreaks, right (want to catch me?) Killstreak, killstreak, night (go on, go on) Killstreak, killstreak, night (go on, go on)

Stand tall (don't stop, oh, don't stop) Stand up (oh, PinkPanther, PinkPanther) Say it loud (PinkPanther, PinkPanther) oh Oh, oh (PinkPanther, Pink-PinkPanther, Pink)

Remember when you came to town? (Town) I'm ready for you to lay it down (down) Found a whole new way to get lost around you ('round) And I can't get help, I'm so down by myself (baby, yeah)

Killstreaks, killstreaks, right Killstreaks, killstreaks, right Killstreak, killstreak, night Killstreak, killstreak, night

Killstreaks, killstreaks, right Killstreaks, killstreaks, right Killstreak, killstreak, night Killstreak, killstreak, night

Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Crash my car and ride with me

Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Crash my car and ride with me

You ain't gotta buy the time for emotionals You in the books just to see a new perspective, woah Me, I spent a lot of time in the gutter, dawg (gutter, dawg) I'm a cutthroat freak, don't hit it, though (hit it, though) Let's take a walk around Fremont Road, dawg (road, dawg) All these niggas out here sellin' they soul, dawg (soul, dawg) Are you really here for me, are you my road doll (road doll) I don't want another woman, this ain't roll call (roll call)

And I see the good relationship with your mama Educated, Harvard baby and your honored And I know the good morals on your socials First Lady, President, you in the Oval I'm at the O2, I'm goin' postal You on the side stage, I had to show you They told you I was next up, when I told you I had to fall back just to get to know you

Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Crash my car and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Take a look and ride with me Crash my car and ride with me