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Highkey need people to stop demonizing shifters with multiple and different s/os. Like be so fr rn. Love exists in all forms and in all realities differently. How about we leave each other alone and just let each other be 😭!?

"Is shifting real?" That's literally the same as asking if the grass is green

so you’re telling me you can manifest..

a dragon

a unicorn

a robot that does anything for you

homework doing itself

being a shapeshifter

powers

re-writing history

revise the president winner

being able to grab food through the screen

being a mermaid

a ghost friend

and literally anything you want and all it takes is an assumption?? guys please stop thinking you’re limited, you can literally manifest ANYTHING😭 just trust yourself, because i can make a list of illogical things i’ve manifested, and YOU can also!

Imagine spending the night under relentless bombing, unsure if you or your children will see the morning light. Imagine being told to flee—again—not knowing where safety lies.

Images: (Top) Hossam and his daughter Diana (Middle) Map of the evacuation notice given to about 80% of Khan Yunis residents (Bottom) A close up map of the evacuation area. Hossam's family is in square #111.

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Story written by @rumiandroses

Hossam Al-Qazzaz, his wife Hanan, and their four young children, are among the 80% of Khan Younis residents now ordered to evacuate toward the coast.

They are currently in Square 111, a region dangerously close to the so-called "evacuation zones" that are actively being bombed.

Hossam has shared that their area is expected to be targeted next—and they fear that when the next order comes, they will be forced to flee into even deadlier zones.

Last night (05/18/2025) was horrific. “We never imagined that we would be alive in the morning,” Hossam wrote. Now, with communications at risk of being cut off, Hossam has asked the world to share his message and pray for his family’s survival.

His hope is to find a path to safety, to protect his loved ones, and to stay alive long enough to rebuild.

Please, share this post, pray for Hossam and his family, and consider donating if you can, so that this precious family can continue to survive.

You can donate to Hossam's GoFundMe here:

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Donate to Support Hossam’s afflicted family to rebuild their lives., organized by nouraldin alqazzaz

Dear reader, I am Hussam Al-Qazzaz from Gaza, and I am wr… nouraldin alqazzaz needs your support for Support Hossam’s afflicted family t

Hossam's campaign has been vetted by @gazavetters and is (#287) on their list of verified campaigns.

I get a lot of messages but please don't ignore my message it's about my children's lives from death due to war💔

I'm so sorry. I'm asking for a donation of 25 euros and it will help a lot to save my family's lives from death and war to life and safety. I would be very grateful for your help 💞

I hope you and your family are well. I'm Hanan from Gaza, a mother of two, I lost my house and my car. I lost many of my family members in the genocide. Help me 💔 Help me get out of Gaza by donating or sharing my posts. My children love life and deserve a better life. ✅️My number has been verified by @gazavetters, and my number has been verified in the list ( #270 ) ✅️

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I am Falestine, Jad Al-Haq, I am 37 years old, married, and I have a eight-month-old child named Youssef. I gave birth to him during the war during very harsh conditions that no human being can bear. I moved from the hospital immediately after giving birth to the tent in which we were staying after we were displaced to it after the Israeli bulldozers completely bulldozed my house. and my suffering did not start from here. Rather, it began since the beginning of the war, and I am still suffering. I cannot provide enough milk for my baby or diapers. Even medicines and vitamins are not available.

I ask you for your urgent help in disseminating the link to my family and communicating it to people interested and able to help us.  I didn't want to do it, but the tragic situation we are living in is what pushed me to do it.  I feel sad and helpless, after we had everything, we are now homeless on the streets, living in a tent next to a dilapidated public toilet and there is sewage, dirt and waste everywhere, we sleep on it!  We suffer from terrible heat, insects, scorpions, the danger of death, bombs and missiles, in addition to hunger of course, the danger of pollution and terrible diseases, especially the digestive, respiratory and reproductive systems!

.  My father and mother could not bear it any longer. My father had a stroke after losing his home and his place of work, and my mother suffers from chronic diseases and needs treatment.

  Do you have the right to imagine that when you spend your life building for yourself and your children to live a decent life, all of this disappears in the blink of an eye, and now when you reach the age where you should rest, you are forced to start again!!?  But the most important thing now is to try to survive and protect your children from all the factors of death that surround us!  I ask everyone who has humanity or conscience to feel our situation and put themselves in our place.  How can someone who has lived with dignity all his life accept this?  We are slowly dying every day.

Your donation, no matter how small, can have a big impact.  It can provide a meal for my little one, a clean bottle of water, or a moment of safety under these difficult circumstances.  Every donation brings with it a ray of hope, alleviating our suffering and giving us the strength to face a new day.

I ask you to donate and support the steadfastness of the Gazan people, and share this campaign with your friends and families.  Together, we can make a difference and help my family get through this ordeal.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your generosity and support.

Warm greetings,

Falestine

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Help Falestine and Her Family Survive the Gaza Crisis

Hello Everyone,

Winter in tents is different

Stop for a moment and look into your eyes.🛑🚨

I am Hashem from Gaza.🍉

My children and I are suffering from the war and its woes.

On the one hand, I no longer have a source of livelihood or a home. It was all destroyed by the war.

On the other hand, winter came and the rains flooded my tent and destroyed the small basic things I had collected.

My children have caught colds, skin infections, and respiratory diseases. Winter in Gaza is different from any other country. We sleep on the ground and the rainy sky covers us.

I shyly ask you to help and donate to me and my children to survive the war and get through the harsh winter phase. My children cannot bear the cold and rain of winter.

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Donate to Help Hashem's Family Escape Gaza, organized by Mark Doki

Hello, all; this is Mark Doki, organizing this campaign to aid the sister of my frien… Mark Doki needs your support for Help Hashem's

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Please,🙏 I beg you, do not let us down. What is happening now is unimaginable and not everything is being broadcast. There is a great cover-up of the crimes that are happening now. It is terrifying. We cannot sleep because of the sound of the planes and missiles. Please be a reason to help me I have to provide food and insulin to be able to survive. If we are attacked by missiles, we may not survive from hunger and lack of medicine and basic necessities. Please do not let us down. Make our voice heard to the world. Please.

Chuffed

Support Nabila's Fight for Health and Dignity

Hi, my name is Dipa and I'm raising money for Nabila . Please take some time to read her story below and donate so that she can travel to re

tulpa/willomancy is cool. always make alters. always be plural

Manifesting is permashifting

Think about it. You permanently shift into a reality where you have your desire

call me perfect. this blog will help you learn about your true selves: consciousness, and about non dualism. i occasionally post self care and self love posts too. im 17 years old, pronouns she/her. click the star for the link 2 all my other socials: ⭐️

understanding consciousness & non dualism series: part 1 : how to know you are only consciousness part 2 : why everything is consciousness; non dualism part 3 : everything is imagination & an illusion part 4 : what exactly is consciousness (you)? part 5 : ego + when "you" dont understand non dualism part 6 : time, thoughts & meditation part 7 : proof that everything is imaginary part 8 : stop and just observe part 9 : non dualism vs law of assumption part 10 : the world within the mind + the 5 senses part 11 : the unreal vs the real part 12: finally, play a new game

proof that everything is imaginary

⭐️part seven of the understanding consciousness & non dualism series

have "you" ever been daydreaming and then you get so completely into it that you are not aware of where "you" are or the "physical world"? in that moment when you are so into that daydream, that existed bc you were aware of it. the "physical world" and "your" body were non existent in that moment bc they aren't permanent and the only thing they are is imaginary / consciousness. the "physical world" is only forms of consciousness that come and go bc you can be aware of it or not. when you arent aware of it, it doesnt exist to you. this means that this "physical world" is not real and is only imagination bc it comes and goes and cannot be real. the ego thinks the "physical world" is real bc it is what you are mostly aware of and bc of a society that tells us that this is real. but when you daydream / imagine and become aware of something else, you find out that the "physical" was not real in the first place. it is just forms of consciousness that appear separate and real, therefore an illusion. i remember this thing happening to me a lot where "i" would be walking on the street and at the same time, imagining something else and when "i" snap out of the daydream, for a split second i get confused at where i am and wonder why i wasnt even aware of my "outside surroundings" while daydreaming.

this is bc the "physical world" is as imaginary as imagination itself. its all imagination, consciousness.

you know when you remember and imagine a really embarrassing moment from the past? why do "you" get the same cringy, heart beating feeling as if "you" were really re-living the exact moment? bc everything is imaginary. there is no such thing as "real" experience bc nothing is real except the real you (consciousness) itself. the "physical environment" is forms of consciousness that come and go so they arent real. so your false self's "experiences" are not real at all. that cringy feeling the false self gets is not even real either. there is nothing but imagination.

when "you" imagine something, it is the same as "experiencing" it in the "physical world" bc this "physical world" is imaginary in the first place.

when you were a kid, you said you wanted to be a fairy or a princess and would imagine just that. as a kid, "you" believed that was reality even though as "we" become more grown, we look back and think "i had such a wild imagination." but back then it wasn't imagination to us, it was real to us. the thing that changes is ego. while being a kid, the ego has no issue believing in imagination but in a society where humans claim the "physical world" is real and imagination is fake, the ego changes and believes in one over the other. the truth is that both imagination and the "physical world" are reality bc they are both consciousness. there is no separation between them (non dualism) bc is it all imagination/consciousness. and that is one thing that humans fail to understand. the ego is imagination too.

everything is not real. everything is imaginary.

‼️ every concept is imagined. the idea and fear of not having a desire is imagined. even the idea of a desire is imagined and not real. even the word "desire" and "idea" "imagined" is imagined and not real. the idea of not getting a desire is imagination and the idea of getting/having your desire is imagination. everything is imagination. this means you get to choose which game to play. none of this is real and will never be bc the only thing it is is forms of consciousness that appear as things as "table" and "mother" so have fun playing with consciousness. you are imagination itself. imagine what "you" want -> be what "you" want (bc since you are imagination, everything you can be aware of is only imagination so you are everything you are aware of). imagine whatever and you experience it instantly, you experience it the moment you imagine it. everything is imagination. everything is consciousness. everything is you. there is no such thing as separation. pick the game you want to play bc why not? all this is ever going to be is imagination either way...

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[ Diary Entry #1 ] “The Simplicity of Shifting”

March 11, 2025.

There was an aeon before we were aware of this reality, an aeon before we held on to the assumptions that reflect directly in our three dimensional experience. Everything was a void, a formless void state. The resurgence of reality shifting, entering void state and respawning, has raised valid questions and new understandings of the ontological nature of time and the aeon.

“Is time cyclical? Are we returning to that old aeon? When does it end? How about free will?” Were some of the questions that were racing in my mind in a distant past, how about you? I think it’s important to address them if you have them.

Some of the thoughts are limiting, some of them complex and perplexing but confront them and then decide; will you engage with them or are you choosing to put them in the trash pile? Both are valid, as long as they don’t stay growing at the back of your mind.

After all my pondering, researching my questions and experiencing awareness, I came to a tentative conclusion; eternalism.

The aeonic being exists outside of time, outside of the constructed universe(s). The aeonic being represents our infinite awareness; its label is irrelevant, as its essence remains unchanged.

Because the aeonic being exists outside of the constructed worlds, it is not confined to this or any other world by force but by choice, it can always return to its original state. The formless void.

* This is the reason void state is something you can enter in a second, why you can shift awake or with a blink. These concepts are part of the constructed worlds and not fixed, the aeonic being is above them.

Reality shifting is simple—the rules of any constructed world(s) do not apply to you. A shift is just one decision away. While it’s that easy, I understand if you find it difficult to do just yet. If that’s the case, then the act of pondering and confronting your inner world is helpful. It provides insight, release, self knowledge and intuitive understanding.

Summer signing off…🍋‍🟩

Hey, endogenic plurals and other plurals who don't have DID/OSDD! I wanna see something.

If you are sick, tired, and annoyed at the amount of people accusing you of "wanting DID", "roleplaying as a DID system", "pretending to have DID", and forcibly assigning you as a "DID wannabe", REBLOG THIS POST.

i used to cry to God and ask what my purpose in life was

now i know my purpose in life is to explore the universe

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⠀F2U just credit me! Like / Reblog if using ♥︎

# DAY 5 : AVENTURINE LAYOUT for @rrozeta 's event, gift for @stellas-starry-sillies13 . happy christmas! ^_^ rb + cred to use unless stella!

has anyone else seen the reddit post from the person who shifted here from a much worse parallel reality? cuz ive been thinking abt it for days

(trigger warning for some slight ableism in the 4th pic, but i just thought it was interesting)

read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.

it just lets you live inside it better.

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

and what if i say that i don’t believe in death anymore

saw this on pinterest and thought it might be something traumagenic systems who struggle with thinking their trauma isn't enough need to see

Ahh so because there is so much focus on the illusion of the body...we naturally remain in experiencing this illusion! There was never duality in the first place...we're just being dramatic about this one created illusion anyway...and creating the illusion of duality...

When you "collapse the duality" you're just allowing yourself to freely bring in, once again, other types of illusions.

Like how can you expect to bring in other illusions into your DOT, if you see them as solid...if you're allowing/focused on this current illusion to try and change itself

Bingo🎯

how to shift whenever (from an experienced shifter)

yes. you've heard this before. yes. it's recycled. i'm not giving you new information, i'm reminding you that you already know what to do and you're just not doing it. sorry lol. drink your cold brew and listen.

you shift by assuming. that's the law. no loophole. no secret ingredient. no five-step guide with a pastel graphic. just assumption. just decision.

if you've ever cried over a fictional character.....congrats. you've already shifted. you just didn't monetise it. do it on purpose next time.

it’s not "i'm so close" or "i almost did it" or "omg did i just feel something." no. it's not a quiz. it's not a scavenger hunt. it's not a 4chan riddle. it's your reality. assume it. you assume your name. you assume gravity works. you assume you have a face.

you want to shift????? ok. then do it. now. like, actually now. while reading this. literally while scrolling. yes, even if you're in the bathroom. you're already doing it, you’re just not owning it.

stop calling it a failed attempt every time you don't get the fireworks. stop naming your moments as if they’re battlefield tombstones. you’re making a museum of "almost." just go. stop narrating it.

you don't shift because you're waiting to feel shifted. you don't shift because you’re checking every three seconds like a deranged webMD dad. stop doing that. stop redownloading "hope.mp3" and acting shocked when it skips again.

you keep thinking it's hard. it's not hard. it's just annoying. annoying to keep choosing. annoying to be delusional when your brain is feral and cynical and deeply online. do it anyway.

you don't need more subliminals. you don't need to see a crow or a number or a cloud shaped like draco malfoy. you need to assume. persist. and shut up about it.

yes, it feels like lying. but most things feel like lying. flirting, job interviews, saying "i'm fine." we're already doing it. might as well get a reality out of it.

stop hoarding techniques like they're coupons for god. stop trying to feel ready. you don't get to feel ready. you just get to decide.

no one's gonna come down and tell you "you did it right." not your tumblr mutual. not the birds. not your inner child. sorry. you decide it's done and you live from that. yes, even if mittens the cat is still there. assume anyway.

it's already done. you're not waiting. you're remembering.

you're one decision away. you always have been. assume. persist. shift. log off.

me and him if i wasn't so lazy

Experiencing death in your dr

This was absolutely very weird and I can't even explain how I felt at this moment....

I was in my fame reality and everything was going as how life would usually go. I was in a restaurant with my s/o and we were having a date night together and enjoying the view from the window we were sitted at, then suddenly we hear commotion and my s/o gets up and tells me that he thinks something is wrong we need to go, that's when the gun fire started so my bodyguards came to me and were leading both of us out that's when I see a masked person pointing a gun at me and firing it, the bullet hit my forehead head like I could feel it pierce it and then there was a ringing sound... Then darkness... It felt like I was in the void.... Like I was everything and everything was me...

My eyes open and I find myself in a room and guess what room was that?

My room in my K-pop reality. I felt like I was being yanked up and I opened my eyes to my members looking at me like I'm some kind of drug addict. I didn't even have the sike or energy to stay there so I said the safeword and woke up here to my friend telling me that her boyfriend cheated on her.

This made me realise that maybe we don't die at all and that has quited all the insecurities that I had around death.

It was weird, it was creepy and it happened so fast.....but I guess that means that we are immortal?🤷🏽‍♀️

~ No I didn't script this, why the hell would I even!!?!

Reblog if you’re shifting tonight !!!!

the fact that i’m not even geeking over my drs anymore… after shifting so much……..like i’m not just fantasising. i’m literally project managing transcendence. drafting timetables for greatness. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK.

do you even realise what it means to not crave the life but to have it??? to not beg reality to love you back but just reroute the algorithm like. lol. i win. because i do. i’m not in the dreaming stage anymore. i’m in the logistics office. with a clipboard.

this isn’t “what if i lived in paris.” this is “ok so when i am in paris, i’m gonna do x and y AND z.” like. not fantasy. REAL

no more devotionals to timelines i can’t reach. i can live like that. i will !!!!!!!!!! i already am. i am experiencing the lifestyle. i am in the lifestyle.

THANK YAAAAA SHIFTING

Kel, if you would please consult the graphs (nerd emoji)

I love pursuit hero

when a shifter with health anxiety gets to the safety part of their script...

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someone please free me from the shackles of being constantly paranoid about my health >_<

it's been really bad lately like my fear of hospitals in specific is beating my ass rn !!!