Please make on with kenan and how he has a model gf and gets jealous when fans ship her and her co-workers saying they have more chemistry then her and kenan and likes he’s jealous when reader tells him “I have a kelvin clain shoot with __” and he’s just angry and jealous and then you can do the rest
summary:: you’re a famous model dating kenan yildiz but he gets jealous when you’re set to model with a guy that people have been shipping you with on the internet.
warnings:: self doubt, idfk atp
writers note:: okay so i wanna get as much done before school starts as possible but still please feel free to continue requesting bc i read all of them as soon as i get them and i love them smmmm! ALSO NOTE TO MENTION THAT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PUBLISHED LIKE 4 HOYRS AGO??
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added or removed!
kenan never considered himself the jealous type. he trusted you, knew you loved him, and never doubted it, until the internet started saying otherwise.
it started small, fans commenting under your instagram posts, comparing you and your co stars, the models you worked with. ‘they have so much chemistry,’ they’d say. ‘they’d make such a perfect couple.’
at first, he ignored it. he knew the industry, knew how people talked. but then, the edits started popping up. tiktok after tiktok of you laughing with another model, posing together, staged moments turned into something more by eager fans. ‘this is what real chemistry looks like,’ someone commented under one. ‘way better than her and kenan.’
he never let it show. never mentioned it. but the frustration built up, simmering just beneath the surface.
and then, one night, you were lying in bed beside him, scrolling through your emails, when you spoke, casual, unaware of the storm brewing inside him.
‘i have a calvin klein shoot with gabriel next week.’
he stiffened. ‘who?’
you glanced at him, confused by his tone. ‘gabriel, why?’
he scoffed, shaking his head. ‘of course it’s him.’
you frowned. ‘kenan, what’s wrong?’
he turned to you, jaw tight. ‘do you even see what people say about you two? or do you just ignore it?’
your brows furrowed. ‘kenan, it’s just work.’
he laughed, but there was no humor in it. ‘yeah? because the internet seems to think you two should be together instead of us.’
you sighed, placing your phone down. ‘kenan, you know that’s not true.’
but he just looked away, arms crossed, jealousy burning in his chest.
you reach for his arm, fingers curling around his bicep gently, but he doesn’t relax. his jaw is still clenched, gaze fixed on a point far away, lost in his thoughts.
'kenan,' you murmur, shifting closer to him, your thigh brushing against his under the covers. 'look at me.'
he hesitates before finally meeting your eyes, and the frustration there twists something in your chest. he looks vulnerable beneath the anger, and that vulnerability makes your heart ache.
'i don’t care what they say,' you say softly, your fingers tracing slow circles on his arm. 'they don’t know us. they see a picture, a video, and think they understand. but they don’t.'
he exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. 'yeah, but it’s everywhere. i open my phone and it’s just… him. you. people saying you should be with him instead of me. like i’m some... placeholder.'
'your brain is lying to you,' you reply, a small smile tugging at your lips. 'you’re not a placeholder. you’re it for me, kenan.'
he shakes his head, still not fully convinced, and you sigh, leaning forward to press a kiss to his cheek. 'you know how many people tell me i’m lucky to be with you? how many girls would kill to be in my place?' you pause, lips brushing against his jaw. 'but i don’t care about them. i care about you. about us.'
he softens a bit, his hand finally coming to rest on your thigh. 'it’s just... hard not to get in my head about it.'
'i know,' you whisper. 'but next week? when i’m at that shoot? i’ll be thinking about how i get to come home to you. how no camera or photoshoot can compare to this.' you gesture between you two. 'this is real. everything else is just noise.'
his lips quirk up at the corners, and you can see the tension easing from his shoulders. 'you really have a way of shutting me up, huh?'
'one of my many talents,' you tease, grinning when he finally laughs.
he pulls you into his arms then, burying his face in your neck. 'i just hate the idea of anyone thinking they could be better for you.'
'nobody is,' you promise, threading your fingers through his hair. 'nobody even comes close.'
he hums, pressing a kiss to your collarbone. 'just... promise me you won’t fall for him when he starts flexing or whatever during that shoot.'
you snort, smacking his shoulder playfully. 'please. you really think anyone else can compete with you? have you looked in a mirror, kenan? unfair levels of handsome.'
'you’re biased,' he mumbles, though his tone is lighter now, more playful.
'yeah,' you agree, 'biased because i’m in love with you.'
he pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes searching yours. 'yeah?'
'yeah,' you nod. 'so no more jealousy, okay? or at least... less of it. you’re too pretty to be frowning this much.'
he grins, finally fully relaxing. 'fine. but i’m picking you up from that shoot. just to make sure this guy knows you’re taken.'
'love when you get all possessive,' you tease, leaning in to kiss him softly. 'but seriously, you have nothing to worry about.'
'guess i just really like you or something,' he murmurs against your lips.
'good,' you smile, 'because i really like you too. even when you’re being a jealous dork.'
he laughs again, pulling you tighter against him. 'just don’t make me fight a model, okay? i can’t have that on my record.'
'no promises,' you joke, kissing him once more as the tension between you finally melts away.
omg please do joão félix bf head cannons w a non famous girl
summary: you’re joao felix’s girlfriend except you’re not famous.
warnings: ACTUALLY YES THERE IS!! MAGUI MENTIONED.
writers note: ahhh anon i love this idea, evrb makes fics of the reader being famous but that’s so unlikely!! also ignore the fact that it was so obvious that i made this on the plane and im so sorry for it taking so long!! i’ve been travelling 💔
ꨄ - you’re honestly not too fond of you being all over the media, you like your privacy so joao respects that and his posts w you don’t often include your face
ꨄ - (HOWEVER!! if you want to be part of joaos socials; here is the alternative!!) ; he often is proud to show you off as his girlfriend, leading the media to love you as chelsea’s new hot wag
ꨄ - when the media originally found out, people were skeptical, were you with him only for the money?? comparisons of you and magui appeared for some reason journalists being in maguis favour although it was never really a competition
ꨄ - eventually, news outlets post ‘who is joao felix’s new girlfriend? 10 facts about y/n that you probably didn’t know about’ which is quite ironic considering that they thought you were a gold digger
ꨄ - lowkey dates: for example, instead of a big dinner, he’ll take
you out for late night drives
ꨄ - since he travels a lot, whenever you guys have quiet time tg whether its chatting on the couch or playing fifa tg, he cherishes it
ꨄ - even though you aren’t famous, as soon as the media found out about you your insta followers grew insanely
ꨄ - speaking of insta, he posts you a lot on his story, even if its just you holding his hand
i said i was gonna spam but i ran out of ideas so i'm gonna come back when i get more xx
take ur time bae i love you bro ur giving me life 🙏
gang i’m 5’7 too 👅
tags:: @barcapix @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; SORRY FOR UNWANTED
@ mutuals rb this w how tall you are i wanna know
i’m 4’11
summary: media finds out about alejandros new relationship with the well known sports photographer - SOCIAL MEDIA ALTERNATE UNIVERSE!! 😍
warnings: nun ; atleast i don’t think there’s any 😭
writers note: lowkey didn’t know how to make this into a fic so a smau will have to do; @cherryloveshs you’re a crazy requester 😔
face claim: random girls from pinterest
part one
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barcauniversal: Photo from Fermin Lopez’s instagram of what fans assume to be Alejandro Balde with a mystery girl in Paris during this winter break
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user1: isn’t y/n in paris too? she took photos of him for social media?
user2: OMG YEAHH
user3: y’all are so delusional??
user4: nah you doing too much😭
user5: OMG??
lamineyamal: su primera novia 😂
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yourusername: visca barca 💙❤️
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user10: i wish 💔
user11: so you’re there for balde?
user12: i mean he’s in the likes??
user2: i’ve been sayin this for a while now
yourbestfriend: so you didn’t take me w you?? i see how it is
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yourusername: IM SORRY 😔
user13: didn’t know you were a culer
user14: what typa photo is that man you’re a photographer?? 😭😭
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alejandrobalde: paris ‘24 🤍
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user15: Y/N IN THE LIKES??
user16: well atleast we know who took the first 2 photos
user1: SO I WASNT DELUSIONAL
yourusername: bonita 😍
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user1: HELLOOOOO YALL WERE SAYING I WAS WRONG??
user17: oh!!
user18: oh balde better know how to fight istg
user19: MFS IGNORE THE Y/N STUFF BALDE LOOKS SO FINE BRO WHAT
_ferminlopez: creds for the last photo??
alejandrobalde: lo siento
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user20: balde took the photo?
yourusername: 😉😉
user20: ah
user21: look who’s finally on the other side of the camera
yourbestfriend: GUAPA
yourusername: 🪞
alejandrobalde: i think im a good photographer
yourusername: hmmm, i think i should stay as the photographer tho
alejandrobalde: if you say sooo!!
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yourusername: photo dump & hard launch if yall didn’t already know?? 🧘♀️
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alejandrobalde: yo te amo 🤍
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yourusername: y yo tambien, yo te amo mas. 🤍
user22: THEYRE SO CUTE
user3: oh 😮
user23: i love how all the doubters have been proved wrong
user24: barcauniveral really tried but failed
pablogavi: awhhh
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I'm craving some angsty kenan fics. So can you make a fic in which the reader is dating kenan but he always hangs out with his girl best friend. He had promised reader he'd be picking up for a premier night of her movie but he didn't show up. So later reader sees the stories of his girl bestfriend and him with some other friends having fun. Reader packs her bags and leaves for a while saying that she needs a break. Kenan rushes back home but reader is already gone. With happy ending please!
summary:: it’s the night of your first movie premiere yet your supposed no1 biggest fan doesn’t attend. you attend his big matches so why doesn’t he attend your successes? he’s not an idiot so he takes it upon himself to make it up to you.
warnings:: angst ofc 😔.
writers note:: so uhm idk why this lowkey took me ages but it’s quite plain so hope you enjoy nonetheless! ALSO IVE FINISHED MY REQUESTS SO PLEASE SEND SOME IF U HAVE IDEAS BC MY CREATIVITY IS OUT.
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added or removed!
you glanced at the clock, heart sinking with every passing minute. kenan had promised he’d be there. ‘i won’t miss your premiere for the world,' he’d said, smile so convincing it had been impossible not to believe him. but the empty seat beside you at the theater said otherwise.
your phone buzzed. a flicker of hope, gone as soon as you saw the notification.
notification: instagram - leah added to their story
you shouldn’t look. you knew you shouldn’t. but your fingers moved on their own, tapping the screen. laughter spilled out, kenan, leah, and some friends at a rooftop bar. kenan grinning, arm slung over leah’s shoulder as they posed for a picture, drinks in hand. your stomach twisted. tonight had been your night. the one he promised to show up for. and instead, he was there. with her. again.
you closed the app, jaw tightening as you shoved your phone into your bag. disappointment weighed heavy on your chest, wrapping around you like a suffocating blanket. it wasn’t just tonight. it was the calls he missed, the plans he forgot, the way leah always seemed to come first lately. you trusted him, but even trust had limits.
the apartment was quiet when you got home. your heels clicked against the floor as you tossed your keys on the counter. you stared at the framed photo of you and kenan on the shelf, smiling and happy, felt like a lifetime ago.
your suitcase came down from the closet with a thump. clothes were thrown in, not caring what you packed. you scribbled a note, heart pounding.
‘i need space. don’t call. don’t follow me.’
you left it on the counter, fingers hesitating just a second too long. then you turned, grabbed your bag, and walked out the door.
rain hit the windshield in steady patterns as you drove. no destination, just away. away from the hurt. away from the image of kenan laughing with someone who wasn’t you. you didn’t know how far you drove, didn’t care. eventually, you found a small motel, checked in, and curled up on the unfamiliar bed, letting exhaustion drag you under.
three days passed. your phone lit up with missed calls, texts piling up.
'please talk to me.'
'i’m sorry. i messed up.'
'where are you? just tell me you’re safe.'
you stared at the messages but never replied. your chest ached, torn between anger and sadness. between missing him and wanting to forget.
until the knock came.
you didn’t move at first, thinking it was housekeeping. but then
'please... just open the door.'
kenan’s voice. muffled, desperate. your heart lurched. no. no, you needed space.
but your feet betrayed you, carrying you to the door. you opened it and there he was. soaked from the rain, hair plastered to his forehead, eyes rimmed red. he looked like he hadn’t slept. like the weight you felt had been crushing him too.
he breathed, taking a shaky step forward. 'i know you said not to come, but... i couldn’t just let you go like that.'
'kenan—'
'please. just listen.' his voice cracked, hand tugging through his wet hair. 'i was an idiot. i thought i could make it up to you later, that you’d understand... but god, i was so wrong. i should’ve been there. i should’ve chosen you, every time. i just... didn’t think, and that’s on me.'
you swallowed hard, tears burning at the corners of your eyes. 'do you even realize how it felt? waiting for you... looking at those stories... seeing you with her?' your voice broke. 'i needed you. you promised.'
'i know,' he whispered, chest heaving. 'and i broke that promise. i’ll regret it every day if you let me. but please... give me another chance to fix this. i love you. i’m in love with you. and i can’t, i can’t lose you over my stupidity.'
the rain fell heavier around you both, soaking into your clothes, chilling your skin. for a moment, there was only silence, just your hearts beating, broken and hopeful.
and then, you stepped forward. let yourself fall into his arms. his warmth wrapped around you, holding you like you were the most important thing in the world.
'one more chance,' you whispered, voice barely audible against his chest. 'but kenan... no more broken promises.'
'never again,' he swore, pressing his lips to your temple. 'not ever.'
and somehow, standing there in the rain with him, it felt like maybe, just maybe, you’d both find your way back.
are we being deaduzz 🥀 @n0vazsq
NO BUT THAT WAS A LEGIT QUESTION?
what does one do with such brainrot gems..
i just have to get these out, my inbox is drowning
@n0vazsq @joaosnovia
Could you do a part 3 of the Gavi x tennis player fic? That would be soo cool.
i’ve gotten multiple requests for this! so if you guys want to tagged or sum when it comes out please let me know xx
Hi! Sorry to bother you
Can i ask for one of joao were reader helps him to forget about his ex but later she founds out They are still talking from time to time but Its actually no how she thinks? Like angst with reader being totally insecure but with happy ending
Thank you!!
summary:: he said he was over her. u believed him, until u saw her name light up his phone. you tried not to care. but it’s hard to love someone who still lives in their past. you just wanted to be chosen. fully. completely. loudly. and in the end… he did.
warnings:: angst?
writers notes:: TIME CAST A SPELL ON ME. BUT YOU WONT FORGET ME? anyways yea
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp @universefcb @mariejuli
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you didn’t ask about her.
not when he first told you there was someone. not when his voice got tight talking about her. not when you noticed the way he paused before answering questions like “how long were you in love with her?”
you just listened. held his hand. let him exist without pressure. because god, you knew what heartbreak looked like, and his had barely scabbed over when you walked in.
you didn’t ask for more than what he could give. just stayed close enough to be steady. never too much. never too loud.
and he started smiling again.
he laughed with you. he kissed you like he meant it. he held you like he didn’t want to let go.
so you told yourself it was real.
even when something in your chest whispered, not quite.
even when his phone would light up with her name late at night and he’d pretend he didn’t see it.
you found out accidentally.
you weren’t snooping. not really. you were just grabbing his charger off his nightstand while he showered, and his phone buzzed, and it was instinct to glance. just a glance.
"hey. i saw your interview. you looked good." from her.
your stomach dropped.
you didn’t open the chat. didn’t need to. your hands were already shaking.
you hadn’t heard her name in months. he hadn’t mentioned her in even longer.
and now… this?
your mind spiraled quietly. you didn’t say anything when he came out of the bathroom, towel slung low on his hips, smile lazy and soft when he saw you. you smiled back.
but it didn’t reach your eyes.
you started noticing more after that.
the way he’d text with his phone tilted away from you. the way he’d get quiet sometimes, scrolling, jaw tense. the way he’d answer a call in the other room and come back like nothing happened.
it could’ve been anyone. but it wasn’t. you knew.
still, you didn’t say a word.
you started pulling away in small ways. cancelling plans. not staying the night. letting his calls go to voicemail. when he noticed, you just said you were tired. busy. nothing’s wrong.
and he believed you.
or maybe he didn’t. maybe he was just waiting for you to say it.
you almost did one night, when he took you to dinner and held your hand the whole time and kissed your forehead and said “i love you” like it was a truth he’d always known.
your heart cracked.
because you wanted to believe him.
but her name still sat in your bones. still itched under your skin. still whispered you’re second best. always were.
you cried that night when he fell asleep beside you, arms around your waist, breath warm on your neck.
silent tears. shaking shoulders.
he didn’t wake up.
you told yourself you were overreacting.
that maybe they were just friends. maybe they talked sometimes and it didn’t mean anything. maybe he’d moved on and you were the one stuck.
but you knew what heartbreak looked like. you knew what grief looked like. and sometimes, you still saw it in his eyes.
like he was still waiting for her shadow to disappear.
and you? you were just holding the light.
you didn’t mean to see it.
again, you weren’t looking.
you were sitting on his couch one rainy afternoon, one of those quiet days where the world feels far away. he was in the kitchen making you tea, hoodie sleeves pushed up, soft music playing from his phone.
it buzzed once.
then again.
your name was on the mug he was holding.
her name was on the screen.
and you looked. again.
"still can’t believe it’s you in the red kit. i always thought you'd wear blue." "you still look good."
your hands curled into fists.
it was always her.
her voice in his phone. her ghost in his ribs. her name on the edge of every silence.
you stood before you could think about it. grabbed your coat. didn’t wait.
you didn’t answer when he called.
not that night. not the next morning. not after the fifth voicemail where his voice got quieter, sadder, more confused.
you couldn’t do it.
you couldn’t be the one he loved when he was lonely. the one who kissed him back while he kept someone else alive in the back of his mind.
you weren’t a substitute. you weren’t a second choice.
you wanted to be the one.
he showed up three days later.
hair a mess, hoodie half-zipped, dark circles under his eyes like he hadn’t slept since you left.
you didn’t open the door at first.
he knocked once. then again.
then softly: ‘please, baby.’
and you opened it. because even though you were angry. even though your chest ached. even though your pride begged you not to—
you still loved him.
and he looked at you like he was afraid you didn’t anymore.
‘why didn’t you tell me you still talk to her?’
his face fell.
he didn’t lie. he didn’t deflect. he just said quietly, ‘because i knew how it would look.’
you didn’t speak.
‘i should’ve told you,’ he said. ‘but i didn’t know how. i didn’t want to hurt you.’
‘but you did.’
he looked down. ‘i know.’
he stepped closer, hands open, not touching.
‘i don’t love her anymore,’ he said.
you blinked.
‘i don’t want her back. she was my past. you—’ he exhaled. ‘you’re my now. my always, if you’ll let me be that.’
‘then why talk to her at all?’
he hesitated. then, gently: ‘because closure’s not always clean. sometimes it lingers. sometimes people try to keep a piece of you even when they shouldn’t.’
‘and you let her?’
his eyes met yours. honest. hurting.
‘i let her talk. but i didn’t answer back in the ways that matter. not anymore. not since you.’
you didn’t say anything for a long time.
the rain tapped on the windows. the silence filled every crack in your chest.
then you whispered, ‘do you still think about her?’
‘not the way i think about you.’
he reached out. touched your hand.
‘when you laugh,’ he said, ‘i don’t think of her. when you fall asleep on my chest, i’m not dreaming of anyone else. when you kiss me, i forget what it felt like to lose before you.’
tears filled your eyes.
‘i never wanted to be a replacement, joão.’
‘you’re not,’ he said, voice breaking. ‘you’re everything i didn’t know i needed.’
you let him hold you after that.
not because it fixed everything.
but because love, real love, is messy. it stumbles. it bleeds. it breaks open and still reaches forward.
and he reached for you.
held you like he’d never let go again.
whispered i’m sorry into your hair a hundred times.
kissed you like he meant forever.
and maybe it wouldn’t always be perfect.
but for the first time, it was real.
and this time, it was yours.
summary:: quiet night with your boyfriend.
warnings:: none!
writers note:: starting this off by saying don’t even ask why i’m posting sm recently i’ve been deadass been using this as a crashout prevention so i’ve been writing my mind off issues!! so that’s a bit tmi but yk.. anyways enjoy this! this is also really similar to the hector fic so ignore that!
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @cherryloveshs ; lmk if u wanna be added!
The moonlight poured through the window of their small Barcelona apartment, its silvery glow casting long shadows on the walls. Alejandro lay sprawled on the couch, scrolling through his phone. His shirt clung to his chest, damp from the shower he’d taken minutes ago. You leaned against the kitchen counter, watching him, a smile tugging at your lips. Even in the stillness, he radiated energy, an effortless charm that made your chest feel too tight and your head too light.
‘You’re staring again,’ he teased without looking up, his voice low and smooth.
‘Can’t help it,’ you shot back, biting your bottom lip. ‘You’re kind of hard to look away from.’
Finally, Alejandro put his phone down and gave you his full attention. His brown eyes glimmered with amusement as they traced your figure, lingering on the oversized shirt you’d stolen from his closet. The sight of you, comfortable, completely at home in his space, made his heart ache in the best way.
‘Come here,’ he said, his voice soft now, almost a whisper. It wasn’t a request. It never really was.
You crossed the room, slow, like you were savoring the moment. When you reached him, he tugged you gently onto his lap. His hands found your waist, warm and familiar, like they belonged there. The world outside didn’t exist. It was just you, him, and the steady rhythm of your breathing.
‘You remember when we first met?’ he asked, his tone suddenly nostalgic. ‘I was such a mess.’
‘You weren’t a mess,’ you countered, running a hand through his damp hair. ‘You were just… figuring things out.’
He chuckled, leaning his forehead against yours. ‘You gave me a reason to figure it out. I was so lost back then, and then you showed up like…’ He paused, searching for the words. ‘Like a light, you know? Something steady. Something I could hold onto.’
Your throat tightened, his words sinking deep. You cupped his face in your hands, your thumb brushing over his cheekbone. ‘You don’t give yourself enough credit, Ale. You’ve always been this, this brilliant, magnetic, unstoppable thing. I just made sure you saw it.’
He pulled you closer, his lips brushing against yours, a kiss that was soft and slow, full of things neither of you needed to say. When you finally pulled back, his eyes burned into yours, raw and unguarded.
‘You’re my home,’ he murmured. ‘You know that, right?’
You nodded, unable to speak past the lump in your throat. The two of you stayed like that, wrapped up in each other, the city buzzing faintly outside. No matter what the world threw at you, you had this. You had him. And he had you. Bound together, unshakable.
why is the cause of my sufferings a literal cat. this thing is a curse.