first fic i read when im taking a break from revision and now i’m bawling my eyes out
Until We Meet Again
Kenan Yildiz x Reader
The house was too quiet.
Not the peaceful kind, either. It was the kind of silence that rang in your ears, that pressed on your chest until breathing felt like a chore. The kind of silence that echoed, despite the toys still scattered across the living room. His little sneakers by the door. His tiny Juventus jersey draped over the back of the couch — the one with “Baba” and number 15 on the back.
Kay didn’t care that Kenan had changed numbers since. To him, his baba would always be number 15.
Kenan sat at the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, face in his hands. You stood behind him, fingers gripping the sleeve of his hoodie. The one Kay used to wrap around himself like a superhero cape, saying he was “Baba’s biggest fan.”
Kay Yıldız. Just five years old. Brave. Cheeky. So full of life. A warrior who fought harder than anyone should have to. But cancer didn’t care about innocence. It didn’t care that he was loved by an entire football club, or that the crowd used to cheer his name every time he ran onto the pitch with his father.
The funeral had been small. Quiet. Kenan didn’t want cameras. He didn’t want headlines.
Just Kay’s family.
And his Juventus family.
Federico Gatti brought a bouquet of white flowers — Kay’s favorite. Nicolò savona, who used to play FIFA with Kay after training, had cried into Kenan’s shoulder like a little brother. Weston left a small stuffed penguin by the casket — Kay had a collection of them. Dusan stood frozen for the longest time, face red, eyes wet, muttering “I’m so sorry” over and over. Manuel Locatelli didn’t let go of Kenan the whole day.
The next day, Juventus had a home game.
You didn’t want Kenan to go. You didn’t want to be alone. But you also knew Kay would’ve insisted on it. He loved watching his baba play. Even from the hospital bed, he’d hold up his toy whistle and scream, “Let’s go Juventus!” like he was in the Curva Sud himself.
The moment you stepped into the Allianz Stadium, you felt the shift. The whole place felt heavy — but united.
The team came out for warm-ups all wearing black shirts. On the back: KAY YILDIZ, and underneath, the number 15.
As the teams lined up, the announcer's voice echoed:
“Ladies and gentlemen, we ask that you join us in a minute of silence to honor the memory of Kay Yıldız, the young son of our player Kenan Yıldız — forever part of the Bianconeri family.”
Not a single sound.
No chants. No movement. No phones.
Just silence.
On the big screen, a photo appeared. Kay, standing on the touchline, black and white stripes painted on his cheeks, proudly holding a sign that read:
"Forza Baba!"
Kenan stared up at the image, jaw clenched, eyes glassy. The tears came when the silence ended and the Curva Sud unveiled a massive banner, hand-painted with Kay in his little Juventus kit, smiling wide, football in his hands.
“Our smallest warrior. Forever one of us.”
Kenan dropped to his knees.
Weston, Dusan, Nicolo — they surrounded him, arms around his shoulders, heads bowed. The referee didn’t rush. No one did.
When the whistle blew, Kenan stood and played like his soul was on fire.
In the 15th minute, the ball came to him at the edge of the box.
A single touch.
A strike.
Goal.
Kenan didn’t celebrate. He just pointed both arms to the sky, tears streaking his face.
The crowd didn’t scream.
They applauded.
You stood up, one hand pressed to your heart, the other wiping your cheeks. You whispered, “He saw that. I know he did.”
After the match, the team walked off arm-in-arm with Kenan. The club posted a photo of him kneeling after his goal, the admin behind the phone, captioned:
“Shine bright, Kay Yıldız. The sky has gained a star — and we’ve lost our bravest Bianconero.”
That night, Kenan sat beside you in Kay’s room. He picked up the little jersey off the bed — the one with “Yıldız 15” on the back — and said quietly:
“Did you feel him?”
You nodded. “He wouldn’t have missed it.”
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summary: gavi wears a mask, but under your pressure he shows his true face
warnings: insecure!gavi
pairing: pablo gavi x fem!reader
request: maybe one where pablo was always playing cool around u as his first girl but one day he wasnt able to continue acting and he appear stupid in front of the reader but she did comfort him that she wants the real pablo not the actor one. i think its a anger then fluff
taglist: @paucubarsisimp, @barcapix, @joaosnovia
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It's been months since you first met Pablo, and in that time you've gotten to know him not only as a football prodigy, but as the good man he was in person. To the world he was a star, but to you he was just Pablo.
At first everything seemed like a whirlwind. You met by chance one evening at a cafe. He was just another guy, albeit a famous one, but as the days went by you saw what Pablo was like off cameras and spotlights. He was funny, smart and thoughtful in a way no one had seen on the field. But there was something that irritated you. He always wore this mask, this persona of the cool, untouchable guy. A boy who was always in control, a player who never cracked.
He smiled that teasing smile, his eyes shining with confidence, and everyone around him swooned. But with you, when it was just the two of you, there was always something hidden. This frustrated you because you wanted to meet the real Pablo.
You were his first girlfriend, Pablo didn't know how to behave around you without looking like a fool. However, you were able to feel the distance between you, as if he was afraid that if he showed you too much of himself, you would leave. Maybe he thought that the real Pablo wouldn't be enough for you, that to keep you he had to be the perfect version of himself, the one everyone expected.
You tried talking to him about it countless times, but he always avoided the conversation. He joked, laughed or changed the subject. You couldn't help but wonder why he was afraid to show you his true self.
It wasn't that you wanted to change him. You've never done this and you had no intention of doing so. You just wanted him to trust you enough to stop pretending. You didn't want cool Gavi, the guy who made everyone swoon with his natural charm. You wanted the real thing. The one who was nervous before important matches, the one who stayed up late talking about his dreams and fears. One who didn't feel the need to pretend to be invincible, but who could share his vulnerability with someone who truly cared about him. You wanted Pablo, your Pablito.
But life went on and you still shared quiet moments, laughed together, and even shared moments of deep conversation. However, Pablo's true face was always out of reach.
One afternoon you were waiting for him at his house because he gave you his keys and texted you to come over. You thought that maybe something would change today, that maybe he wanted to talk about something. How wrong you were.
As soon as he got home, you could see the exhaustion on his face. It wasn't the typical tiredness he felt after a long training session - it was something deeper, as if he was carrying a burden that had nothing to do with football.
“Hi” he greeted you, kissing you lightly on the cheek before plopping down on the couch next to you.
"Hey, how's training?" you asked, running your fingers through his hair, but he didn't look at you.
“Fine, same as always” he shrugged and you frowned.
There was silence between you. You scanned him with your eyes, breathing shallowly, while he stared blankly at the turned off TV. His smile was absent and his eyes were duller than usual. His fingers absently scratched his beard, the air thickening.
You had enough, you wanted to end it. You looked at him for a moment longer before speaking.
“Hey, are you okay?” you asked gently, your voice breaking the awkward silence.
He looked at you, and for the first time you saw a hint of hesitation in his gaze.
Normally he would have turned it into a joke to avoid answering the question, but that wasn't the case today, he had no shield to hide behind.
For a long, awkward moment, he just stared at you, his lips slightly parted, unsure of what to say.
"I'm...fine" he said, though from the way his words hung in the air, it seemed like he wasn't. The mask was still in place, but there was something different about it now. She wasn't as convincing anymore, you could tell. "I'm just tired" he added, sighing heavily.
But you knew something was wrong. You had spent enough time with him to recognize when he was hiding, or at least trying to now, behind his mask of the perfect boy.
“You know you don't have to be perfect around me?” you said quietly, concern evident in your voice. “You don't have to pretend that everything is always fine when I see that it's not” you added, looking at him intensely.
He shook his head, trying to smile, but his usual freedom to avoid answering was gone. "It's nothing" he said, his voice now hoarse. “I guess I've been working too hard lately” he looked for an excuse.
He didn't manage to fool you into it. You could always tell when he was faking it, when he was trying to convince you and himself that everything was okay when it wasn't. Your heart tightened in your chest. You knew it wasn't exhaustion from training, it was something much deeper.
You leaned forward, closing the distance between you and looking straight into his uncertain eyes. “Pablo” you said, your voice softer now, more serious. “You don't have to pretend to me. "I know you're more than the 'nice guy' everyone thinks you are" you began.
“I want to see Pablo, not Gavi” you added. "Besides, you always tell me that when I feel unsure, I should talk to you, so why don't you want to do it with me when you're confused?" you asked quietly.
It took his breath away and for the first time you saw something in his eyes that you had never noticed before. Sensitivity. Fear. It was as if the weight of the world was on his shoulders and he didn't know how to carry it anymore. For a moment, you saw the cracks in his armor, and they were more beautiful than you had ever imagined.
"I don't know how to do this" he confessed quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. “I don't know how to be anything other than the guy everyone expects me to be. It's easy on the pitch because I know what I'm doing. But as for… then…” he gestured between the two of you, his eyes falling to his hands, unable to meet yours. “I don't know how to be real. It's just... I'm afraid that if I show who I really am, you won't want it” his voice cracked.
"I act like I'm always fine, like I'm the perfect player, the perfect guy. But... I'm not. I'm just... tired. Tired of pretending" he buried his face in hands.
Your heart ached for him, the weight of his words hitting you harder than you expected. You always knew that underneath the surface, Pablo wasn't as untouchable and indestructible as he seemed, but today he showed you something no one else had ever seen - the truth.
But hearing him admit it, seeing him break down in front of you, it all felt real in a way you hadn't expected.
His words hung in the air, raw and vulnerable. Your heart ached with the pressure he carried alone, to this day.
"You are also my first girlfriend and... I don't really know how to behave, I don't want to scare you or disappoint you, much less lose you" he said contritely.
You slowly wrapped your arms around him, leaning on his shoulder, looking at him with tears in your eyes. He froze, looking at you as if he couldn't believe that you didn't pull away after his confession. On the contrary, you grabbed his hand and squeezed it, naturally intertwining your fingers, offering him comfort with this gesture.
“None of this will happen, Pablo. I won't leave you when you show your true self because I don't want a "perfect" Gavi" you said quietly, your voice confident. “I don't want an actor. I want you, Pablo. The real you. The one who is not afraid to be afraid sometimes, to show that he is human. This is the person I care about. Not the cool guy everyone else sees” you said in a soft voice.
His eyes searched yours, uncertain, as if waiting for you to take back your words, but you didn't. You had every single one of them on your mind, and finally, after what seemed like an eternity, a small, genuine, hopeful smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. He was shy at first, but he widened as he squeezed your hand tighter.
“Are you sure?” he asked, his voice full of emotion.
You nodded, your heart filling with emotion. That was it. The moment you've been waiting for for so long.
“I've never been more sure of anything” you whispered, looking tenderly into his eyes.
Then there was silence, a calm, loving silence as the weight between you lifted. For the first time, you saw Pablo as he truly was - not a star, not an untouchable hero, but a man who could laugh, stumble, show fear and still be worthy of love. And he saw you, not as someone who admired him for his fame or skill, but as someone who cared for him exactly as he was.
He leaned in slowly, his face was only a few inches from yours, and kissed you softly and lovingly. This time it's not for to impress you. This wasn't a show, this was finally real, and you couldn't be happier that he had broken down the walls and finally let you in.
When you broke apart, Pablo leaned down, cupping your cheek in his hand, his forehead gently pressed against yours. There were no ostentatious gestures, no need for words. Just you two.
"I love you" he whispered, his voice full of sincerity.
The words seemed to have been coming for a long time, but now they didn't seem rushed or forced. They were real and you smiled wholeheartedly, responding in kind.
“I love you too, Pablo. Just who you are, not the actor you pretended to be. I love the real you more than you know and more than words can express" you confessed, seeing the sparkle of happiness and relief in his eyes, then kissed him again.
As the weeks passed, things changed between you and Pablo. He became more open, more authentic with you. It wasn't a dramatic change - more like a steady, gentle unraveling of the man he had always been beneath the layers of his public persona. He no longer shied away from asking you for help when he was struggling through a tough game, or how he unhesitatingly reached out to you for a silent reassurance that you were there for him, that he didn't have to be perfect to be loved.
He no longer tried to wear the cool guy mask. He realized that with you he could be tired, scared, be himself, and with each passing day you fell more and more in love with him - not with an actor or a superstar, but with the real Pablo, the one who needed comfort, who laughed freely and shared his fears without shame. He needed your love, and he had no problem showing it fully to you.
But it wasn't just about grand gestures. It was also about the quiet, tender moments you shared, like late night conversations that turned into long passionate discussions, cooking dinner together in his apartment, laughing about stupid things that didn't matter to anyone but the two of you. Every day you learned more about him, for example he had the courage to tell you about his childhood in Sevilla, what it was like before everything started.
For the first time, he allowed himself to be vulnerable with you. And each time you felt your heart fill with a mixture of love and admiration. This was the real Pablo you wanted from the very beginning. A young man who had dreams, doubts and fears, just like everyone else.
You broke down his walls and in return he gave you the most precious gift, his true self.
And that was more than enough.
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can u write smth where the reader is so short than pablo *she is 149cm and he is 173* and maybe u can add how his guys say to him he is lucky because he is already short *poor gavi* i think it will be kind of as headcanons
thank you if u did tho ❤❤
credits to the owner!
summary: you're on the christmas market with gavi
warnings: none
pairing: pablo gavi x fem!reader
a/n: i little changed this, but i hope that you'll like it! and tysm 💞
taglist: @joaosnovia, @barcapix
requests are open!
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The most awaited time of the year for you has come - Christmas. Like every year, you planned to go to the Christmas market in beautifully decorated Barcelona, but this year with a special guest, your boyfriend.
You met Gavi at the beginning of this year and you quickly established a bond that became stronger every day, until today, where you have been a couple for nine months.
What charmed Gavi most about you was your height. You were so tiny next to him, which was good for him because he wasn't very tall either, and you were the perfect height for him, as if you were made just for him.
This was also the reason why he loved teasing you. Whether it was resting his elbow on your head or lifting your things above him while you jumped around trying to reach them and he laughed.
He loved that about you. You never got angry at him for mocking you because you knew he loved you. But you'll never admit to him that you like it.
Today was no different. You were walking hand in hand on a December evening between the stands, here with Christmas decorations, here with food, here there was absolutely everything.
Pablo fully dressed from head to toe, just so no one would recognize him, wanting to spend quality time with you, and you looking so cute and beautiful next to him, wearing black earmuffs, and a black coat, with your hair flowing freely down your shoulders. You were pulling on his hand like a little kid in a toy store.
He kept giggling at you as you jumped excitedly on the Christmas decorations, constantly talking, and he hung on your every word.
At one point you passed a stand with balloons, which you looked at, of course, and Pablo followed your gaze. When he saw them, an idea came to his mind.
“Wait a minute” he said, then turned back.
You stood still, looking at him strangely, and your gaze changed between confusion and excitement as he walked back towards you, balloon in hand.
“Give me your hand” he said and you gave him your hand.
He tied a red ribbon from balloon around your wrist that represented a gingerbread man. You looked at him questioningly.
“You won't get lost now, dwarf” he grinned at you, and you looked at him with pity as he just chuckled.
You started giggling yourself, blushing slightly at the small gift he gave you.
“Thank you, cariño” you said, then stood on your tiptoes to kiss him, but he tilted his chin up so that you couldn't reach his lips.
You became outraged and then walked away from him, and he laughed even more when he saw only a bouncing balloon above the crowd, but not you. He found you after a moment, kissing your cheek in surprise, making you narrow your eyes at him.
“Don't be mad at me anymore, amor” he said, kissing the top of your head. "So where are we going now? These are our last moments together, we need to spend them well" he said, and you started to wonder what he meant.
"What are these our last moments? What are you talking about?" you asked and he just laughed.
"It's sad that you short people have to help Santa Claus with presents during this period" he faked crying. "I'll have to hand you over to the rest of the elves, amor" he said, making a sad face, and you frowned angrily.
He laughed out loud at your angry but very cute face. To him, you looked like the cutest angry hamster in the world. You just snorted at his behavior and then moved to the next stand.
There were many jokes about your height that evening, but you wouldn't exchange it for anything else, because in it all there was the love you were looking for for so long and you just found it with Pablo <3
Hiii, would you write for Trent Alexander-Arnold?
summary:: a day in the life w your boyfriend.
warnings:: made up match (just to make my uncle happy?)
writers note:: idk if this is a question or request but here you are!! also magui blocked me on tiktok and i’m honoured bc her ego can’t match her sensitivity! 🤍
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp
trent was always the first to wake up. it didn’t matter if it was a matchday, an off day, or the rare chance to sleep in, his body was wired to rise with the sun. most mornings, he would slip out of bed quietly, careful not to wake you, and head downstairs to start his routine. but today, he stayed.
he turned onto his side, pressing his face into the crook of your neck, breathing you in. his arm draped over your waist, fingers brushing against the warm skin of your stomach where your shirt had ridden up. outside, the faint sounds of liverpool waking up drifted through the window, but inside, everything was still.
‘why’re you so close,’ you huffed out a laugh, barely opening your eyes as you reached back, fingers carding through his curls. ‘we’ve been together for years, trent. thought the novelty would’ve worn off by now.’
‘never.’ his voice was low, a little rough, and you shivered when he pressed a lazy kiss just beneath your jaw.
it would have been easy to stay in bed all day, wrapped up in the warmth of each other, but trent had training. you knew the exact moment he realized it too, his sigh was deep, reluctant, his grip tightening like he could somehow hold onto time if he held onto you tight enough.
‘you don’t have to go,’ you said, knowing he absolutely did.
‘don’t tempt me,’ he groaned, rolling onto his back and rubbing a hand over his face. ‘slott would kill me.’
‘probably,’ you admitted, stretching your legs before sitting up. ‘but imagine the headlines. “trent alexander-arnold skips training for a lie-in with partner.”’
‘bit long for a headline, that.’
‘fine. “trent’s in love.”’
his eyes softened as he looked at you, the corners of his lips tugging into a small smile. ‘always.’
you never got tired of watching him play.
there was something about the way he moved, the way he saw the game differently from everyone else. the way he took risks that no one else would, because he knew he could make them work.
tonight was a big game. liverpool vs. man city. the kind of fixture that made your stomach twist with nerves, even though you weren’t the one stepping onto the pitch.
you sat in the stands, surrounded by familiar faces, players’ families, friends, all of you bound together by the same tension. trent had looked good in warm-ups, sharp and focused, but you knew him well enough to sense the pressure sitting on his shoulders.
when the match started, city came out strong, pressing high, forcing liverpool deep. trent was everywhere, tracking back, winning duels, threading passes between the lines. then, in the 32nd minute, it happened.
the ball broke loose in midfield. trent took a touch, lifted his head, and saw the opening before anyone else did. a perfect switch across the pitch, straight to salah’s feet. in a flash, salah was inside the box, cutting onto his left foot and curling it past the keeper.
anfield erupted.
trent didn’t celebrate much. he never did unless it was something special. but his eyes found you in the stands, and when you blew him a kiss, he gave you a small, almost imperceptible nod.
the game wore on. city equalized, then took the lead, but liverpool kept fighting. in the 85th minute, a free kick was awarded just outside the box.
your heart pounded as trent stepped up.
he took a breath, then struck the ball cleanly. it curled over the wall, dipped at the last second, and nestled into the bottom corner.
he turned on his heel, arms outstretched, letting the roar of anfield wash over him.
and then, without thinking, he ran straight to you.
he didn’t even hesitate, just climbed over the barriers and reached for you, his hands on either side of your face as he kissed you, hard, ignoring the cameras and the cheers and everything else.
when he pulled away, breathless, he grinned. ‘told you i’d make the headline.’
Balde fic where hes normally super smooth and confident but the reader has him all nervous and stuttering for the first time ever and his friends are teasing him for it 👀
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Balde was known for his charm and confidence between his teammates, especially when it comes to the topic of girls. However, when he met y/n, it was as if all his confidence vanished in seconds.
y/n was the best friend of Berta, Fermin’s girlfriend, and while she and Alejandro only exchanged a few polite words at one of the matches she had attended with Berta, something about her lingered in his mind.
Maybe it was her beauty, or kindness, maybe even confidence. He couldn’t exactly point out what it was, but ever since their first encounter, Alejandro found himself bringing her up to conversations more than he would like to admit.
And of course, his friends noticed.
“I swear she’s all you ever talk about,” Gavi once said, as the group of them were sitting at Pedri’s apartment, enjoying a chill evening.
“That’s not true,” Alejandro scoffed, knowing damn well he was lying.
“Yes you do” Lamine joined him, smirking as he gave Pedri a wink. “Last week you asked Fermin if she was single four times. In one conversation,”
Alejandro groaned before speaking again. “I didn’t–”
“You did,” Fermin interrupted with a smile. “Don’t worry though. It’s cute to see ‘Mr smooth with the ladies’ being shy about his crush”
“Leave him alone,” Pedri added with a teasing smile.
“It’s fun watching him malfunction for once,” Ansu said, making the others laugh.
“I’m not malfunctioning! You guys are annoying” Alejandro shot back, glaring at his friends
“All I’m saying is that if she’s going to be at the barbeque, we’re gonna need some popcorn for the show,” Gavi said, leaning back on the couch with a smirk.
“Please y/n. Fermin’s friends are pure chaos, and I need you to be here with me. Plus Balde is gonna be here” Berta’s teasing voice said through the phone , making y/n roll her eyes.
“I’ll come, but only because I know you can’t handle any set ups on your own” she said, making Berta hum in sarcasm
“Mhm sure” she teased making y/n chuckle
“Shut up. I have to go now” y/n said before hanging up.
“Hey guys?” Fermin said, approaching his group of friends. “Berta said that y/n is gonna be with us at the barbeque”
Gavi let out a whistle as Pedri laughed, watching how Alejandro nearly dropped his bottle, the plastic container slipping from his hands and spilling on his shorts.
“Joder” Balde mumbled, furiously patting the wet spot on his shorts (fuck)
“Oh man he’s already losing it” Lamine burst into laughter
“Relax, Romeo,” Ansu said, smirking. “You’re gonna be fine, just don't faint when she talks to you”
“I hate you all” Alejandro said, throwing his water bottle away and going to the other part of the team, the ones who didn't know about his secret crush
By the time the boys arrived at Fermin's house, Berta and y/n had already set up everything in the backyard. Balde spotted her from the door, watching how she laughed at something Berta had said.
“She’s right there” Pedri whispered in his ear, nudging his shoulder
“I have eyes” He hissed, making Gavi chuckle from behind them.
“So go say hi to her,” Lamine urged, grinning like a kid who's just been given candy
“yeah let's see that famous Balde charm you've been bragging about in action”Ansu teased, making the group laugh once again
“I haven't been bragging–”
“Oh please,” Pedri interrupted, “I've lost count of the times you've said ‘i don't get nervous around girls’,”
Alejandro groaned, shoving his sweaty hands in his pockets
“can you guys just…stop?”
“Oh not a chance,” Fermin grinned. “you’re gonna go talk to her”
“I’m not doing it right now,” He shook his head, making Gavi snicker from behind.
“This is gonna be an interesting night,” Gavi said, rubbing his hands against each other as if getting ready for some action.
Throughout the evening, Alejandro tried his best to act normal, but it was impossible with her being so close to him.
She seemed to float through the party in her sundress so effortlessly, helping Berta out with last-minute details and chatting with everyone.
Everytime she looked his way, his heart rate skyrocketed, and he looked away immediately.
“you've been awfully quiet tonight,” y/n said with a curious smile, walking up to him as he stood awkwardly by the grill
“I'm fine!,”he said way too quickly, his voice cracking slightly
She raised an eyebrow, her amusement evident.
“you sure about that?”
Before he could respond, Lamine appeared beside him, grinning from ear to ear
“He's fine. just distracted by a very specific person”
Alejandro groaned, running a hand over his face.
“Lamine stop,”
“What?” Lamine grinned, “I’m just trying to help you”
“By embarrassing me?” Alejandro muttered under his breath
y/n tilted her head, clearly entertained by the exchange, “you guys are fun” she said with a soft laugh.
“Fun is one word for it” He said, shooting a glare at Lamine as he walked away, chuckling.
And as the night went on, the teasing only got worse.
“He hasn’t tripped over his feet yet,” Pedri said, watching as Alejandro nervously handed her a plate of food before starting to make his way to them
“Give it time,” Ansu added, barely holding back a laugh.
“He’s definitely going to mess up soon,” Lamine chimed in, grinning.
“Can you all stop?” Alejandro hissed, his ears burning red.
From across the yard, Berta caught y/n's eye and gave her a knowing look. She blushed slightly, biting her lip.
Berta leaned closer and whispered something to Fermin, who burst into laughter.
“She knows,” Fermin said, nudging Alejandro. “You’re doomed, bro.”
“shit”
As the night started to wind down, y/n found Alejandro leaning against the fence, staring out at the backyard with a faraway look in his eyes.
“Hey” she said softly, walking up to him.
He jumped slightly, turning to face her with wide eyes. “oh, uh, hi”
“So you're gonna tell me what got you in the mood tonight?” she teased, a small smile playing on her lips.
“yeah…uh just tired, I guess” he said, scratching the back of his neck.
She laughed softly, before speaking again. “you're a terrible liar”
He let out a nervous chuckle, shrugging. “maybe”
“Well,” she said, stepping closer to him. “we should hang out soon. you know, just us”
Alejandro blinked, clearly caught off guard. “really?” he started, watching how she raised her eyebrows in amusement.
“I mean…yeah that'd be great. I'd like that”
She smiled at his shy state, leaning up to kiss his cheek.
“Good night Ale”
Before he could recover, she turned and walked away, leaving him frozen in place.
From across the yard, Gavi let out a loud whistle. “She made the move, and he’s still standing there like a statue!”
“He’s broken,” Pedri added, doubling over with laughter.
“I think she likes you, mate,” Fermin teased.
Alejandro groaned, burying his face in his hands. But even with all the teasing, he couldn’t stop smiling.
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Can you do one of kenan liking reader who’s a family friend and can it be like reader is moving to Turin because she’s and influencer so she got a nice apartment and has to set up and kenan finds out by his mom and dad so he uses that to get closer to her (before he was shy) and then the end can be all you
summary:: kenan has always had a crush on you but distance always held him back. you finally moved to turin, leaving a huge surprise.
warnings:: uhh none?
writers notes:: i have sm kenan requests i love it
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp
kenan yildiz had a crush.
a long, painfully obvious, yet entirely unspoken crush.
it had started when he was younger, back when you were just ‘a family friend’, someone he saw at gatherings, during summer vacations, or whenever your families crossed paths. back then, he’d been too shy to talk to you much. and even now, despite growing older, despite playing for one of the biggest clubs in italy, despite all the confidence he had on the pitch, when it came to you, kenan still found himself fumbling.
which was why, when he found out you were moving to turin, it was from his parents and not you.
‘did you hear?’ his mother had said over dinner, her voice casual, unaware of how her words would completely upend kenan’s night. ‘she’s moving here. got a new place and everything. apparently, she’s arriving next week.’
kenan, mid bite, nearly choked. he coughed, reaching for his water as his dad chuckled.
‘you alright?’ his dad asked, though the amused look in his eyes made kenan suspect he knew exactly what was going on in his head.
his mom continued, oblivious. ‘i told her to let us know if she needs anything. she’ll probably need help setting up the apartment.’
kenan was barely listening at this point. all he could think about was that you were moving here. to his city. for the first time, he wouldn’t have to wait for random family gatherings or holidays to see you—you’d be here, close, a part of his everyday life.
and maybe, just maybe, this was the excuse he needed to finally do something about this crush he’d been harboring for years.
when you landed in turin, you barely had time to breathe before your phone lit up with a message from kenan.
kenan: heard you moved in today. need help with anything?
it was unexpected. not that kenan wasn’t friendly, he was. but you’d always been the one to reach out first, the one to keep conversations going when he got quiet. this was new.
you: wow, look who’s being proactive. you: but yeah, actually. i still have to set up some furniture.
his reply came almost instantly.
kenan: omw.
and just like that, you had company.
when kenan showed up at your new place, he looked different, not physically, but in the way he carried himself. he still had that soft awkwardness, the quiet confidence, but there was something else too. a kind of determination.
‘hey,’ he said, stepping inside. ‘so where’s the furniture?’
‘straight to the point, huh?’ you teased, closing the door behind him.
he only shrugged, fighting back a grin. ‘i’m here to help, aren’t i?’
you led him to the mess of boxes and half-assembled furniture in your living room. he took one look at it, rolled up his sleeves, and got to work.
and that was how the next few hours went, building, unpacking, and somewhere along the way, talking more than you ever had before. kenan was still the same, thoughtful, a little reserved, but now, he wasn’t hesitating. he asked questions, told stories, even made you laugh a few times.
it felt easy. natural. like this had always been the way things were supposed to go.
by the time the last piece of furniture was in place, the sun had set, casting a warm glow through your new apartment.
‘not bad,’ kenan said, surveying the space.
‘yeah,’ you agreed, stretching your arms over your head. ‘couldn’t have done it without you.’
he looked at you then, and for a moment, something unspoken passed between you. something that had been building for years but never fully acknowledged.
you smiled. ‘guess i owe you dinner or something.’
his lips twitched, as if he was fighting the urge to smile too wide. ‘i wouldn’t say no to that.’
you nodded toward the kitchen. ‘i think i have instant ramen.’
he laughed, shaking his head. ‘or we could go somewhere actually good.’
‘wow, okay, mr. fancy.’
he only shrugged, but there was a spark of something in his eyes. something that told you this wasn’t just about dinner. it was about something more.
and maybe, finally, you were both ready for it.
IM SCREAMING AND THIS LOWKEY REMINDS ME TO POST THE FICS IN MY DRAFTS THANK YOU BAE
hiii i luv u and ur fics and can i request more joao please? there’s barely anything for him now! similar to your headcanons-what about where he takes makeup off for reader when she’s tired? xoxo
joão felix x fem!reader
sy: when joão helps you remove your makeup after a tiring day.
a/n: this is just a short drabble until i finish five/six fics which should be published within a week or so! (another one for joão, one for torre, one for hector, one for bernal, one for charles, and maybe one for pedri) & also thank u ily 💓
warnings: no
joão came home late again, finding the house all quiet and eerie. the lights were off, curtains shut and many throwovers wearily scattered along the rim of the sofa.
the only source of light was the faint glow coming from upstairs, as he followed the light, his steps quiet, to end up at the foot of your bedroom door.
he gently pushed it open, the wood creaking at the sudden movement. as he stepped inside into the dim room, it was all similarly still—eerily silent, except for the small lamp set on the nightstand.
instantly, his eyes were drawn to you—already curled up on the bed, half-asleep, your makeup still on from the tiring day you endured.
“hey love,” he whispered, sitting on the edge of the bed. “you forgot to take your makeup off.”
you groaned lightly, eyes barely opening. “too tired.” you murmured something of a sentence and buried your face further into the duvet.
“stay here,” joão ordered mellowly, peppering a kiss to the back of your hand, before disappearing into the bathroom. by now, he was an expert at this routine, and so instinctively rummaged through the cabinets to find the things needed.
a moment later, he returned with a small bowl of warm water, a soft cloth, and some cotton pads saturated with micellar water.
he reclaimed his spot besides you, gently dipping the cloth into the bowl. “let me help you.”
joão began by carefully pressing the damp cloth to your forehead, feeling the tension in your skin ease under his touch.
the brunette wiped at your cheeks, his hands steady and patient as if he were savouring the simple intimacy. each stroke removed a layer of the day—both physically and mentally—as you found yourself sinking further into the plush pillows.
slowly, the exhaustion that had been brewing inside all day seemed to dissipate under his loving devotion.
he moved to your eyes next, the mascara clinging stubbornly to your lashes. his movements were tender, deliberately cautious to not tug or hurt you.
you barely registered the sensation—your body too drained to protest. a hushed sigh of relief escaped your lips, with your eyes glued shut, as his fingertips soothed away the remnants of your makeup.
“almost done,” he muttered. his fingers lingered on your skin a moment longer, appreciating your raw beauty.
to him, makeup or not, you were perfect.
“there, im all finished now.” he murmured, setting the cloth aside. “now you can sleep meu amor.”
you stirred, reaching out to lace his hand with yours and squeezing it lazily. “thank you baby.” your voice still thick with drowsiness.
“anytime,” he chuckled tacitly, circling his thumb the soft curve of your cheek. “get some rest.”
he took his own advice, swiftly settling besides you on his side of the bed. he cradled you close to his chest possessively, as you drifted off into a peaceful slumber.
joão stayed awake for a while longer, listening to your regular heartbeats against his own as he ensured you were fully asleep.
Boyfriend ~ (Headcanon) || Joao Felix
● Joao would be the type to draw you in with a quiet smirk and an easy laugh,. He’s confident in a way that feels natural, not arrogant, and his humor is more teasing than showy. He’d catch your gaze in a crowded room, hold it for a beat longer than necessary, and you’d know he’s fully aware of his effect.
● Joao seems like someone who could pair sneakers with a suit and still look like he walked off a magazine cover. He appreciates the finer things but doesn’t feel the need to flaunt them.
● Beneath the charm and confidence, he has a soft side. He’s the guy who would remember the little details about you and surprise you with thoughtful gestures, like playing your favorite song in the car or showing up with your favorite dessert just because.
● On the pitch, he’s fiercely competitive, but in everyday life, he brings that energy into playful banter. Imagine him challenging you to a game of FIFA or a basketball free-throw contest, only to let you win (just barely) and act like it was a monumental effort on his part.
● Off the field, he’s chill—probably loves a good Netflix and chill, cooking at home, or hanging out with close friends. But when it comes to his career or someone he cares about, he’s laser-focused, always striving for more.
● Joao enjoys a cozy night in, cooking together. He’d tease you about your knife skills (or lack thereof) while sneaking tastes of whatever’s on the stove. At the end, you’d both laugh at how messy the kitchen looks, but the food somehow turns out amazing.
● He’d always suggest playing a little one-on-one football at a park or even on a quiet street. You’d try to keep up, and he’d "accidentally" let you nutmeg him just to see that smug grin on your face. He’d then switch gears and school you with a move so smooth you’d wonder if he even tried.
● He probably has a low-key great music taste—some Portuguese classics, R&B, and maybe a surprising love for jazz. He’d hand you the aux cord in the car but wouldn’t hesitate to veto your choices if he thinks his playlist is better. Bonus points if you end up singing along and roasting each other’s voices.
● Joao is the type to randomly decide to drive to a beach or a scenic spot for the day. He’d pack snacks and a blanket, and you’d both sit by the water talking about everything from football to random childhood memories.
● He’d take you around Lisbon or Madrid, showing you his favorite coffee spots, hidden gems, and places that remind him of home. There’d be no rush—just strolling and talking, with him slipping into Portuguese now and then when he’s excited.
● After all the fun, he’d want to end the day with something quieter—maybe lying in bed, talking about dreams, what makes you happy, and what scares you. Joao gives off the vibe of someone who’d really listen and make you feel like the center of his world in that moment.
● His love language is acts of service, and he’s the type to show up with your favorite coffee just because he noticed you were having a stressful day.
● Joao is surprisingly affectionate, often pulling you into his lap while you watch a movie or tracing lazy circles on your hand when you’re out together.
hii, i just start read you fic, and i love them. and can you maybe make a story of y/n and Guille Fernandez, where they are old friend, but haven't seen each other for years, but she chooses to go to Barcelona to surprise him. a cute ending.
summary:: you and guille have always been bestfriends but you had to move away. ever since then he’s all you could think about to the point you couldn’t take it anymore and you came right back.
warnings:: none!
writers note:: i’m sorry this is really rushed i really need to extend my fics bc this is more of a blurb icl but i hope you guys like it nonetheless!
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp ; lmk if u wanna be added or removed!
the plane lands with a soft jolt, and you grip the armrest, heart thumping. it’s been years. too many. your pulse quickens as you gather your bag, feet moving on autopilot through the terminal. barcelona greets you with golden warmth, the kind that sinks into your skin and settles there, familiar and comforting. the air smells the same too: sea salt, roasting chestnuts, and the faint hint of blooming jasmine wafting from somewhere beyond the airport doors.
your phone buzzes in your pocket. a text from guille lights up the screen: meeting ran late. might just crash when i get home. today’s been brutal. you smile, thumb hovering over the keyboard. should you respond? hint at what’s coming? no. that’d ruin the whole point. you tuck your phone away, nerves simmering beneath your excitement.
the cab ride is a blur of winding streets and familiar sights. balconies overflow with potted plants, and the hum of city life pulses at every corner, laughter, footsteps, distant music echoing through the alleys. barcelona feels like a memory you’re stepping back into, equal parts comfort and surprise. maybe it’s the city that’s changed. maybe it’s you. maybe it’s him.
your thoughts drift to the last time you saw him, five years ago. rushed goodbyes at an airport terminal. promises to stay in touch that slowly dissolved. guille had been a constant back then, the anchor to your storm. funny how some people hold onto a part of you, even when time stretches thin between meetings.
the driver pulls up to his building, and you thank him, nerves twisting tighter. the graffiti along the side wall is still there, same colors, same shapes. the bakery on the corner glows warmly, scent of fresh bread curling through the cool evening air. you inhale deeply, letting it wrap around you like a hug. some things never change.
you pause at his door, fingers hesitating before you knock. quick. sharp. footsteps shuffle on the other side, and then – a pause. the lock clicks. the door creaks open.
his hair’s longer, scruffier. but those eyes; the same warm blonde, widen with disbelief. ‘what the hell?’ his voice is caught somewhere between a laugh and a breathless exhale.
‘surprise,’ you grin, nerves melting beneath the weight of his gaze.
‘you’re here,’ he breathes out, blinking as if you might vanish. his hand reaches forward, fingertips brushing yours. ‘god, you should’ve told me.’
‘and ruin the surprise?’
he laughs, loud, bright, the kind that pulls at something deep in your chest. ‘get in here.’
inside, his apartment is a blend of clutter and comfort. books stacked haphazardly. a guitar propped against the couch. the place smells like coffee and cedarwood. he runs a hand through his hair, still dazed. ‘seriously, what? how long are you here for?’
‘depends,’ you shrug. ‘how much coffee can you promise me?’
hours later, you end up at the beach, shoes kicked off, waves cool against your ankles. the city hums behind you, music, conversation, life carrying on while the sky melts into a watercolor of pinks and oranges. conversation flows easily. you swap stories, trade laughter, filling the spaces where years had crept in. it’s seamless. natural. like no time passed at all.
he bends to pick up a pebble, flinging it into the surf. ‘remember that summer we got lost trying to find that lighthouse?’
‘you mean you got us lost,’ you shoot back.
‘hey, i was following your map!’
‘my map didn’t tell you to wander into someone’s backyard.’
laughter bubbles up between you, shoulders bumping. the sky deepens into indigo, stars beginning to prickle the horizon. silence settles, comfortable and warm. his gaze shifts to you, softer now. ‘i missed you,’ he says, quiet but certain.
your heart tugs, something tender and familiar unfurling. ‘yeah. me too.’
he reaches for your hand. no hesitation. fingers slip between yours, fitting like they always have. the waves hush against the shore, and for a moment, it’s just this, just him, just you.
‘so,’ he murmurs, glancing over. ‘you staying a while?’
you squeeze his hand, smile tugging at your lips. ‘yeah. i think i will.’
you walk back through winding streets bathed in amber light, shoes dangling from free hands. laughter drifts from nearby cafés. someone strums a guitar overhead, notes floating down from a balcony. the city stretches out around you; vast and intimate all at once.
later, you sit side by side on his balcony, mugs of tea warming your hands. barcelona sprawls before you, glittering under the night sky. he leans back in his chair, casting you a sidelong glance. ‘can’t believe you’re really here.’
you rest your head against his shoulder, a soft sigh escaping. ‘me neither.’
the night folds in close, warm, familiar, as if the universe is whispering: this is where you’re meant to be.
hi!! maybe a mutual friends to lovers musiala fic?? like just a very normal realistic storyline yk. they start by hanging out with a group of friends and then split off a little and blah blah blah 🩷🩷
summary:: basically the req.
warnings:: none.
writers notes:: uhm so this should’ve been posted a month ago. this has been in my drafts for a MONTH bro. i’m gonna go insane this got requested to me almost 2 months ago and i’m lowkey going insane so yes i’ll be posting almost all my drafts today bc i have SO MANY finished. also i’m ditching dividers bc it’s too much work!
tags:: @barcapix @n0vazsq @httpsdana @paucubarsisimp @universefcb @mariejuli
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the first time you met jamal musiala, he was just another face in a group of mutual friends. you’d heard his name before, knew who he was, but you had never actually spoken to him.
it was one of those casual get togethers, someone’s apartment, music playing from a speaker, people chatting in little groups, making half serious plans that never actually happened.
you weren’t even paying attention when he sat next to you.
‘so you’re the one everyone keeps talking about,’ he said, voice easy and amused.
you turned to him, raising a brow. ‘depends. what exactly are they saying?’
he smirked, leaning back. ‘good things. mostly.’
‘mostly?’ you echoed, pretending to be offended. ‘what’s the bad part, then?’
‘wouldn’t you like to know,’ he teased, eyes glinting.
and just like that, it was easy.
it started slow. natural.
he was just a friend, or at least, that was what you told yourself. but then you kept ending up next to each other. at dinner tables, in group chats, in the back of ubers on the way to places you both had been half-convinced you didn’t even want to go.
‘we keep ending up together,’ you pointed out once, laughing after realizing you’d somehow spent the entire night just talking to each other.
‘maybe it’s fate,’ he said, smiling.
‘or maybe it’s just coincidence.’
‘or,’ he countered, eyes warm, ‘you just like my company.’
you rolled your eyes, but you didn’t argue.
it didn’t feel like flirting. not in an obvious way.
but it also didn’t feel like just friendship either.
your friends picked up on it before you did.
‘so, you and jamal, huh?’ one of them asked after a night out.
you frowned. ‘what about us?’
‘oh, come on,’ they groaned. ‘you two practically spent the whole night in your own world.’
‘we were just talking.’
‘yeah, just talking while standing way too close and looking at each other like you’ve got some big secret the rest of us aren’t in on.’
you scoffed. ‘you’re imagining things.’
but were they?
the thing was, you and jamal never talked about whatever this was.
there were no confessions. no big oh, we like each other moment. just little shifts. small things that added up.
like the way he started texting you first more often.
or how he’d wait for you when you trailed behind the group.
or how he’d nudge your knee under the table, just lightly, when you made a joke he thought was particularly funny.
one night, it was just the two of you. you were coming back from a late dinner, walking through quiet streets, the rest of your friends having peeled off one by one.
‘you cold?’ jamal asked suddenly.
you shrugged. ‘a little.’
without a word, he pulled off his hoodie and handed it to you.
‘jamal—’
‘just take it,’ he said, smiling.
you hesitated for a second before slipping it over your head. it smelled like him, clean, warm, safe.
‘thanks,’ you murmured.
he looked down at you, something unreadable in his expression.
‘anytime.’
and that? that was when you knew.
it wasn’t just friendship anymore. maybe it never had been.
but for now, neither of you said anything.
you didn’t need to.
until the night he kissed you.
it wasn’t planned, wasn’t some big romantic moment.
it was after another group night out, when you and jamal had split off, walking together like always. it had started to rain, not heavy, just a soft drizzle, and you had laughed, tilting your head up at the sky.
‘this is kinda nice,’ you admitted.
jamal watched you, his hands in his pockets. ‘yeah. it is.’
you turned to him, still smiling, and that was when he did it.
just leaned in, soft and certain, catching your lips with his like it was the most natural thing in the world.
you froze for a split second before melting into it, your hands gripping the front of his jacket.
when he pulled back, his forehead rested lightly against yours.
‘so much for coincidence, huh?’ he murmured.
you let out a breathless laugh. ‘yeah. so much for that.’
at first, nothing really changed.
you still hung out in the same group, still acted like just friends, except now, there were stolen glances, fingertips brushing when no one was looking, excuses to be alone.
‘you two are acting weird,’ one of your friends finally said.
‘what? no, we’re not,’ you denied quickly.
‘you totally are,’ they insisted, pointing between you and jamal. ‘there’s something going on.’
jamal, beside you, just smirked.
‘if you say so,’ he said, casually slipping an arm around your shoulders.
and at that moment, you knew there was no point in pretending anymore.
being with jamal musiala felt easy.
it wasn’t all-consuming or dramatic. it didn’t burn out fast or make you question where you stood.
it was steady. warm. like something you had slipped into without realizing you were always meant to be there.
it was the way he texted you good morning every day, even if he had training early.
the way he always reached for your hand first, fingers threading through yours like second nature.
the way he looked at you, like you were the only thing in the room worth paying attention to.
‘you’re staring,’ you pointed out once, grinning.
jamal just shrugged. ‘can you blame me?’
the first time he told you he loved you, it was quiet. casual, almost.
you were half-asleep on his couch, curled up against his side while some movie neither of you had been paying attention to played in the background.
his fingers traced absentminded circles on your arm.
‘love you,’ he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
your eyes fluttered open, heart skipping a beat.
you shifted to look up at him. ‘what?’
jamal looked down at you, completely unbothered. ‘i said, i love you.’
your breath caught in your throat.
he didn’t seem nervous about it. didn’t seem like he was expecting some big reaction. he was just telling you. stating a fact.
and somehow, that made it even more real.
you swallowed, voice soft when you finally spoke.
‘love you too.’
his smile was slow, warm, sure.
‘figured.’
and just like that, it wasn’t just unspoken anymore.
it was real. it was everything.