"I Am Destroying Myself So Other People Can't," She Said, "and It's The Worst Kind Of Control But It's

this tweet hasn't left my mind once in the two years since it's been posted

academic self-regulation explained

does anyone wanna share a thing of fries

i hate that it's surprising when people are nice to me

my asexuality is best described as the minecraft 1.17 update

“caves and cliffs” but without the caves and cliffs

you could say 

callous hands made mine softer,

bitter words made mine sweeter,

and cruelty made me kinder,

like i'm a bleeding-heart blooming 

from trauma's soil,

but to credit my torment

is to undermine me;

you can choose to be vinegar

and i chose differently.

- "bleeding-heart"

“The aim is to balance the terror of being alive with the wonder of being alive.”

— Carlos Castaneda

YOUR FEELINGS MAKE SENSE!!! CONSIDERING EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT, THE WAY YOU FEEL IS THE REASONABLE RESULT OF IT ALL. It dosen’t absolve you of examining your behavioral patterns or regulating your reactions, but GIVE YOURSELF SOME GRACE. YOU’RE REACTING EXACTLY HOW SOMEONE IN YOUR EXACT PRECISE SITUATION, WITH YOUR EXACT SAME PAST WOULD REACT. like, why wouldn’t you feel that way?

i want to learn out of INTEREST!! not OBEDIENCE!!!1!