Heyyy so when ppl say no one to change but self how can this apply to sps ?
you have to change your PERCEPTION of them, and then they will change in your 3d. if you start viewing them in your 4d as loving, sweet, your partner, loyal, etc, they will change in your 3d. you change how they are in your 4d first, and then your 3d will follow!
𝐌𝐘 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 ★
nobody told me that it was this fucking easy to enter the void like wtf I am actually crying rn because I just OMGGGGGGH
this is all I did: just before falling asleep in my head I was like “HEY SUBCONSCIOUS! WAKE ME UP IN THE MF VOID” and then while falling asleep I just affirmed “I am so happy that I woke up in the void”.
when I woke up I felt like I was floating in the air and that I was not inside my body, I knew I was in the void but I didn’t open my eyes instead I just said “I have all of my desired that I scripted from the notes app” “I have all of my desires from the notes app rn” and then I got out of there and the fell right back to sleep.
when i woke up I was about to faint cuz I didn’t know where I was until I realised I was in the apartment that I manifested and then I started jumping and happy crying because I had all of my desires right in front of me.
I will definitely be going back to the void to manifest more things so stay tuned for more success stories
xoxo - brujería
after posting my states post, i've been getting a lot of asks asking me how to get into the state, despite already having explained how to get into a state in the post.
i think the issue is that for so long the loass community has become overrun by a sort of grind culture with affirmations, where people have become convinced that you need to put in an immense amount of effort before you can get your manifestation in your 3d. i.e. affirm 10k times, flip every thought, etc. but manifestation has always been EFFORTLESS. so you need to get used to the idea that you don't have to work 24 hours a day 7 days a week in order to get your desire. manifestation is not a TRYING process!
intend.
that's it! its as easy and simple as that.
but what does it mean to intend?
intend: have (a course of action) as one's purpose or objective; plan.
for example, say that you want to read a book tomorrow. that is you intending to read a book tomorrow. you may not actually do it, but you still intended to do it.
but with states, you don't actually have to do anything to get into a state. JUST intend.
to make it easier on you guys, bc i get that it's hard to tell if you intended to do it or not, whenever you realized you slipped out of your desired state, you can say something like:
"i am in my desired state now"
"i am in the state of ____"
"i am in the state of the wish fulfilled"
"i have entered the state"
"it is done"
etc!
-you're thinking negative thoughts about your desire
-you're doubting
-you're checking the 3d
view these things as tools. they are there as indicators that you slipped out of the state and you need to shift yourself back to your desired state. these are all just thoughts, and they have no power unless you give it to them. you don't need to flip those thoughts, or freak out bc "they ruined everything" (they didn't), or "start over"
just go back to your desired state!
you can use methods to MAINTAIN the state of the wish fulfilled. you do not do methods to get into the state. as we have previously covered, all you need to get into the state is intention.
you do not need to do methods every time you get into the state. intending is enough. however, if you are having a hard time staying the state (you get into it and then immediately fall back out bc doubts come back), you can do methods to help maintain it.
methods include affirmations, scripting, visualizing, vaunting, inner conversations, etc.
pay attention while you do these methods. focus on conjuring the feeling of the state of the wish fulfilled, aka the feeling of knowing.
feeling ≠ emotions
the feeling of knowing can be a feeling of calm, peace, contentedness, relief, etc.
it is NOT happiness, sadness, anger, etc. those are EMOTIONS.
once again: methods are useful to help you maintain the state of the wish fulfilled, they are not what gets you into the state.
hopefully this clears some things up for you guys! <3
“true acceptance… i always thought true acceptance was believing i had it instantly in the 3D and the 4D…”
while reading edwards art “though false” post and his pdf for his series (you can find on reddit) it made me realize what true acceptance is really is when it comes to the law.
true acceptance doesn’t mean trying to force yourself into believing that its there in both the 3D and 4D. true acceptance is accepting you have it in the 4D and its okay to not have it in the 3D.
true acceptance is believing that the 3D will change to mirror what you have within because the inner world is the only reality, the only thing that reflects. true acceptance is knowing the outer man can’t manifest. the outer man cant “change the 3D”. it cant make things happen instantly.. it’s accepting your outer man can only experience and be human. true acceptance is knowing your inner world is your only priority to change and everything will come through from what you are, have and experiencing within.
it made me realize that all i really had to do is just accept i have it within without worrying about whenever i have it or not and not and forcing myself to have it within for a change in the 3D.
i always freaked out about the 3D and would always force myself to change it by forcing emotions, forcing methods, forcing feeling, forcing literally ANYTHING because i had really bad circumstances. but that wasnt what i was supposed to do. i was supposed to accept i have it within. surrender to my 4D and just know i have it within. i didnt need to time “when i will get it” or time “when it would come”. everything will come to pass. i didnt need to do xyz, i didnt need to listen to “instant result” subs. i didnt need to do any of it.
“Sure, you can try to control the how and the timing but do you want that responsibility? If you truly don't have to know that, wouldn't that bring you ease?” -ed art
i personally feel like i feel more at ease that know i have it right now in the 4D than having it “instantly”, you could manifest instant results in the 3D but manifestation is more about being within. i feel like the instant results thing makes people put a lot of pressure, expectations and fears on the outer man and the outer world thinking their priority and goal is to manifest for results in the 3D instead of just feeling fulfilled within and knowing you already have it.
whenever i would “try” to manifest instant results, i would always put an extra responsibility on the 3D. i would always try manifesting to change the 3D instead of just being it within. whenever i saw people saying they manifested overnight it always made me jealous in a way. but putting the responsibility of the 3D off my shoulders really put my mind at ease. it really did.
its just how the world works in the law terms. the 3D can only reflect you. if you manifest instant results, it kinda just shows you arent it, you dont have it within and you simply aren’t being it in consciousness. (IMO)
just relax and know you already have it within.
i promise it would better you mentally. you dont have to force to change the 3D out of fear. leave it alone. literally leave it. the 3D doesnt need your fixing, your timing, your fears. it dont need any of that.. it just reflects who you are within. just make it your home within. make it your dwelling place where you just know you have it..ROE. (regardless of anything.)
true acceptance is accepting it will pass. -starmorself🫶🏾
this was only proofread once or maybe twice so idk if i made some mistakes since i skimmed through it. this post inspired by @cleostoohot ROE challenge
manifesting is DECISION making.
you are simply deciding you want something & you are NOT backing down from that.
you are NOT taking no for an answer. it is YOURS simply because you said so. you call the shots here because THIS IS YOUR WORLD.
we do NOT wish, ask, pray or hope for anything.
we DECIDE it’s ours. we do NOT take no for an answer. you should NOT take no for an answer — YOU DO NOT HAVE TO. you do NOT have to settle for something you don’t want.
if you don’t want something, then just simply don’t accept it as true. SELECT something different & more favorable. this is YOUR REALITY. you have to remember who the HELL YOU ARE, step into your power, & STAY ON THAT THRONE BECAUSE IT’S NOT GOING ANYWHERE NO MATTER WHAT.
manifesting is simply just selecting & rejecting.
you are only to select what you want & reject anything you don’t.
it’s that simple.
every change in the outer world requires a change from within, your inner world — SELF. a change in self means a change in feeling, a change in feeling means a change in state, and that leads to a change in your external reality. but changing self isn’t as hard as you may think it is.
your self concept is a summary of all convictions you have accepted about yourself. all beliefs, all assumptions regarding you. your concept of self directs and affects most of the things that happen in the external world as it is the "blueprint" to your experiences.
the purpose of this post is to make you understand that revamping your assumptions of self doesn’t ask for a lot of effort. no, you do not need to go through a ritual, prepare for all demons to leave your body, sell yourself to the devil, do shadow work, or anything of that kind.
just like every living being, there is life and death. there is a beginning and an ending. in order to create new life, old life has to disappear, entirely. for new life to be placed, old life needs to be replaced. and the same way, you go about changing your conceptions of self. you don’t just let go of one-two assumptions about yourself — you let your old self die and surrender COMPLETELY before you make room for your new one. this is so important because you cannot carry with you any conceptions of the old self into the new one. or else you won’t change, you won’t shift self.
when we aim for a change in self, we actually "aim" for two things or do two things at the same time. one thing (1 · letting go of old beliefs) paves the way for the other (2 · claiming new beliefs), so 2 automatically follows after 1.
old concept · "i am poor, hated, dumb and unsuccessful."
new concept · "i am rich, loved, smart and successful."
all you have to do is to claim yourself to be your desired version of yourself. you don’t need to work on beliefs you had about yourself for ages or dip deep, find out what type of traumatic events must have occurred for you to believe yourself to be who you are now. you don’t need to do ANY of that. by declaring that you are who you want to be, you are automatically declaring who you NO LONGER are.
you shall never forget your true self. in order to change your assumptions about who you are, who you were and who you are going to be, you need to become clear about who you are — GOD. you are an all-mighty being, and in imagination you can be whoever you want to be. you have permission to adapt and take over any convictions of yourself which you wish you had. you aren’t limited or restricted like a human being but possess power to its fullest. you are the only creator and outside of you, there is no other. you aren’t this garment of disappointment, fear or failure that you have assigned to yourself. you aren’t this one version of yourself just like there isn’t only one version of you that exists. you are everything, at all times. you carry all possible conceptions of self and will continue to own an infinite variety of self concepts to select from because YOU happen to be INFINITE.
with love, ella.
Gotta escape the void
sc affirmations
i am a master manifestor
this is my reality so i call the fucking shots
i have the world wrapped around my fingers
i am the creator and god of my reality
i am the main character and the main bitch of my reality
i am really the girl/boy who has it all
everyone idolizes and worships me
i am above everyone and everything
anything is possible for me because I AM GOD
there’s barely any words that can describe how powerful and limitless i am
my life is so fucking perfect
how can someone as powerful as me be a victim to their 3D reality?
the 3D doesn’t have any power over me because i am the one who’s in fucking control
isn’t it crazy how i can manifest whatever i want so fucking fast?
⟡┊“могу ли я проявиться, не переходя в другую реальность?
да, это зависит от вас. если вы не хотите сдвигаться, вам не нужно, независимо от того, каково ваше проявление, смещение не обязательно.
⟡┊"я боюсь шифтиться во время проявления”
бояться нечего, это ваша реальность, ваши правила.
⟡┊ "необходима ли пустота для проявления моих желаний?”
нет, вам вообще не нужна пустота, все, что вам нужно, - это вы сами.
⟡┊ "как нам подключиться к пустоте?”
❝ Чтобы совершить этот, казалось бы, невозможный подвиг, вы отвлекаете свое внимание от своей проблемы и сосредотачиваете его на том, чтобы просто быть. Вы говорите тихо, но с чувством: "Я ЕСТЬ". Не обусловливайте это осознание, а продолжайте спокойно заявлять: "Я ЕСТЬ - Я ЕСТЬ". Просто почувствуйте, что вы безлики и бесформенны, и продолжайте делать это, пока не почувствуете, что парите.❞ - Невилл Годдард.
⟡┊"как мы попадаем в состояние?”
вы переключаете свое осознание на свое желание (желания), например: “у меня есть желаемое тело”, и вы представляете себя В этом состоянии сознания, вы бы оглядывались вокруг, смотрели в зеркало, жаловались на свое тело? нет, верно.
❝Не осуждайте себя за то состояние, в которое вы впали. Если вам это не нравится, перейдите в другое. Не жалейте себя, потому что, если вы это сделаете, вы превратите состояние в привычку и останетесь там до конца своих дней на земле. Вместо этого вы можете поверить в эту доктрину и уехать из любого штата.❞ - Невилл Годдард
⟡┊"я не хочу быть в состоянии, что мне делать?”
ты всегда в состоянии, нравится тебе это или нет!
состояние счастья
состояние грусти
состояние богатства
состояние бедности
⟡┊ "Нужно ли мне подтвердить 10 000 раз, чтобы получить свое желание (желания)?”
НЕТ, НЕТ, НЕТ! вы создаете правила, все зависит от вас.
⟡┊"Я устал утверждать, но я должен это сделать… если нет, я не получу свое желание (желания) ”
зачем… зачем вы это делаете, вы получите свои желания, даже если подтвердите один раз (зависит от ваших предположений)
ДЕТАЧМЕНТ
⟡┊"нужно ли мне отстраняться от своих проявлений, чтобы они принесли плоды?”
нет, это закон притяжения, мы здесь говорим о законе предположения.
⟡┊“Как именно я буду жить в конце концов?”
Если бы вы и ваш ИП были вместе, вы бы пытались проявить его? нет.
Если бы вы были богаты, вы бы беспокоились о деньгах? нет.
это ваша реальность, ни у кого нет свободы воли; если вы этого не хотите, вам кто-то нравится? ты им нравишься в ответ, точка, точка.
“проявление — это не колдовство, колдовство - это проявление”. - Сэмми Ингрэм
времени не существует, оно было создано человеком, если вы не верите, что оно существует.
это инструменты, вот и все. вы даете им силу, вы - причина, по которой они работают, и вы также причина, по которой они не работают.
3D = ваша физическая реальность.
4D = ваша внутренняя реальность | ваши мысли.
измените свои мысли, упорствуйте → измените свои предположения, упорствуйте → ваше желание проявляется в 3D | @starliet
3D отражает только 4D
3D податлив, поэтому вы всегда можете его изменить.
мы говорим о вашей реальности, все вращается вокруг вас, нет такого понятия, как "я не могу этого сделать", вы мастер, у вас есть сила, вам нужно пойти внутрь и найти ее. для вас нет ничего невозможного, для вас нет ничего недостижимого, вы создаете, вы разрушаете. у вас есть власть в ваших руках, почему бы не использовать ее? тебе пора осознать и принять силу, которой ты обладаешь, ты слишком силен, чтобы сидеть в постели и размышлять о своей жизни, разве мастера так делают? нет, так встань! исполняй свои желания, потому что…
в конце концов, все сводится к чему-то; ТЫ.
этот пост будет часто обновляться новой информацией, в него будут добавлены новые вещи, в зависимости от информации, которую я продолжаю находить, и о темах, о которых люди, возможно, захотят узнать, еще раз…
⤷ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰; 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝.
𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘, 𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐘; 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐀. ⊹˙
𝐋𝐄𝐓'𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓!
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SHIFTING & MANIFESTATION ⌵
⟡┊“can i manifest without shifting to another reality?
yes, it’s up to you. if you don’t want to shift, you don’t have to, no matter what your manifestation is, shifting is not necessary.
⟡┊“i’m scared of shifting while manifesting”
there’s nothing to be scared of, this is your reality, your rules.
VOID STATE ⌵
⟡┊“is the void necessary in order to manifest my desires?”
no, you don’t need the void at all, all you need is yourself.
⟡┊“how do we tap into the void?”
❝To accomplish this seemingly impossible feat you take your attention away from your problem and place it upon just being. You say silently but feelingly, "I AM." Do not condition this awareness but continue declaring quietly, "I AM - I AM." Simply feel that you are faceless and formless and continue doing so until you feel yourself floating.❞ - Neville Goddard.
STATES ⌵
⟡┊“how do we get into a state?”
you shift your awareness to your desire(s) like “i have my desired body” and you imagine yourself IN that state of consciousness, would you be looking around, checking in the mirror, complaining about your body? no, right.
❝Don't condemn yourself for the state into which you have fallen. If you don't like it, move into another. Don't feel sorry for yourself, for if you do, you will make the state a habit and remain there for the rest of your days on earth. Instead, you can believe this doctrine and move out of any state.❞ - Neville Goddard
⟡┊”i don’t want to be in a state, what do i do?”
you’re always in a state, whether you like it or not!
• state of being happy
• state of being sad
• state of being wealthy
• state of being poor
AFFIRMING ⌵
⟡┊“Do i need to affirm 10,000 times in order to get my desire(s)?”
NO, NO, NO! you create the rules, it’s all up to you.
⟡┊“I’m tired of affirming, but i have to do it… if not i won’t get my desire(s)”
then… why are you doing it, you’ll get your desires even if you affirm once (depends on your assumptions)
DETACHMENT ⌵
⟡┊“do i need to detach from my manifestations, in order for them to come into fruition?”
nope, that’s a law of attraction thing, we’re talking about the law of assumption here.
LIVING IN THE END ⌵
⟡┊“How do i exactly live in the end?”
If you and your SP were together, would you be trying to manifest him? no.
If you were rich, would you be worrying about money? no.
FREE WILL ⌵
it’s your reality, nobody has free will; unless you want them to, you like someone? they like you back point, blank, period.
WITCHCRAFT ⌵
“manifestation is not witchcraft, witchcraft is manifestation.” — Sammy Ingram
TIME ⌵
time doesn’t exist, it was created by man, unless you believe it does.
METHODS/TECHNIQUES ⌵
they’re tools, that’s it. you give power to them, you’re the reason they work, and you’re also the reason why they don’t work.
3D & 4D ⌵
3D = your physical reality.
4D = your inner reality | your thoughts.
change your thoughts, persist → change your assumptions, persist → your desire manifests in the 3D | @starliet
the 3D only reflects the 4D
the 3D is malleable, therefore you can always change it.
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YOU HAVE THE POWER! ⌵
this is your reality we’re talking about, everything revolves around you, there’s no such thing as ‘i can’t do it’ you’re the master, you have the power, you need to go within and find it. nothing is impossible for you, nothing is unreachable for you, you create, you destroy. you have the power in your hands, why not use it? it’s time for you to realize and accept the power you hold, you’re way too powerful to be sitting in bed contemplating your life, do masters do that? no, so stand up! get your desires, because…
in the end, it all comes down to something; YOU.
FINAL NOTES ⌵
this post will be updated with new information frequently, it’ll have new things added, depending on the information i keep finding, and about topics that people might want to know about, once again…
𝐈 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔,
𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆! ❦
applying the law of assumption is as easy as deciding that you’re now a version of yourself you want to be and allowing yourself to enjoy who you’re being within.
I'm a little lost so if you explain something to me that would be great. You’re the only person that i resonate with and your posts have helped me a lot, but i feel like I'm missing something. So, if i understand right, in order to manifest something we have to love it? But how do we manifest those things, which we don't care about that much or the bad circumstances? Or maybe fear is also as powerful as love? Also excuse my bad English pls🌸
ykw, i think it's best to give you an updated LOA rundown, especially since my perspective changed so much.
⠀˒ ⊹ ݁ ִ LAW OF ASSUMPTION RUNDOWN 🥂
your goal here is to switch what you're being aware of (aka your 'feeling') and allow it. you're not trying to convince your human self, you're just being conscious of being something more favorable. all it takes to change a feeling is decide (assume) what you want to change about Self that implies fulfillment (switching what goes after 'i am/have' to imply that something is complete). after you change your feeling, which is what Self truly desires, there's nothing left to do but let it be. it's a natural process. it all boils down to deciding and letting it be. you've always done this, just with things that you didn't want because you thought it was normal. remember: you are not trying to get anything. everything you want is complete and within.
consciousness is the only reality, because everything you're being aware of right now is the only thing you're able to experience within and without. the 3d is just a dead mirror of any state you're currently appropriating. when people say 'imagination creates reality', they mean that the internal 'creates' the external. whatever you imagine doesn’t “create” the 3d per say, but it always expresses, reflects, into something physical. you're never experiencing the 3d, you're just experiencing your state in physical form, one of many forms Self takes. Self (awareness & who you really are) is the root of life. your human life. you are god (awareness) living a life as a human. you can't do anything as a human to change your state, you can only decide. since you are Self, navigate life as it. allow yourself to be human, and frustrated about the 3d. let it all out, and when you're done, remind yourself of who you're being. however, you need to attend to your responsibilities in the 3d. interact, but never accept. don't let it get to you to the point where you revert Self back to what you don't want. the 3d is showing remnants of the state you've abandoned. it is a dead mirror who's existence wouldn't even exist without YOU! view it as such! nothing is ever separate because it's a domino effect of who you decide to be! Self manifests (displays) will itself in all forms. everything will be fine. this is a law, after all. it must come to pass.
when it comes to imagining (another way of placing awareness on concepts within your imagination that implies fulfillment), you should only do it out of the want to love who you're being. when you're loving who you're being, there's no more doubts, or worries, or any mental opposition. love truly transforms Self, and when you get a taste of that powerful drive, you don't want to abandon it. discipline & motivation can only take you so far. same thing applies for /unnecessary/ conscious persistence. listen, after your change in Self, you will naturally feel inclined to return to that state. because A. you can't experience anything outside of a state, and B. you love it. you will naturally allow this idea to grow and prolong itself inside you, until it eventually comes to pass. abandon the concept of limerence and instant gratification, this isn't a made up game, this is your life. your desires (feelings you want) are a part of you now, realize that. again, this is a natural thing you do every day, so stop doing unnatural things. consciously repeating isn't normal. what else are you changing when the change is already done? so, the next time you desire something, imagine it because you want to. not because you think you 'have to'. if imaginings follow in naturally, dwell in them because you enjoy it. don't overthink about how you're going to 'accept' it, acceptance is just allowing something.
there is admittedly some fear when it comes to this law. you're not scared of changing self, per say, but you're scared that the outcome won't match who you're being. never forget that Self is all there is, and you can never experience anything outside of what you've assigned to Self. take this principle seriously. imagination isn't something that's fake and if you focus on it long enough it'll come true. no! imagination is the real, internal reality. everything in the external is a duplicate of what you've experienced internally. that coffee you made? you made it internally first. that outfit you're wearing? you wore it internally first. imagination is real because it's the only thing that plays out in the 3d mirror. when it comes to this law, your focus must remain on what you're doing on the inside. everything is imaginary, everything is internal, everything is inevitable.
You want a change in Self but you fear the outcome. Instead, know that the outcome (expression) will always align with your nature (I AMness). So when you start to feel successful tonight, success will start to grow in your world for it is growing within you. — Edward Art
the outer world changing is not your concern, your only concern is changing Self. if Self is everything I AM and HAVE, are you being who you want to be right now? you don't get what you want, you get what you are. make Self something you want to be the feeling of wish fulfilled is just being aware that this new feeling you've adapted is who you are right now. you're not manifesting, you're being. you're being a version of Self you've chosen and that is what expresses inside and outside of you. manifestation is just a cherry on top! you just feel so good about yourself that when the external expression happens, you're just like "oh, something i'm aware of appeared, cool :D"
literally all you have to do is decide and let that decision exist within your awareness. since you've already given your Self what you truly wanted (feeling), there's nothing else to do but move on. and enjoy the occasional imaginings that appears along with new your state. now, you might feel some discomfort when you assume at first, which is normal. it's not the idea of it that make you uncomfortable, but it's so in your face and intimate to the point where you're like '...does anyone else see this?'. but it's okay! circle back to neville's analogy with a new suit, it'll feel weird at first, but the more you wear it, the more natural it'll feel. the more you allow yourself to go back to your state and indulge in the imaginings that arises from it, the more natural it'll feel.
💭 in conclusion: what's the whole point of loa?
it's about being who you want to be and allowing yourself to experience that within. you don't get things. you can only feel yourself to be a concept of yourself. you do this by deciding to switch Self, and just enjoy whatever concepts you've imagined naturally arises. after that, you can just continue being. you just let it be. time doesn't matter, circumstances don't matter, the only thing that matters is what you're allowing yourself to be. so, are you trying to be something or trying to get something? hopefully, it's the former.
hope this helped :D