the last monthes werent very easy for me.
around my birthday i have lost some close friends of mine. which hurted me alot.
and some weeks ago i learened that i cant get pragnent anymore because of the surgery i had in july. getting kids and be a mother was something i really wanted. this wasent something which was clear in the past for me but in recent years this changed.
i feel sad and kind of betrayed and disillusiond. it is kind of my own fault because i never followed my dreams and focused on different things like work and stupid ideas i had in the past. what i got from this is that i have lost a wonderful and good man and that i can never have a family.
thats the biggest mistake in my life. most of my past life i tried to be miss smarty pants who knows all and can do everything on my own. but i changed that pretty hard the last 2 years and its unbelivible how my life changed for the better. but i learned so much about myself too. some of this things i have learned about myself hurt me a lot at first. but what can i say... the true just hurted at first.
i cant do pretty much for myself, i m bad at decicians, i have pretty low limitations and can never do or understand stuff like most of the other people.
i did this in past too alot.it is a habbit hard to unlearn. i struggle even now on it. but now i focus more on listening.
there isent a reason to backtalk.
when he tels you you did something wrong than apologise.
when he talks about things you disaprove than thats because he understand stuff better then you
A woman must remain silent when men are talking and only answer when directly addressed.
thats something i never were good with. wast money on stupid stuff. and decisions arnt as simple as it looks like
You are a woman. You shouldn't think about money. You shouldn't think about decisions. You should follow your husband. Simple. It's nature
i m alredy 32 but just recently i begun to learn who i m. and how sad and wrong i was i just see now.
It didn't realize who it was ..................
until it stopped being who it wasn't ................
...... all through its conversations with its Black Master / Owner / Trainer, slavetrainer24
Sadly I wasn't much active in the last weeks. So I read your call for help regarding your bikini/swimsuit Ich problem just a few seconds ago. Is it still a problem? It is also very sad that 3 people that claim to be dominant, just liked your post and didn't answer it.
In my opinion Bikinis are the better choice. Cause they are better to make other men envyous with showing them a lot of your body. There are also good swimsuits, a few of them are have some nice cut-outs. If you still need help, Hit me up
Tobias
hello 😊 thank you for your answer. there were a lot of Men who wrote me and helped me. the most said bikinis as i myself thought. just wasent sure and needed some advice. because there are some realy nice swimsuits. 🤗
thats something i do alot recently. it helps to be focused and find the things to improve
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