I feel defeated... I have filled out job applications, did the follow up calls, did a spell jar for a little boost, and even filled out another job application.
Then to make matters worse, I thought I was still in good graces with most of my coworkers. We live in a medium sized community but I have no problem helping my friends out. Basically long story short, the store wasn't able to open on time because the opener didn't show up. The cops were called to the store for a welfare check by a concerned customer. She was genuinely worried that something was wrong.I was then called because the opener wasn't responding and we are neighbors. That didn't go well, and the opener proceeds to angry text the store manager, says she's mad at me, and that I am getting favoritism, and since i don't work there anymore don't send me over.
Then, our merchandise manager arrives, and takes over the angry texting, and shuts it all down. Because with the store not opening on time the manager could have been fired, and they both told me that it's not my fault, and that I shouldn't feel obligated to help people with rides anymore.
I don't feel like a ray of sunshine right now.
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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.
marylander trying to describe a tornado: imagine a crab cake
"It is as I will it. "
"As I speak it so it is. "
"This I command."
This is by my power."
"This I manifest."
"By me and the powers that be."
"Because I fucking said so."
(Feel free to add some of your own.)
Honey bee stimboard
What is your favorite part of your day?
Oh, hmm, anytime I can spend journaling. Depending how the day is scheduled determines when journaling time is, but as long as I have some time to do work on my writing journal or my bullet journal that's my favorite part of my day. That and cooking. Those are tied with being my favorite.