“but It Wasn’t That Bad”

30?? that’s one big accomplishment! proud to say that i’ve read them all and that they all deserve way more kudos than ao3 will let me leave 😤😤💗

fic number thirty!!! short and sad sweet <3

Personal reminder to redraw this as Izuku Midoriya who wants to talk about heroes

The Mitchells vs The Machines (2021) dir. Michael Rianda

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do you ever just think about how all might must see izuku?

like, everyone else – tsukauchi, nighteye, even gran torino – first experienced toshinori at his best. they met him either in professional settings when he was being ALL MIGHT ™ or when he was young and idealistic and generally had the overwhelming charm of a child with big dreams. when they met him he was making a conscious effort to live up to his ideals, and they only saw how hard that was for him much later, if ever. he knows they support him, but he also knows that they came to admire him long before he ever asked for their support.

and then there’s izuku, whose first meeting with all might was … bad. toshinori was having a bad day, he was grouchy, and he absolutely took that out on izuku. not only does he, five minutes after meeting izuku, immediately dump his baggage about his injury and his time limit on the kid, but he also talks about his self-doubts and waning faith in heroes. stuff no adult should ever tell a child, let alone a hero to a civilian. and then he tops himself by straight up crushing izuku’s dreams, telling him he can never be a hero. finally he leaves the kid on the roof of a tall building, without taking half a second to think how that might go horribly wrong.

and the next thing he sees izuku do is fucking dive into a villain fight to save another kid who’s dying, while all around him heroes INCLUDING ALL MIGHT stand by and do nothing.

like, holy shit can you imagine what toshinori’s view of izuku must be like? he knows damn well this kid is having what is possibly the worst day of his life. he got attacked by a villain, found out his hero is a fraud and had his dreams crushed. that’s without knowing he got suicide baited less than two hours ago. and still this kid, who by rights should be slinking home to cry for the next 24 hours, is out here risking his life to save his friend. knowing full well that if he does this his day can only get worse, either by being injured or by getting in trouble with the heroes.

that puts toshinori to shame.

so of course toshinori admires izuku. of course he offers to make izuku his successor. of course he believes in izuku (even to the point of expecting unreasonable performance out of him, but it never shakes his faith when izuku falls short or has different priorities). of course he’s willing to get down on izuku’s kitchen floor and beg his mother to let izuku be his student. how could he not want to be izuku’s mentor?

izuku may be the only person who makes toshinori actually feel good about himself. he did something terrible to izuku, and still izuku admires him, listens to him, wants him for a mentor. izuku saw him at his worst and said “you’re still my hero.” he makes toshinori feel loved.

and if you don’t think that’s the most heartwarming shit you can get out of my face.

I’ve decided to re-write Touya and Fuyumi relationship as normal siblings.

important to know! let’s spread awareness!!!

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My crossover fic between mha and ddlc, you can find it on Wattpad, if you are interested

Fic search! Anything centered around or heavily featuring Shiozaki Ibara?

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X dark vs light mode

Studying manga textures + drawing unhinged teens. Blackwhip is surprisingly relaxing to draw?

*sighs*

*adds “writing real feral aizawa” to the list of thing “have to write in order to read”*

lads i've just read four fics tagged "feral dadzawa" and i gotta tell you, i dont think these people know what "feral" means