It Is So Hard Being In A Fandom Space Full Of Adults Cause Then I Feel Like I Don’t Fit In. I Love

i don’t know what is up with 80s teenage anime males getting sexualized but it is unhealthy and worrying. I say this because both shotaro kaneda’s (akira and the other anime i can’t remember the name of so sorry) have been victims for shotacons and it makes me want to puke. mind you the first kaneda is fifteen the second one is TWELVE. i don’t want to hear any excuses if you’re sexualizing a child whether it is animated or something else you’re fucking weird.

you know i started the devil may cry anime and saw how flamed it got. To be completely honest it is not that bad but it shouldn’t be your basis to devil may cry. Watch some gameplays and read the manga or watch the old anime—hell just watch a youtube video summarizing the plot.

Twitter is a scary place because if you even UTTER that the dmc new anime was good you’ll get hit with a death threat. HELLO???? For me getting into dmc it was okay but now i know to watch gameplays to get into peak. But some of these chronic, stinky. fucked up, intolerant, GREASY so called ‘fans’ cant accept the fact.

Yes, i know from like twitter that the anime is bad, mischaracterizing and all. Okay! So now we believe this is a different universe and instead we are now going to focus into the ACTUAL LORE. NOT WANTING TO DOXX PEOPLE

This whole shit pisses me off cause i found out (again on twt, probably not a good place for me but oh whatever) that Adi (the guy who created the show, not franchise) was a [REDACTED] supporter. (america guy) GIVE ME A BREAK, NOT ONLY AM I TAKING LADY’S USAGE OF CURSE WORDS LIKE SHE IS A MIDDLE SCHOOLER UP THE ASS—BUT I HAVE TO WATCH A SHOW WITH THAT TYPE OF CREATOR???????

All things asides i can enjoy the anime well, the thing is it’s that the creator fucked it. I feel so bad for any animators or voice actors who contributed to this not thinking how badly the creator fucked it up💔

leo rants out

i have a friend that survived an attempt and ever since my whole family started to always shove into my face how i should help him.

“he should start praying to God!!” “he should do ____ it will help!” “would you tell him ___?”

can they all shut the fuck up?

he’s one of the strongest person i know, i shouldn’t and nobody should feel pity for him. He stands strong today, and i feel proud. if i get one more pity full response from family members one more time i’ll crash out on them

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

Why do such influential animes have such tiny fandoms? There's like 15 Akira fans, and almost all of them are 40.

sometimes i try to be nice but there are devils inside my head saying “speak the fuck up”

the two devils are you guessed it Kaneda Shotaro and Sakuragi Hanamichi

finding akira fans near my age is like finding gold in the middle of a forest

i feel anyone that watched akira also is a fan of godzilla and i feel i’m missing out

hate when people dumb or nutshell characters

yes this might be about shotaro kaneda.

like he’s not your “freaky bad boy hero protagonist” he’s so much more than that. I want to study his character and mannerisms. Hell, i would personally cave dive into the movie or manga just to see more about him and understand his actions. In a way he reminds me of myself, but that’s just projecting myself into him.

he’s grown up streetwise, and never educated. Not as in “oh he doesn’t know how to read” of course he knows it’s just that i mean more topics. What if he never learned of being SA’d, manipulations or something like that and he’s lived that way since ever? what if he never learned about healthy relationships or the difference between platonic or romantic that then caused him to wonder his internal relationships with others (Tetsuo, Kai, etc.)

i might add more to this but this is all that i can think of. If there’s anyone that met him or studied him like crazy PLEASE do share, i really would love to get to know him even if he’s never heard about me.

you know? a buzzcut doesn’t sound bad

problem? i’m a teenage ftm with a transphobic family