Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”
i can’t remember what six year old me was wishing for throwing coins in the fountain and blowing on dandelions but i hope the person i am today was at least one of them
you ever get tired of living but in a non-suicidal way
“I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it – and that’s all I’ve got.”
— Sabrina Ward Harrison
you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day
i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here
"I love you just the way you are" doesn't have the same value when you're trying to change
growing up in a neurotypical household, i sometimes feel kinda alone
but then i remember that i have friends who sort their m&ms by color before eating them and suddenly feel better