Step Into Your New Reality

back on my bullshit (my nightmare before kissmas dr is looking mighty fine these days I might start shifting there instead)

Hold up y'all know that blockages and limiting beliefs are not a thing right???? That nothing is holding you back right???? That they're just made up and not actually real right????

RIGHT??????

just found out my dr s/o is and/or was an hour away from where I live… what do you mean the love of my life who doesn’t know I exist in this reality is an hOUR AWAY what is he dOING HERE I actually can’t take it I’m shifting right the fuck now I NEED HIM

(edit: I was in shambles writing this okay I mean the actor who plays him is supposedly an hour away and my body did not know how to process that)

I got three moods when it comes to missing my s/o’s

1. My soul aches so bad I can feel it in my bones. We are meant to be together but I’m here and can’t figure out how to get out. I need them like I need oxygen in my lungs. I’m suffocating every moment I’m not with them.

2. Pancakes in the morning. Soft evenings doing nothing but lounging around the house. Cuddling on Christmas Eve by the fire place. Picking flowers in a field. God they’re so fucking pretty I love them so much.

3. I need my tongue down their throat’s IMMEDIATELY

hi shifters. let me explain to you why you don’t need to read through your script every time you feel like you’ve forgotten certain things ˘³˘

imagine you want to watch a movie you haven’t seen in a while. do you remember every single detail of it? most likely no. do you look up the entire plot, scene by scene and the smallest details before watching it? again, no. you just press play and enjoy your movie. do you see where i’m going with this?

another example: imagine you’re going on a vacation to a place you’ve never been to before. you might check out a few pictures, but you’re not stressing about every detail because you already know that’s not something you need to worry about.

your script works the same way.

just because you, what it feels like, have ‘forgotten’ your script does not mean your reality will be out of place. you once got your ideas about your reality and that’s enough. they’re stored in your mind. you literally already know what you want, whether you remember them consciously or not. yay!

so, next time you feel like you need to read your script, ask yourself if you genuinely want to read it, or if you’re just doing it as a chore. sometimes i catch myself getting bored reading my script and that’s honestly just because i’m already so extremely familiar with it. it’s basically as if i were to read things about this reality over and over again. that would be boring right!?

i should also mention that whenever i come across something i thought i had ‘forgotten’, i instantly recognize it when i read it again. i’m not reacting to it as if it’s a brand new thing, it was simply just stored in my subconscious. i knew about it this whole time, and so do you with your script!

anyway, hopefully this knocked some sense into you ✨✨✨

may i offer you some shifting memes in these trying times

and if I say I just shifted?

I got up out of my bed just to go piss girl and I swear to god— I was in there just thinking “damn I get to shift tonight— wait, no. I get to shift whenever the hell I want. I could shift right now.” and went about my business like normal.

WHEN I TELL YOU I returned to my room and my drink, which I had sitting on top of a book ON MY BED is now sitting on my end table. I DID NOT PUT IT THERE. It’s been sitting on that book ever since I went and got it— WHY IS IT NOW SUDDENLY ON THE TABLE ????

I shifted idc.

Now it’s time to skedaddle to a dr methinks.

my shifting “routine” at this point is not caring because i’ve done enough affirmations and intentions, i have to shift and i will shift

had a dream last night that wasn’t about my dr but may have just inspired a new one 👀

I miss my man (the question is… which one?)