another day, another opportunity to dress like my dr self (inheritance games edition) while I go see Pride & Prejudice in theaters
shifting tonight fr fr
cried so hard last night because my dr s/o is so perfect and amazing and I’m so utterly in love with him and he’ll never know the depth he will never know the sacrifice he will never know the five years it took me just to be somewhere he existed in my life and it made me sob profusely.
Shifting tonight tho 😗✌️
Every time I've tried to set intention, it's always been a "failure." It's super annoying, but I was like "what am I doing wrong?
I KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING WRONG.
Every time I've tried to shift, it's always been without actual intention. I was repeating words, but not their meanings.
It doesn't matter why your shifting, but the emotions and thought process does. When you wake up in your DR, what will you feel? Not physically, but emotionally.
To set intention, you feel the weight of your words. Ask yourself, what do you emotionally feel about shifting? That emotion you feel, right now, in that universe, is enough to shift you. When you lay down, and close your eyes, no matter the method, when you shift, you have to think about the emotional impact you'll have waking up on your DR bed or area. Think about the feeling of your environment. How happy you'll be to feel that one thing there. And once you feel that happiness, that excitement, affirm. "I am shifting." Or, if it pleases you, say "i have already shifted." And you wanna know why that shifts you? Because your emotions are your intentions.
THIS CAN BE SAID ABOUT LITERALLY ANYTHING. TO MY CLUELESS INTENTION SHIFTERS/MANIFESTORS/LOA, KNOW YOUR INTENTION IS JUST YOUR EMOTIONS PUT INTO PRESENT TENSE.
I’ve mentioned this before, but I used to be very attached to the idea of being me in my drs. I mean like same interests same personality same look same trauma same everything—
but recently i’ve embraced being me, in essence, just different variants.
And it’s fun as hell.
I get to make playlists for my drs and fill them with the artists I’d listen to most in my dr. Mazzy Star fills my Hogwarts Academia playlist, I’m currently adding Paramore’s entire discography to my Inheritance Games playlist. These aren’t artists I necessarily gravitate towards here, but they resonate with the version of me in that reality.
I change my name, I change my past, I find new ways to be who I am without living the same history over and over again. The essence is there, and that is what truly matters to me. It was never about my life experiences, it was about my soul.
I can change my hair, my aesthetic, my interests— but nothing will change my heart.
just shifted again a few hours ago. Reminder that shifting is and always will be real.
I hate this game.
alright, let's have a little intervention. a public service announcement. an exorcism of the word "attempting."
might rock some reality boats, so grab a life vest or a martini.....whatever makes you feel more secure. we need to abolish, no, incinerate, the concept of "trying" to shift. the idea that you are "attempting" to manifest. because what do you mean you’re ‘trying’ to shift? what does that actually mean. are you ‘trying’ to exist? are you ‘trying’ to walk into a kitchen? you either do or you don’t. there is no ‘attempt’ in action, there is only action. you are shifting every second. every thought is a step. every breath is a move. every blink is a new scene. there is no in-between state, no limbo where you sit and mull over whether or not you’re doing it right. you are doing it, whether you recognise it or not.
this applies to loa, too !!! you don’t ‘try’ to manifest. you don’t ‘attempt’ to believe. you either accept reality as yours, or you hesitate at the door, and hesitation is not movement. you wouldn’t say you’re ‘trying’ to breathe. you just breathe. you wouldn’t say you’re ‘attempting’ to see something with your own eyes. your eyes are open. the world is there. whether you acknowledge it or not is your own decision.
when i tell you the single biggest thing that helped me shift was just realising i wasn’t ‘attempting’ anything. i wasn’t waiting to get it right, wasn’t holding my breath for some imaginary confirmation screen to pop up and tell me i’d done it. i was already doing it. the only difference between me and the person ‘trying’ was that i stopped questioning whether i was moving and just started walking.
please !!!! let’s abolish ‘attempting.’ let’s retire this whole "mini shift" nonsense, this "i think i almost did it" foolishness. no. you walk. you step through. you are there. no intermediaries, no limbo, no shaky maybe-land where you’re wading in ankle-deep hesitation. either you’re in or you’re out. there isn't some vague purgatory of almostness. you shift every second. you can manifest in seconds. no trying. just doing. throw it into the fire. take it out back like an old tv set that no longer works. you are not attempting. you are being. and the moment you get that....you’re already there.
about to drink some neocitran and knock tf out and wAKE UP IN MY DR LETS GOOOOOOOO
do you know the saying "all roads lead to rome"? yeah well all roads will lead to you shifting so.
SHIFTING IS WORTH EVERY BIT OF EFFORT.
Guys i don’t even know where to start. It’s so worth it. No listen, it’s so worth it!
I wake up and everything feels different but it feels like HOME. The beloved voices calling my name, the people I’ve dreamed of are real and all HERE.
YES you’ll look around and will see everything you’ve scripted! Your bed, your pet, your people, your EVERYTHING
The moment you see them, everything else fades. The frustration, the doubts, the nights you almost gave up, none of it matters anymore. Because you did it. Because you’re finally there.
So don’t give up.