Ok So WTF

A Depressed MC (Vanderwood HC)

-Vanderwood came home from work a few hours late.

-He called out your name expecting you to come straight to the door and welcome him home... but that didn't happen.

-He was worried, had an enemy gotten to you?

-he started searching the house...

-he heard a sound.... it sounded like you were laughing... or crying?

-he followed the sound to your shared bedroom....

-He half expected you to be laughing at some stupid text saeyoung sent.

-But NOPE you were bawling your eyes out.

-Vanderwood had no idea what to do, you'd never done this before... at least.. he'd never seen you do this.

-"Babe, what's wrong?"

-"V...Vanderwood?"

-"Yes baby girl, it's me"

-"Oh god..."

-Your pillow had become drenched with tears

-"what's wrong?"

-"... I thought you were..."

-"You thought I was?"

-"D...Dead"

-You start crying even harder

-Vanderwood.exe has stopped working

-He just sat there wondering what to do...

-.... Still unsure of what to do....

-"Babe... I'm not dead, I'm here, sitting right beside you."

-"I know... but... What would I do if you died?"

-"Move on, remember the good times we had together, and live a happy life."

-"it's not that simple Vanderwood."

-He doesn't know what else to say... So he just gave you a bone crushing hug and a passionate kiss.

-That seemed to bring you back to your usual self... kind of..

-The rest of the night was spent cuddling and venting each others worries.

-You had informed him that this happens a lot, you cry over him almost every time he goes on a mission.

-He felt bad and started going on less dangerous missions to ease your mind.

-No matter what he did, you still cried for him, because you love him.

Sup... I'm still alive.. just gonna drop this here lol I worked all day on it...

ApReCIAtE mE!

Kidding.. but I'm happy with it, I even used gold paint on his hair... Because he's a golden boi Ok, ok I'll stop

Sketch and WIP under the cut!

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Oh, I didn’t realize that. Thank you for telling me!!!

quick drawing post!

pic #1 is: Guren Ichinose in Catastrophe At Sixteen when he was posessed by his demon.

Pic #2 is: Aru Akise with angel wings for some reason..  

Pic #3 is: Victor Nikiforov in his Grand Prix costume (Before he actually met and started coaching Yuri...)

Pic #4 is: Victor Nikiforov in his Junior Worlds outfit with his long fabulous hair.. (Just look at that gorgeous hair) 

HCs for how Vanderwood acts when he’s tired?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-When Vanderwood is tired he’s very slow.

-He kind of shuts down.

-It’ll take him a while to process things.

-He’ll get super grumpy too.

-Like if you try to joke around or something, he’ll go after you. He will spare you no mercy!!

-He’ll complain about how messy you are (even if you’re super duper clean lol) 

-In conclusion… Just let this guy sleep. He needs it!

And that went..... terribly

He broke up with me on boxing day because he "realized he wasn't ready for commitment"..

I was asking him for comfort because my mom was hospitalized and I was terrified, I wanted someone to be with me... and he did this instead... he told me it would be best for me if he broke it off because he "couldn't keep pretending everything was fine" (he hadn't been able to get out and see me... because he's like the biggest coward on earth about snow and ice and his parents arr equally as bad and he would not even try to fight his parents on any of it)

Literally this boy's mom told him to break up with me, that it wasn't worth coming out to help me through that night.....

Like seriously? Did he even stop to consider how this might affect me? Clearly not, or maybe he didn't give a shit.

Really pisses me off, I was nearly hospitalized myself that night because I took two massive, traumatic emotional blows and I was nearly going to end my life. Had it not been for my father talking to him (he agreed to remain friends.... we'll see how long that lasts 🙄) and talking me down, I don't think I'd be here

yea.. after this I'm fucking done with men and their stupid commitment issues and their mama's boy mentality.. hope I meet a woman... or a man who is motherless and more dedicated to the relationship.

And I was so dumb for letting myself plan a future with him... he didn't deserve me, he never did, I should have seen the signs so much earlier...

Anyway, I lost all sense of self and purpose... so Idk what to really do...

I'm trying to do art and the things I love but like everything I do reminds me of him... no matter what it is and it reduces me to a crying heap..

So.... um in honor of this truly nightmarish situation, I'm taking requests... for art, not fanfiction..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

More Tsukasa Headcanons!

Keeping up the prompts, just found this on pinterest.. it looked like it was from a Tumblr post, but whoever it was was not in fact credited :(

Prompt: "But at least we are lost together"

You and Tsukasa went hunting for livestock.

The empire needed more food and it looked like it wouldn't be a very nice season for farming fruits and vegetables.

Your hunting excursion was going very well.

Between the two of you, you had caught 3 deer and 5 birds. Now while lugging the carcasses of the animals on a cart, you made your way back to the base.

However, a few minutes into your walk back, a problem became apparent.

That red flower on the left side of the path, that tree that had a slight curve in its trunk, the small dying bush..

It all seemed familiar...

Before you had even realized what was going on, Tsukasa spoke up.

"Y/N, I'm pretty sure we're lost"

You stared at him, dumbfounded.

"What, how could we be lost? I thought you knew where we were going."

He cussed under his breath.

"You were supposed to be the navigator."

You looked at the ground, a foggy memory of Yo bursting into your room when you were half asleep and yelling something about you needing to "get your navigator shit and go see Tsukasa"

"Oh..... yea.... I was, wasn't I?"

He gave you a questioning glance.

"I'm sorry, Yo told me when I was half asleep.. Only the "go see Tsukasa" part registered in my brain"

Tsukasa sighed and rubbed his temples.

After what seemed to be an hour if trying to find your way back, you decided to just admit defeat for a while and rest your now aching legs.

Tsukasa started a small fire in hopes it would help someone find the two of you.

However, for the time being, you were hopelessly lost...

As you sat, warming yourselves by the fire, you made idle banter

"This isn't exactly an ideal situation, is it? With us being lost and everything." Tsukasa asked with a small chuckle.

"Yea, but at least we're lost together, right?"

Tsukasa looked up at the night sky before answering.

"Yeah... With you, It's not so bad" he smirked, before placing a hand over yours.

Jumin, V, and Vanderwood reacting to MC being in so much pain bc of her period that she can’t move? (Kill me pls :’(( )

Thanks for requesting, Anon!! I know period cramps suck, but hang in there <3 

Jumin

-You were essentially bedridden.

-The pain from your period was horrible. 

-If you even moved an inch, your uterus would attack. 

-Jumin was worried.

-But he didn’t show it very much.

-Honestly, it made you feel worse.

-Once or twice he came into your bedroom to comfort you or entertain you.

-But he let his maids take care of the rest, he knew his maids were competent enough to treat you right, so he saw no problem with it. 

-You weren’t a fan, but you felt like shit, so you didn’t complain. 

V 

-He had been through this before.. 

-Though she who shall not be named wasn’t as bad...

-When he realized the severity of your cramps, He became concerned.

-He made sure to take care of you as best as he could. 

-V would cuddle you, and let you squeeze his hand whenever your cramps got intense. 

-He’d go out and buy you some muscle relaxant if you needed it. 

-V is very good with periods. 

-Everyone needs a guy like V. 

Vanderwood

-He wanted you to get up and go help him at Seven’s place. 

-But you weren’t gonna do that. 

-You were in SOOOOO much pain. 

-And of course you expressed that with a string of cusses and groans. 

-He didn’t really know what to do.

-He didn’t know that women could get cramps as bad as you. 

-Innocent little shit..

-He was greatly concerned about you and decided to skip going to Seven’s.

-Vanderwood stayed home to try to take care of you. 

-He ended up buying a bunch of muscle relaxant, spoon feeding you chicken soup and cuddling with you. 

-Side note... While he was making the chicken soup, he freaked out and started rambling to himself about how he thought you were going to die or something,  

Soooo I finally got around to watching After School With Hanako-Kun

I am months late to this.... but ummm can we talk about mokke Tsuchigomori?

LOOK AT HIM

IT EVEN HAS GLASSES

like shut UPPP I need a giant plushie of this like yesterday!!

also pocket Yako??

and his silly little "Poor me, I'm sick" getup 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

BUT POCKET YAKO

Mark my words I am going to plunge headfirst back into this series! I love it so much (Zaddy long legs here made me obsessed with it... help)

Would you be willing to write HCs for Jumin and Vanderwood where they get into an argument with their MC and end up hitting them?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!! I got a similar request to this one sooo I’ll just put them together lol.

Ask 2: Hello! Can I ask for having an huge and heated argument with Vanderwood? ♡ thank you!

Jumin

-Jumin had left the house effectively leaving you to babysit Elizabeth 3rd

-You weren’t too happy about that.  

-You were fed up. 

-This was the 10th time he had dumped Elizabeth on you. 

-You decided to put an end to it.

-You grabbed Elizabeth, put her in a carrying case and brought her to a pet shelter.

-You knew Jumin would be Angry, But you didn’t care.

-When he finally came home, he called out for Elizabeth before even acknowledging you. 

-That made you even more enraged. 

-”Where is Elizabeth?” he asked, concerned. 

-”I got rid or her” You said before showing him some papers from the shelter. 

-”YOU GAVE HER TO A SHELTER?” He practically screamed. 

-You nodded. 

-His face got extremely red. 

-His breathing got faster. 

-He slapped you across the face before walking away, heading to the shelter that you had taken Elizabeth to.

-After a long hour of signing papers and all that, he got Elizabeth back. 

-A few days after the situation, you both made up. 

-He apologized for getting angry and hitting you, you apologized for taking his cat to a shelter. 

Vanderwood

-Vanderwood had come home from another dangerous mission. 

-Despite you begging him to stop going on said missions, he would always go on them.

-You were done worrying about him, you were done worrying that he may never come home. 

-You had decided to tell him how you felt. 

-”Vanderwood, we need to talk.” you said. 

-”Yes, what is it?” He replied sitting next to you. 

-”Please stop going on missions.” You looked down at your hands before continuing. “I just get so worried about you. What if you were to die or something?” 

-He stared at you blankly. 

-”You really think so little of me that you actually think I’d get myself killed?” He snapped. 

-You had pissed him off.. 

-This was always a touchy subject for him. 

-”Vanderwood, I know you can handle yourself, but I still worry” 

-His eyes narrowed. 

-”You think I’m weak don’t you?” He spit. 

-”No I-” He interrupted you

-”You’re grossly underestimating me, bitch” 

-You were shocked. 

-He had never called you that before.

-”Vanderwood, please” 

-”SHUT UP” He yelled before slapping you across the face. 

-He immediately regretted it.. 

-”Oh..My... God... Baby girl, I’m so sorry.” He panicked holding your face, making sure you weren’t injured.

-”I’m fine, don’t worry.”

-You were still very concerned about the dangers of his job, and after a long discussion, he finally agreed to take less risky missions.