Jonahs-human13 - Barely Hanging On To That Tied Knot

January was a tough year but we made it

nervous system? it sure is!

this post hasn't left my mind since i've first saw it

over coffee with my mom this morning: “sometimes we hesitate to invite people into our life because we feel like our space isn’t good enough yet. things are a little messy, or our place settings don’t match, or our situation isn’t quite what we want it to be. don’t let that stop you. invite people in anyway.”

Being the host is constantly begging for help and then refusing any help offered

Living his best life

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Hey, I don't know if you remember me (I'm the one with suicidality), but I just wanted to let you know that it's not worth it. I've lived through it with you, and I just want to tell you one thing: living is worth it.

Please.

I know fake claimers aren't good for anyone but here's to the large systems that people claim are faking.

Here's to those with over 100 alters, and those with thousands.

Those with a detailed headspace and those without knowledge of theirs.

Here's to those systems with extreme trauma, and those who can't remember theirs.

Those whose alters don't believe they have trauma.

Those with subpar inner communication, and those with excellent communication.

Those that are polyfragmented, those that have just split a lot.

Shout out to those that don't know the full extent of their system.

Those with inner system relationships.

I know people like to say that large systems are fake, but just remember that they are wrong. Just because they can't imagine the extent of our experiences doesn't mean that we aren't real.

You are real. Your experiences are real.

Don't let people who don't understand your life dictate it.

Izuru (he/him)

Morgue System

FOR REAL

(and slight trigger here IG)

In the past, when I-or whatever headmate was fronting at the time-used to used Tumblr, 90% of that very specific time..I was v. NOT sober. But-in that (minus the random mood swings), I was kind of bowled away by the sheer COOLNESS of content, because ...it felt like, PEOPLE THINK LIKE ME.

The other thing I thought was interesting was that I would sort of compile this phase work (of trauma), and voraciously research (somehow intuitively I knew how to seek out what information we needed whenever) topics about how to approach things. I gotta talk it over with the Gatekeepers I think, maybe see if we can access that data.

ok this thought is undercooked and i don’t have my adhd meds so bear with me but i think the reason why neurodivergents are drawn to this site is more or less because the world feels random to us, like everyone else got a manual for Socializing 101 and we didn’t, and so we don’t really know how to fit in or follow the general neurotypical code of conduct or the rules of social exchanges and it can feel isolating and overwhelming. but on tumblr chaos is the norm. like there aren’t any rules here, you don’t have to abide by standard social laws. it feels natural and genuinely enjoyable as a form of social media because we can revel in our weirdness and not be judged (at least not in a way that bears any weight) because we’re on tumblr, we’re all weird here. i think this is also why NDs typically find chaotic jokes funny as opposed to traditional forms of humor. the unexpected is the punchline; you don’t have to look into it for hidden social cues