Chat, If He Doesn’t Text Me This Weekend Do I Just Give Up?

they look like a gang of 4th graders rolling up on you to trade yugioh cards

You know what is a humbling experience? It being so cold that when you go out for your smoke the damn thing has to be relit every individual hit. Just so fucking brick out that it physically won’t stay lit. And I’m still out here trying. Still relighting. Metaphorical finger raised to the wind that’s cold enough to kill a person as I flick the clipper.

the worst is wanting to create and create and create but being trapped in a body that is so so so so tired

This is how MHA got me. Like come on man I’ve never been cool but now I have zero hope. And when I open the mystery character packs it’s like fucking cocaine if I get something good. Pupils dilated, heart rate elevates, I’m literally high out of my fucking mind on serotonin. It’s a $5 plastic toy that looks cheap as hell. To be it’s free drugs.

it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

“Time is the one currency you can’t get back.”

— Mark Travis Rivera

*sniffs

Smells like situationship in here

I’m collecting a list of songs surrounding the age 23 so far I have the following:

1. 23- Chase Atlantic

2. Chateau- Blackbear

3. What’s my age again?- Blink182

Never let it be misunderstood the strength of medication side effects. Holy fuck.

- strawberries and cigarettes by Troy Sivon

I am starting a thread of songs I want people to make edits to. TikTok, YouTube, I don’t care if you send it to me through the mail on a dvd, if it has these songs to two (or more) queer fuckers I’ll watch it. Thank you.

-poltergeist by Blackbear featuring Baywatch

I finished putting together the Irish-American heritage month display and Jesus CHRIST there are so few books about Ireland in our collection?? Once more, I must say: