Vandy With An MC Who Never Cries Suddenly Breaking Down In Tears Bc She’s So Stressed Out?

My beliefs have always wavered. I've been at this for three years and I've gone through periods where I feel completely disconnected to belief in deities and more connected other times.. The rituals and offering cycled get quite mentally exhausting so... honestly I usually don't do much beyond venting and chatting and offerings of tasks and sweets when I remember. 😅 whether it's Loki or just my inner thoughts and biases listening and responding, it doesn't really super matter as it makes me feel less like I'm going at life alone.

Loki has always felt like a friend who I can always fall back on... during the month of October and in February I usually fall back into my practices and reconnect with gods I worship. Loki is usually the one I go to first and I'm always so excited to reconnect with them!

In my experience Loki never asks for anything too big of me that wouldn't benefit me or my family long-term. The most They want is like a quick sketch or a small share of candy or a food I've prepared or had a hand in preparing.

Loki has always kind of been a shoulder to cry on... I mean... I genuinely think they may have had a hand in pushing me to the path of therapy. I also found myself pushed towards a journey of self discovery which felt amazing... still does!

I came out as agender last year and I'm very happy with that, My family is finally beginning to really get used to calling me by my new name instead of my dead name.

The goofy remarks this deity has are unparalleled... sometimes I'm communicating with them and the most bonkers shit happens during or immediately after, Or I just get the sudden, mysterious urge to pull out my pendulum and all I get is the word "balls" or something 😅.. and ofc no matter where I put the candle that's theirs, the wick is always in strange shapes (none of the others are ever like that despite being from the same sellers and having tried multiple different scents) and the flame dances even without much movement of air...

Recently I've had a cat pass away a few months ago and my mother as well...actually just yesterday.. so... for the first time in a long while, I spoke to Loki, Hel and Freya simply requesting that they ensure my mother's journey to wherever she ends up.. afterlife or not is peaceful. And It was very peaceful. I believe that one or all were there to help guide her way into the unknowns of death..

Same deal with my cat... Both times I felt an almost instant feeling of relief and comfort knowing I no longer had to stress about either dying alone, That I could relax and focus on healing.... and I didn't and still don't feel pressured to give anything back, though I absolutely will during my Samhain traditions which I will be celebrating with my family.

Dear Lokeans and Norse Pagans,

I just want to hear your experiences with Loki.

I've been 3 years now into Norse Paganism and Loki...But it still feels like too short time and that I still have to learn so much. He has guided me to a great transformation of myself through this time....yet I think the snake has more skin to shed. I just need to hear more opinions and experiences.

Also he is such a hard deity to get over. I don't know if it's him who doesn't let go or me...But I like it...I really like working with him...

No bc I actually screamed and cried when I saw his sword and the realization hit me... AND THEY GAVE HIM HIS SILLY LITTLE CRAVAT THING HE HAD IN SOTN TOO. I NEED a second season like yesterday lol.

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He's backkkkkkk!!!! I almost threw up just seeing his sword hilt!

RFA + Minor Trio Pet HCs

Ok, so I miss writing headcanons.... Especially for Vanderwood.. Also I just thought of this because I was imagining what Vandy would have as a pet... lol

Yoosung

He probably has a golden retriever

Honestly is a bit clueless when it comes to pet ownership so you’ll have to help him out quite a bit

He LOVES this dog though, after some time of owning it, he’ll be the one to take it on walks and play with it. 

He probably called it Sunny or something basic like that.

Jumin

Elizabeth The 3rd no explanation needed

Jaehee

She has a hedgehog!

Honestly she doesn’t really have enough time to take care of anything bigger.

It probably claimed one of her coffee mugs as its own. 

It likes to sit in said coffee mug while she works though sometimes she’ll hold it or place it on her shoulder which you find absolutely adorable!

She’s a really good hedgehog owner, she researched a lot before getting it.

You’d probably be on hedgehog duty while she’s at work though.

She probably named it Java

Zen

His apartment doesn’t allow pets, though if he were to get a pet it would be a poodle. 

707/Saeyoung

He would have an abyssinian

He’d probably end up dressing the poor kitty in matching outfits when he crossdresses. 

Ballroom dances with it when he’s bored

Owns a huge box of cat toys, though only really uses the laser pointer since it’s low effort.

Not a super good cat owner to say the least. 

You and Vanderwood end up having to take care of the cat’s basic needs since he won’t lift a finger to do really any chore around the house.

Probably named it Honey or Pepper for obvious reasons 

Unknown/Saeran

No pets

This boy REFUSES to have pets!!

He plays it off as him hating animals because he’s too tough for that shit. 

Really he’s afraid you’ll spend more time with the animal than him (someone give this marshmallow of a man a hug)

V

Doesn’t have pets

Though if you wanted a pet he would be fully open to it.

Doesn’t matter what animal as long as you and him can take care of it. 

Vanderwood

100% would have a Bengal

I mean just look at it! He obviously got it mostly to match his thing with leopard print.. (Almost everything he owns is leopard print...)

He genuinely loves the cat though... Mostly since it’s quite calm and for a Bengal.

Sometimes you’ll catch the cat curled up beside him while he’s asleep or on his lap while he writes his reports.

He is a pretty good cat owner. 

Though he does have an obsession with cleanliness

He bathes the cat every week, usually it results in the cat freaking out and his arms being scratched to hell. 

He expects you to do cat related chores when he’s on missions... and he will throw a fit if you do not make sure the litter is clean and the area around its food bowl is spotless.

Probably named it Cinnamon (Cin for short) 

Bonus

I’d like to just show off my cat here.. lol She’s a bengal, she has less defined rosettes and her name is Ginger.... she’s like 16 in human years and she just makes me so happy lol.. that’s her sitting on one of my neighbor’s car projects.

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Vandy reacting to his sad MC asking for a hug?

Thank you for requesting, Anon! This one’s short and sweet lol.

-You felt lonely. 

-You hadn’t talked to Vanderwood much all day. 

-You cried, you just wanted to be near him

-He didn’t realize that you felt sad or anything.

-Not until he walked into the living room and saw you crying.

-”Baby girl, is everything okay?” He asked before sitting down next to you. 

-”I… I just want a hug” You said. 

-He wrapped his arms around you. 

-You both hugged until you finally calmed down.

Omg I always wanted to see a theatre production of Castlevania.. the fact that an all female troupe is doing it makes me so happy omg 😅

Renowned all-female Japanese theatre troupe Takarazuka Revue will be performing an official and original Castlevania musical in 2025 titled "Castlevania: Awakening Under Moonlight"

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Late-night fluffy HCs with Vandy?

Thanks for requesting anon! <3

-Vanderwood is a bit of a night owl. 

-Because he often works late nights he’s used to staying up.

-When he gets home at night he’ll immediately join you wherever you are in the house and cuddle with you

-He’ll whisper sweet nothings in your ear. 

-Sometimes he’ll hum a tune to you as he strokes your hair. 

-He loves being close to you at night, he loves seeing your peaceful face as you drift off to sleep 

-He feels at peace when you’re in his arms because he knows that no harm will come to you as long as you’re next to him

Yessssss please omfg please let this happen 🙏 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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MANIFEST

I've been away from the internet entirely for a couple days (bad week) so I only just heard like five minutes ago but.. I am so excited for this, the first teaser looks great!! I'm surprised it went into production so soon!

I can't wait for more Alucard I missed him lol

season 2 is happening!!!!!!!!!

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