Reblog And In The Tags Put The Last Concert You Went To Before Quarantine Started

to wonho.

it’s been a long time since i’ve seen you & it’s honestly harder than i thought it’d be. no matter how long it’s been i still feel the same ache every single time i think about how you should be here smiling and laughing and whining and posting pics of tangerines at 2 o’clock in the morning.

but it’s your birthday today and you deserve to be celebrated always so that’s what i’m gonna do today (& everyday). you’ve always been exceptional at everything you do. dancing, singing, producing music, your passion always translates no matter what. you’re one of the most hard working people, everything you do, you give 100% and there’s really no one that could be a better role model than you.

bringing yourself up and taking care of your mum and getting to the stage you are today speaks volumes of your character. & you truly deserve all the love and adoration in the world. i have way too many favourite things about you and listing them fr would take way too much time but what i really admire the most is your heart and how kind and selfless and big it is.

mbbs joke all the time that your biggest muscle is your heart but it really is true and it’s amazing seeing such a man who wouldn’t hesitate to hurt himself to protect others. you’ve always displayed selflessness and maturity and it’s incredible how far you’re willing to go to protect those you love.

i truly believe no matter what you do, how you do it, you’ll always shine and you’ll always be bright and i look forward to how far you’ll go in the future. 

& the world truly has been horrible to you & you don’t deserve that. but as long as you know in monbebe’s eyes you’ll always be worth it. its been so long but we’re still here as always and will continue waiting for you to come back no matter how long it takes.

i hope you’ve been having happy days and you’ve been smiling and laughing and eating well and taking good care of yourself. i hope you’ve been less burdened and doing things you want to do away from the spotlight. i hope you’ve been surrounded by the love and care and adoration you deserve and you’ve been getting all the cuddles from bomi & yeoreum and you’ve been warm enough.

& i really hope you see all the projects and the care and the love monbebes have for you and you know that we’d never leave you and we’ll always be here. i really hope you know that you’re important to us and all the hard work you put into the team, all the selflessness and the perseverance, all the love you poured for mx and for mbbs we remember all of them and we are so grateful for you.

i believe in you as i’ve always done, since nuboyz, no mercy, debut and now. happy birthday and i can’t wait for your return. 

MONSTA X [JOOHONEY] # shoot out [japanese ver.]

Monsta X and Wonho’s Solo Career

So it’s officially been announced that Wonho is starting a solo career, which means he won’t be reinstated with Monsta X. 

Let’s just address the elephant in the room first:

Do I wish that he rejoined Monsta X? YES. VERY BADLY.

I remember saying months ago that if Wonho truly was gone that Monsta X would always look incomplete. That those awful hags that started this trouble would to some extent have a win. As of right now, that’s still true. To have to look at Monsta X now and see 6 members and knowing Wonho is supposed to be standing in that spot, and if the world wasn’t so thoughtlessly wicked for absolutely no reason, he would be. Monsta X is seven, and it was perfect. To see that those witches even got a sliver of an effect on our boys that couldn’t be undone will always and forever vex my soul.

But you don’t always get what you want. You have to appreciate what you have when you have it, not after. And when it’s over, you have to move on.

My support for the remaining Monsta X members will continue. Point blank. Period.

They have a comeback soon. Their anniversary is coming up again. They’re musical style is a completely unique color in the industry. They’re all pros at performing. They’ve been through so much. It would be crazy to walk away from them just because I don’t get what I want.

The goal of the attack months ago was to destroy the whole group. But there’s still a Monsta X. The group still exists. SO WE WIN.

As for my opinion on Wonho going solo, it saddens me that he won’t get to promote with his brothers, a little too deep, honestly. Thinking of how he always wanted to keep solo work to himself, and just work as part of Monsta X. And now all their previous content with him will feel so… emotionally nostalgic. The situation is less than perfect. I’ll need time to get used to it all. I’ve cried in waves over the confusing conflicting emotions.

But he chose to come back to us as close as possible. He’s still working in kpop, he’s with a label that is under Starship. He can still promote under the same time as Monsta X, and be on the same stage during Inkigayo and interact with them, and maybe we can get one of those awesome end of the year special stages with all 7 off them them, and talk about them as his friends in interviews, and we can all lap it up like [insert simile for desperation here]. If we missed perfect, we got impossibly close to it! And I think that’s what he had in mind when he made this decision. To get back to us as close as he could without damaging the group (but about that: I saw people saying that if he rejoined the group there’d be so much hate, knetizens would tear them apart etc, and I want to scream to the universe who cares about them and anyone who hates on them, like they matter, can’t we like, eat them or something? But Wonho didn’t want to subject his brothers to that because his heart is too big for his own good hrrrg!!! OK back to being poised and logical)

Most importantly I’m just extremely grateful that we get to see him again. I’ve expressed how much Wonho means to me on this blog (to an embarrassing degree) and how loved I’ve felt by him-as I know many of you also do. The fact that we get to continue to see him, doing what he loves no less, is a crazy crazy beautiful blessing that I think all our efforts made more of a possibility. I’ve never see a more beautiful and consistent display of love and I really want to see that love continue for all 7 of the boys, regardless of ideologies.

It was a tough battle. We had hopes too high and hearts too heavy to always agree or keep fighting. we had arguments and disagreements. We have scars, but we’re all still here, and that is what matters most. That we’re still here for them, and they’re still here for us.

Stand Monsta X. Stan Wonho.

which monsta x member is your sleep paralysis demon?

january - wonho, wants you to do cardio with him

february - shownu, is trying to make you eat spicy kimchi

march - minhyuk, wants to use your toothbrush

april - kihyun, keeps wanting you to call him ‘the young flexer’

may - jooheon, just stands at the foot of your bed going ‘bRRRRRRA’

june - wonho and shownu, keep feeding you weird combinations of nutella, kimchi and katsu

july - changkyun, is sitting in your chair, with no pants on

august - hyungwon, is actually next to you in bed, doesn’t want to wake up

september - jooheon and minhyuk, keep singing ongshimi on repeat

october - changkyun and kihyun, barking at each other

november - shownu, standing at the foot of your bed, tiddies vibrating

december - jooheon, repeatedly saying “i circle, and focus, and square”

(201115) MONSTA X @ Inkigayo - Jooheon Source: SBS

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jooplexity /jo͞oˈpleksədē/

noun

lee jooheon’s quality of being dual or double