Thinking About Size Differences In Butch/femme Relationships But Not How Everyone Thinks.

So I love everything that Shivers says, especially in her higher voice, and I cannot stop thinking about when she says “the bottom of my air is red”. What does this mean? If you look at an empty Pilsner bottle, the bottom of it looks link of red. The bottom of fire is red, so is the bottom of feet when they’re cold. The bottom of our noses gets red when we’re flushed. Sometimes beneath the ground and snow there’s red rocks that look like chalk. And she breaths the city. At the bottom of her air, her lungs, rests the diaphragm, and that’s red. The core of the entire earth is probably red. Red is the color of passion, of heat. So if hot air rises, why is the bottom her air red?

My partner is like if Vincent Van Gogh had an Ipad. I have a friend who has great dreams of going into psychology. My other friend is like if Lenard Bernstein was a teenage girl. Another friend is like if Jonathan Larson wore puffer jackets. My classmate is like if Emma Stone was born a few years later, she’s best friends with young Tina Fey. I knew someone for a week that was like if Mozart played indie rock.

I know so many remarkable people, but it’s hard for me to tell them that because of jealousy. I wish I could telepathically link this message into their heads.

George Crumb (1929 - 2022) was known for his use of Graphic Musical Notation. Here are a few more

Since I haven’t posted art in a while I thought I’d show off what I think is my best work yet: PCs and NPCs from a sci-fi campaign I tried to start!

I complimented her lipgloss and she said do you want some and so I leaned in close so she could put the applicator on my parted lips

I don’t care about increasing the amount of dopamine in my music and my lyrics. I want listeners to question how my work comes together to create sound at all! maybe even gross them out.

Being genderfluid is so hard why did I almost start crying when shopping for sunglasses because I was worried that they won’t look “androgynous enough”

so we all agreed suga had a point here right.

Thinking about two gay characters in Disco Elysium again…while smoker is underground as a part of the homosexual underground, which if that isn’t something Harry made up and is an actual term, then yes they have to be underground to enjoy life to its fullest. Ruby is underground as a fugitive, literally underneath the Feld building, but also the homosexual underground. Ruby’s lesbianism and current predicament are so intertwined to me. Like of course everyone in Martinaise wants to pin the murder on the predatory butch. The mean nasty dyke has to fend for herself, foraging scraps to make machines and smoke cigarettes. Smoker and ruby are at two ends of a distinct neural and physical pathway carved out by identity and ideology that have surely crossed by now. Klaasje even smokes on a balcony. But smoker eventually stays. Ruby and Klaasje don’t. Regardless they are all underground in more ways than one.

My designs for the PCs of A Court of Fey and Flowers are finally complete!! Posted separately and earlier on my Patreon! I think I’m going to tackle Starstruck next!