What Are You Seeking?
what are you seeking?
FORGIVENESS
"what should i apologize for; what i am or what i'm not?" //
oh, little hero, how close are you to crumbling under the weight on your shoulders? how heavy has that heart of yours gotten? how deeply has the guilt burrowed into your bones? how permanently has the grief been seared into your soul? you were so tender, and the world so cruel. loss after loss after loss, each another chip on your shoulder. because you deserved it, didn't you? if you could be better...faster...stronger...smarter...then maybe it wouldn't have happened. right? the blood stains your hands, and it won't wash out will it? but darling, it's never been your fault. you've learned to turn the rage and the regret, the guilt and the grief, inwards. if you're hurt, it's your own fault isn't it? because then there's a reason for it, because it gives you some semblance of control, doesn't it? what you seek is forgiveness, for your perceived wrongs. but oh, little skeleton, you do not need it. stop blaming yourself for what was beyond your control. let go of the past. grow. and learn to breathe with both of your lungs. stop choking on your own self hatred. the weight will ease, i promise. i love you.
tagged by: @jasminbound
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kali. 24. silliest UNICORNS hunter in linkon city.
writing/oc rp blog for love and deepspace, main: @abyssconqueror. guidelines under the cut!
This blog is for fun and a way to indulge in something new for me, so activity may be low/sporadic. I have a job, other games/hobbies, and I’m neurodivergent so replies and the like may take a bit. I’ll do my best!
As stated before, I’m very new to RP! That said, I’m open to canon/MCs/OCs/etc interacting with Kali through prompts, asks or DMs (may be a bit slower with these), though I’ll utilize the right to filter certain topics at my discretion
As mun and muse are both 21+ (mun is 28), I’d prefer RP partners be at least 21+, and refuse to interact with anyone under 18; minors will be blocked and ageless blogs will be softblocked.
Kali’s primary LIs in canon are Sylus and Caleb (Sylus primary), but this blog is open to exploring all types of relationships (open to platonic or romantic) w canon/MCs/OCs/etc. LGBTQ+ friendly 🏳️🌈 I’m most comfortable with letting things develop naturally but also open to planning it out!
Interactions will be contained within their own universes. No godmodding, pretty pls.
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for muses that are getting to know each other
❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞
❝ can i come with you? ❞
❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞
❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞
❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞
❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞
❝ actually we've met before. ❞
❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞
❝ care to join me? ❞
❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞
❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞
❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞
❝ could you help me with something? ❞
❝ do you like it here? ❞
❝ are you new around here? ❞
❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞
❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞
❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞
❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞
❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞
❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞
❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞
❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞
ACTIONS:
VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time
VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time
CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time
CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time
BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together
TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.
SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when their friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.
GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.
INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time
INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time
TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time
TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day
COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up
COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up
OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up
OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up
AID: sender helps receiver redecorate
AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate
" if i order pizza, would you have some? extra cheesy? "
“Oh, you have no idea how incredible that sounds right now. Absolutely yes.”
Nikos Kazantzakis, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Nikos Kazantzakis
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E, K, P for the NSFW alphabet?
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
She’s decently experienced and had a few past partners, though none that were particularly serious relationships. She tries to observe whoever she’s with to get an idea for what they do/don’t like, very much more focused on giving than receiving, so she likes to believe that she tends to figure things out pretty well
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Biting or being bitten. Absolutely loves it, 10/10 no notes also praise/degradation but either way embarrasses the hell out of her
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
She usually matches the pace of her partners (and has zero qualms with either), but personally she tends to lean more slow and sensual. Unless she’s really pent up and/or drunk or something (or has been teased for too long), in which case she can be a little devil tbh LMAO
Sylus looks like the type to fuck rough—his sharp red eyes, the way he carries himself, the way his hands are always firm, always in control. Anyone would think he’d bend you over and take what he wants without a second thought. And maybe he could. Maybe he wants to. But when he finally gets you under him, spread out and aching for his cock, he’s slow.
Careful. His hands trace over your body like he’s memorizing you, like you’re something precious. He doesn’t slam into your pussy like you expected. He sinks in inch by inch, watching your face, feeling the way you tighten around him.
He presses his lips to your neck, whispering soft things, his fingers sliding down to rub your clit in slow, teasing circles. Even when you beg him to go harder, to fuck you like you know he can, he just chuckles, shakes his head, and kisses you deeper. Because it’s never just about getting off for him—it’s about feeling you, having you, making you come apart under him until there’s nothing left but his name on your lips.
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