no but like. Louis literally saved Lestat's life from Claudia. cut his throat (and he was so fucking tender doing this too. the way Louis leans into him, pressing him closer. im unwell), purgining him from the poisoned blood, stopped her from burning him, send him inside of his coffin to the junkyard so he can recover in the dark and eat rats. it's all thanks to him. and YET he cannot accept it. he acts as if Claudia also didn't want to burn him, saying we expected him to just disappear (Claudia clrealy didn't), we wrapped him in a carpet (no they didn't, he put him in his coffin, per his dying wish), he literally, as Daniel said, chose Lestat over Claudia over and over again. and he can't to this day understand why, let alone accept it
the non-binary urge to steal the gender of every qaf character
i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.
“all i need is him to be my loverboy”
i will never get over brian kinney listening to sad yearning soft rock/indie rock like we were shown that this man canonically chooses to listen to lover i don’t have to love by bright eyes and the one you wanted by howie beck in his alone time……. he’s Just Like Me
this parallel in how brian not-romantic kinney first touches justin's lips and keeps his eyes open for a few milliseconds, on the night of prom — his first grand romantic gesture showing his love — and on the night of the anti-proposition 14 event — his first time telling his love — to then close his eyes to let the moment — kiss — sink in, keeps me awake at night.
gif credit @ladyok
not to be unbearable but this is literally a screenshot from queer as folk 1x22 full circle
BROKE: “do you wanna move in?”
WOKE: “as for the times you’re not around… i wouldn’t particularly mind it if you were.”
justin would listen to girl in red (bc he’s a premium Lesbian Ally) and brian would pretend to hate it but he’d hear watch you sleep and cry
yearning is when you want something really badly. like, so bad it hurts. taylor swift #1 britin stan truther
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