Day 5 - first day back together
Apparently Miles is a JJK fan (in the comics)
If you put these two in a room together I think the result would be adorable đ„ș
18+ content, Minors do NOT interact
Pairing: Modern AU Kakashi x F!Reader
Summery: Divorce lawyer Kakashi is astonished by the gorgeous driven woman who enters his office one day and slowly spirals till she's divorced and he can finally take his turn in claiming her
Warnings: NSFW but pretty tame for my page
Word Count. 3.6k
Author's Note: This is an old request from @decayedbong. Some parts of this are loosely based on my actual divorce. I'll let you guess which ones.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who was in his office one day when he heard a faint knock and a little âhmm hmm.â Ignoring you, he looks to the window of his office to see if his assistant is at her desk. With dejection at her absence, he shifts his gaze to you only to find his pupils dilating with hunger.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, whose gaze rakes over your figure standing tall in sleek business attire. Your shirt, a royal blue satin tee with sleeves just above the elbow and a cowl neckline. Your bottoms, a pair of black leather dress slacks, high-waisted with the shirt tucked in, fitted around your plump backside and tapered out from your thighs to your ankles. To complete the alluring look, your hair is gathered in a loose bun high on your head, and pointed black leather kitten heels adorn your feet, keeping you petite but elegant all the same. Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who, after a moment of staring, realizes youâre blushing and looking off to the side, unaccustomed to the attention of a man as high status as himself. Quickly, he closes his mouth, which fell agape, and clears his throat, bringing your eyes back to him. After motioning for you to sit down in front of him, you gladly sit in the cushioned chair, nervous in spite of your powerhouse clothes.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who wonders how big of an idiot your husband must be to screw up a relationship with someone like you. Once you begin to explain your situation, his mind goes from wonder to anger. The idiot in question is an unemployed man-child who treats you with disrespect and makes you pay all the bills on top of all the household responsibilities. When you begin to cry, realizing how far gone the relationshipâs gotten, you feel ashamed that you put yourself in your current situation.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who reaches across the desk and takes your hand. âHey, donât beat yourself up. I see this every day; you just bet on the wrong horse is all.â Gulping back your tears, you nod your head. The remaining droplets that line your lower lash accentuate the depth of your eyes. Kakashi finds himself getting lost in them before he blinks back to reality and proclaims. âIâll take the case.â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, spends the rest of the day thinking about you. Youâre sweet and small, but something about you seems big. Kakashi gets the sense that you are actually some corporate hotshot who has climbed the ladder and is only a few promotions away from her goals. He fantasizes about breaking you in, but deep down, heâs certain at home you trade your blazer for an apron and he wants that more than anything. His logic knows that behind closed doors you become the perfect meek little housewife of a manâs dreams, and though he wants it, after hearing your story today, he wants to show you what itâs like to be taken care of for a change. Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who follows up with you a few days later, asking for an evaluation of your assets and ready to draft an initial copy of your divorce agreement. You hesitate to answer, embarrassed that you donât have time for an office visit. Eventually, you gather the courage to tell him you wonât be able to because of work, but instead, he offers to meet you wherever you are.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who, upon his arrival in your office, seems to cause quite a stir. Many women gawk at him as he trails through the building, winding around till he finds your cubicle. You stand to greet him, shaking his hand and pulling out the spare chair in your surprisingly spacious section of the bull pen. Today, youâre wearing a low-cut wrap dress with stilettos and a blazer. You sport the same loose bun at the crown of your head, and your diamond earrings lay hidden amongst the face-framing strands of hair.Â
After properly assessing you, Kakashiâs eyes glance around the cubicle, noting your Bachelor's degree and two empty frames next to it. âWhat are those for?â He asks.
âOh, itâs a bit silly but those are for the degrees Iâm working on now. I have the empty frames as motivation.âÂ
Kakashi lifts his brow. âDegrees? As in plural?â
âYes, Iâm double majoring right now. I want to move up, so Iâm going to school while I work.â
âYou mean on top of everything you told me the other day, youâre also going to school to complete two masterâs degrees.â
Your polite nod wins over Kakashiâs heart. The humility in your admission, coupled with how normal you make it seem, are precious to him. He wants to defend you now more than before.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who shows you how to evaluate your assets and walks you through the alimony process. Though you have been supporting your spouse for five years, since being unemployed was his choice and not something your marriage necessitated, he did not have grounds to claim any continuing financial support. This is further solidified by the fact that the reason you lived in your current city was to move for a career opportunity for him, which he then quit after two days. A fact that dropped Kakashi's jaw.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who showed you how unwise your husbands attempts at your finances are and promises the defense will be easy.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who is interrupted every few minutes by staff members looking for your help. Heâs quick to realize youâve turned yourself into a valuable asset for your company, watching in awe as you show your peers and even upper-level managers how to find loopholes that aid customers and advocate for the firmâs clientele. From what he can see, youâre not just good at what you do, youâre great. Astonishing and beautiful, youâre husband truly has no clue what he messed up.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who has a hard time thinking about anything other than you. Determined to see you more, he makes up lame excuses to further consult with you in person, claiming he needs to see the house to get it valuated, asking to meet for coffee so you can sign various addendums that donât even apply to your case, and doing âwellness checksâ to document emotional distress caused by the negligent behavior of your soon-to-be ex.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who is so sweet to you. He texts you each night to make sure youâre okay now that your ex has finally moved out. He makes himself busy, installing security cameras at your doors, dropping off take-out when he knows you have school projects, and over all being there for you. You tell him you donât know how youâll pay him back for all these billable hours, but he assures you not to worry about it.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who grows protective of you leading up to the day of your court hearing. He comes to the courthouse with a coffee and a smile, reassuring you that today will go smoothly. You welcome both, feeling nervous. âWhy did you dress down?â He inquires, noticing your simple khaki slacks with pointed flats and a cream body suit to match.
âI didnât want him to think I dressed to impress him. Iâm just here to get this over with. Thatâs all.â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, looks at you with adoration. You are too precious to let down. He swears heâs going to give you what you deserve, in the courtroom and in the bedroom. You just donât know it yet.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who catches your worried face. As you enter the courtroom, you notice your husband hasnât arrived yet. Your pupils dilate, wondering if he is going to show, and if not, does this mean heâs going to drag out the divorce process? Your mind reels but heâs probably just running late like he always is.Â
Then, from the hall of the usually silent building, you hear loud yelling and recognize the shouts of your mother-in-law. You wince in embarrassment, knowing this isnât the time and place for their constant crescendo. Based on the faces of the officers of the court, they find the acoustic entry to be distasteful, too.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who chuckles and leans in to whisper, âDid he really bring his mommy?â into your ear, forcing you to hide a giggle. As Kakashi straightens up, his mismatched eyes catch those of your husbandâs. He assesses the man, searching for any redeeming quality that would justify your marriage to him. Scrutinizing over every detail, he gloats. Heâs going to enjoy dismantling your exâs arguments and afterwards, heâs going to enjoy claiming you as his own.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who argues on your behalf and wipes the floor with your now ex-husband. Everything that you earned stays with you and not a penny will fall into your exâs hands. When the final agreement is signed, you hug your silver-haired superhero while he smirks in your exâs direction. Your now ex-mother-in-law glares at the pair of you while you leave the room with Kakashiâs hand casually on your hip, protecting you from the dangerous look in her eyes.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who calls your name, giving you pause as you turn your head to gaze up at him, âYes?â
âIâd like to take you out for dinner this evening.â
âOh I canât accept that, youâve done so much for me already.â
âI insist.â
Realization strikes you, your lips parting as you ask the question, âKakashi, are you asking me on a date?â
âYes.â
You stammer, amazed that someone like him would be interested in someone like you. âAre you sure youâre asking the right girl?â
Kakashi laughs and pulls you close, one arm encircling your waist, right outside the courtroom and in front of your now ex husband whoâs watching the pair of you in horror.Â
âMaybe youâre not as smart as I thought.â he jests, bringing his face dangerously close to yours.Â
âI most definitely am not.â you quip back.
âWell I donât care. Youâre perfect and I want to wine and dine you till youâre mine.â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, whose eyes you gaze up into with pupils blown wide. You can fully feel the heat of your exâs stare as you gather your wits to agree to be courted like a proper lady by the most gorgeous and successful man youâve ever met. The âyesâ barely makes it past your lips before heâs kissing you with every drop of passion heâs been holding at bay these past two months.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who you gently pull away from, not wanting to provoke a scene in public. âPlease Kakashi, letâs save the celebration for later.â
âI knew she was a whore.â your former mother in law yells. You already know how she told your neighbors all sorts of insane things, making them uncomfortable and causing them to âwarn youâ about her, but you never really cared what she thought. You always had a poor relationship with your exâs family anyway. Whatâs one more word of hate?
But thisâŠthis thing with Kakashi feels different. It feels meaningful and real. You donât know where itâs going but you want to find out. If that makes you a whore, so be it.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who whisks you away and walks you to your car, instructing you on the dress code of the restaurant for the evening. He loves seeing you all dolled up so he intentionally is taking you to a place designed for people in a whole other tax bracket.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who impresses you with your dining arrangements. He provides you with meaningful conversation, lets you choose your own meal, and is polite to the wait staff. He checks all the boxes and then checks some more when his goofy side begins to shine. Subtle jokes and sarcasm lay hidden as he speaks. He talks about the kids he helps at the Boys and Girls Club and you feel your heart is set ablaze. You want him. Not just for a night but for a future. You were robbed of a marriage, a family, and a future by your ex-husband's childish behavior, but with Kakashi, heâs a man. A man who can provide you with a real marriage, a family, and a future.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who watches you poke your food as your mind reels. He reaches out to cover your hand with his, stopping your thoughts and bringing your attention to his soft features. âWhat is it?â
âI-â you look down and swallow, âI just got out of a serious relationship. Before I enter another one, I need to know, are you looking for a future with me or is this just for fun?â
âCan it be both? I hear serious relationships are very boring. Iâd rather enjoy being around my future wife.â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who you look at with stunned eyes. âYou really feel that way?â
âSince the day I met you. I canât believe how hard your ex fumbled you. If you will be mine, Iâll treat you like gold the rest of our lives." he proclaims. "Every day I see men mess up relationships. I watch as their tired and broken wives explain their life stories to me. I know what women want is someone who cares about the chores, the children, the mental load, and treats them with general kindness. Those are the things I want to do for you.âÂ
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, has you speechless. You stare at him, expression adorably blank and reminiscent of a deer caught in headlights.
âSo will you let me try to be those things for you?â
Slowly, you nod, accepting his offer. âYes, Iâll let you try.â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who orders food for delivery and pays for the bill immediately.Â
âWhat are you doing?â
âNot wasting a second. We can eat after.â
âAfter?! After what?â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who drops $200 on the table, instructing the waiter to keep the change before he grabs you by the waist and escorts you out of the restaurant hurriedly. He guides you to a high-end car and moves to open the door but first pushes you up against it, kissing you like you are a popsicle that could melt away from him at any second. His teeth nip at your lips, biting them and pulling them, turning them red. Then he lunges back in, sweeping his tongue past your teeth and into your cavern, allowing it to dance with yours.Â
His hands covetously grab each side of your face and pull you into him, pinning you in place between the car and his body.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who grinds into you in the parking lot of the most expensive restaurant in town. Heâs barely able to contain himself, debating hiking up your skirt and claiming you right here in public or giving you the dignity of taking you home first. He decides on the gentlemanly thing even though the dog in him is screaming in protest.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who whispers between kisses, asking permission to take you back to his place. âOf course.â you breathe, wondering why the question needed to be asked but happy that he cared.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who grips your hand as he speeds home, occasionally guiding it over to his bulge, using your hand to palm himself. Your body tenses up every time you feel the hardness that lies beneath, still in awe that this is truly happening.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who pulls into his garage and jogs around to your side of the car, opening the door and pulling you up into his arms. He kisses you tenderly, meaning to guide you into his home, but your little moans drive him haywire with lust. âCanât- control myself- around- you.â he grunts out between kisses while his hands wander around your silhouette.Â
Your delicate voice rings out in agreement, letting your hands slip down to his pants to tug open the buttons. His hands slide to your behind, circling and massaging the tissue.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who goes feral at the sounds of your arousal. He bucks up into you as you tug down his slacks and let his hands glide to the bottom of your skirt, tugging up the hem to run his fingers along the seam of your drenched center.
âI knew youâd be wet fâmeâ his lust-drunk voice chimes, slipping your thong to the side and sinking a finger into your warmth.Â
You immediately gasp, clenching around the singular digit while he works to wet your entire entrance, lubing you up for the aching appendage waiting to dive into your drooling hole.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, whose fingers jut in and out, making you squirm as your hand tugs along his length, anxious to have him the way he intends to have you.Â
He kicks off his pants, leaving them behind when he grabs the backs of your thighs and wraps them around his waist, pinning his rod between your heat and his abdomen. Folds thirsting to have it penetrating rather than resting, you clench, pulsing against what you want most.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who groans into your mouth as he carries you inside the home, intending to take you upstairs, but the temptation is too strong, and instead, he lays you on the kitchen island.Â
âSorry baby, I canât wait any longer.â He whispers into your hair before rubbing his shaft against your center and slipping in.Â
Youâre drenched, something you havenât experienced in five years. But with Kakashi, he pulls out every drop of desire thatâs been waiting to come alive since you made the decision to divorce.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who begins to thrust into you, shifting your body back and forth on the cool granite countertop. Every nerve ending is extra sensitive, fully aware of the pleasure rocking you both. Your breathing turns to pants quickly, your climax hitting you far too soon, but itâs been so long since youâve done this, let alone enjoyed this, that the smallest amount of intimacy has you reeling.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who fucks you through your first of many orgasms that night, bending you in several new positions, and experimenting with you in the kitchen, on the couch, on the stairs and eventually in the bed. You find yourself a sweaty mess by the time heâs almost finished with you, but you keep going anyway, determined for this experience to never end.
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who sees your strength is waning, so he decides to play a little harder. He bends you back over onto your knees and aggressively pumps into you. Crying out in pleasure, he grabs your elbows, pulling back till your spine bows into a sinful arch, deepening his reach. You feel overwhelmed and exhausted, too tired to take any control. With another spasm around his solid member, he pushes your head down into the mattress and continues his bruising pace. Your insides twist in agonizing pleasure, and your hoarse voice husks out one last scream before his balls tighten with the front of his thighs clench. He flips you onto your back to empty his seed on your belly, grunting as he does.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who grabs a towel and wipes off your skin before heating up the shower so both of you can rinse off with masculine, sudsy body wash. He looks so brilliant with wet, rippling muscles, coated in bubbles. You fall into his chest, still trying to realize this is reality.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who quickly rinses off hearing a ring at the door and returns to the bathroom with a takeout bag filled with the food you shouldâve eaten at the restaurant. You rinse yourself too and twist your hair into a clip, covering your body in one of his baggy shirts. Both of you pad to the kitchen, grabbing plates and forks to dine on some of the most delicious food youâve ever tasted.Â
Your divorce lawyer, Kakashi, who pledges to treat you this way every day as long as youâll have him, waiting anxiously for you to finally grace him with his favorite three letter wordâŠâyesâ
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I love my boy. I know for sure that he is everyone's favourite<33
midoriya-sensei!
MEGUMI FUSHIGURO
Fushiguro, your enemy, had one palm slapped against your mouth to mute your moans, his other arm wrapped around your waist to thrust himself into your slick heat. Those stormy eyes of his focus on your features, eyes heavy-lidded and blissed out, lost in the feeling of your pussy. âBe. Fucking. Quiet,â he harshly ruts his hips into yours, teeth gritted into a permanent snarl. âIf someone comes in and hears you-weâre both dead.â
Wrapping your arms tighter around his neck, he lets out a trembled breath as your moans grow higher and higher in pitch. âFuck-â he curses beneath his breath, drinking in the sight of your tits bouncing up and down with each rock from him. He leans and sucks one into his mouth, eyes rolling back at the plushy flesh he grew to become obsessed with. You were disheveled, ponytail falling to the side, cheeks and nose red as crimson.
âMeg-â you keen, nails scratching down his blazer clad chest. âPlease, deeper. Need it deeper.â You plead, earning a growl from him before he angles himself quickens his pace, beginning to hit that one spongey spot that makes you crumble apart. You let out a scream, resulting in him to swallow your moans, as your orgasm grows nearer and nearer.
His hand clasps around your throat, âWhat did I say about being fucking quiet?â He snaps as he pierced his eyes into your hooded ones-his mouth hanging open while he split you open on top of him. God, you loved this sight. His dominating his eyes, raspy groans falling from his lips, which were leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck. âCâmon baby-cum all over my cock. Hurry up before they notice weâre gone.â
And suddenly youâre contracting sporadically around him, shouting and crying against his hand, as Megumi fucked you through your release. âSo tight-fuck-â he grunts and pushes you down onto his cock, holding you so that you didnât fall during your high. âJust like that-yeah.â
Once you come down, he pulls out, head falling between your breast as his hot cum spurts all over your stomach. âNext time,â he mutters, face still buried in your bare breasts. âDonât wear that shirt if you donât want to get fucked.â
You giggle as he smirks, looking up at you. âIâll make sure to wear it every chance I get then.â
me when a bad bitch tells me to do something
ViolinProdigy!Megumi has my heart. w/c - 600 (Reposted from my old blog which I don't have access to anymore (thanks Tumblr), if you liked it reblogs or likes would be appreciated to get me back on track since I've lost all my followers and half my work :(
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âYouâre biting your nails again, Fushiguro.â
âWhat?â He takes a split second to register your words before letting the hand near his mouth dig back into his pocket, âUh, sorry.â
âI like seeing you nervous,â you admit, barely audible beneath the wave of applause coming from the auditorium.
He sighs at the noise, placing a long finger near his ear, waiting for you to repeat yourself.
âI said âGood luck with your performanceâ!â You smile bashfully, nudging at the door where the stage manager waves frantically at Megumi.
He nods at the man, kneeling down to run gentle fingers on the clasps of the violin case to undo them, taking out the instrument before following the stage manager out of the waiting area.
Even though you have a seat reserved in one of the spaces prearranged for friends and family, you watch him through the crack of the stage door, listening to the other soloists groan as soon as Megumi swings his bow onto the strings.
"It's precise," a light-haired boy says, resting his arms on his own violin case, "but emotionless."
You feel your face grow red; the perfect sounds tickling your ears are nothing but pure feeling.
"Quiet, Naoya." An older man beside him chides, tugging at his thick English-style mustache. "If you listen, you might understand why your ass fits so well in the second place."
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Megumi's quiet all the way to the train station. He finds a seat on a bench in a secluded corner, scooting to the side to make room for you.
"First place again, huh, Fushiguro?" You elbow him, trying to interrupt his pensive state.
He only utters a small Mh-hmm, watching another full train depart from the platform, clutching at the violin case resting on his leg.
"You should be happy, Megumi."
"It wasn't perfect," he mutters.
"It was perfect, you should have heard Nayoa's whines as soon as you started playing!" you beam, hoping it would improve his mood, but he just stares off into the space between the bench and the platform.
The train ride felt long, and his legs grew weary of standing pressed against a crowd of people - but despite living a far way from where your station was, Megumi stepped out together with you, like he always did, just to walk you home.
"Why did you say you liked seeing me nervous?" He finally utters when you cross the bridge exiting the station.
"I thought you didn't hear that," you mumble, trying to swallow to relieve the dryness forming in your throat, "I guess it just makes you look more, uh - human?"
"You're saying I don't look human?" He furrows his brows, coming to a halt behind you.
"I don't mean it like that," you turn to face him, watching his features under the yellow light of the street lamp, "You just look so rigid all the time that I -," you lift your arm to press two fingers to the bridge of his nose, smoothing out the wrinkles formed there by his expression, "I like to be reminded that you have feelings, too."
"I have feelings, y'know." He says, a blush creeping on his cheeks.
"I know, I just said you do!"
You walk the rest of the way home in silence, secretly scolding yourself for saying something so brazen. You smile at him when you reach your doorstep, delivering a quick 'See you tomorrow' before stepping inside.
Megumi takes the long route to his house, repeating the same phrase over and over; "I have feelings for you (Name)," he utters silently into the air, "Just tell her dumbass, it isn't that hard."
SATORU AS LEON AND SUGURU AS ADAAA??????
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art credit to: @ruu_sugu â-> twitter
operation: get over your childhood crush! â gojo satoru
synopsis. in an attempt to move on from your childhood best friendâwho definitely doesnât see you the way you wantâyou hatch a series of plans to help you get over him. it doesn't go as planned.
contents. hurt/comfort, fluff, nerd!gojo, college au, childhood friends to lovers, mutual pining, unreliable narrator, miscommunication, insecurity, dorky references bc u make him go dumb and digimon inaccuracies probably
notes. i did not proofread this monster!! enjoy :P
The hum of the air conditioning fills the room as night settles in, the light from Satoruâs bedside lamp casting a soft glow over his mess of a room. Youâre both sprawled out across his bed, limbs entangled like itâs the most normal thing in the world. Because, for the two of you, it is.
Satoruâs Nintendo Switch is balanced on his stomach, hands lazily tapping away as his little Digimon charges into battle on screen. Youâre curled into his side, one leg hooked around his and a blanket thrown haphazardly across you both. The half-abandoned textbooks sit at the edge of the mattress, tragically ignored. Another study session: failed. Not that Satoru needed it. He passed everything with flying colors. It was more of an excuse for you to come over.
âYour room still smells like that cheap vanilla air freshener,â you mumble, nose scrunching.
âThatâs because you bought it,â he replies without looking up, thumb expertly guiding his character through an attack.
âBecause your room would end up stinking with sweat and whatever freaky stuff you do in here.â
âHey!â He whines. âI shower everyday and you know it. The stink is all you. Have you ever sniffed yourself, princess?â
You swat at his stomach, and he lets out a dramatic grunt. âRude. I brought that candle to add ambiance.â
âAh yes,â he deadpans, ânothing like artificial sugar scent.ââ
You snort, settling your head back down on his shoulder, the fabric of his hoodie soft beneath your cheek. Thereâs a long pause before you say, âYou know, if we fail our exams, Iâm blaming your Digimon addiction.â
He grins. âIâm raising digital warriors, thank you very much. And Iâve never failed an exam, donât wound me now!â
âThey look like mutant toddlers with attitude problems.â
He gasps, clutching his heart. âTheyâre champions, you monster.â
You laugh, letting the sound dissolve into something quieter as your fingers absentmindedly trace a pattern into the blanket. His hand rests near yours. Not holding it. Not not holding it.
His glasses are tilted again. Of course.
You reach up and straighten them with a sigh. âHonestly, youâd be lost without me.â
âNot true.â He says it reflexively, then pauses. His voice softens. âOkay, maybe. Iâd probably just let them slide down until I walked into a wall.â
You smile faintly. âAnd thereâd be no one there to patch you up.â
âTragic,â he agrees. âWould bleed out on the floor, probably.â
âYouâre so dramatic.â
âYouâre so bossy,â he counters, shooting you a sideways look.Â
âAdmit it,â he says, voice full of faux-smugness, âyouâd miss me if I died tragically and left you all alone.â
You hesitate for a second too long before mumbling, âDonât joke about that.â
Itâs quiet. The game music loops in the background as his Digimon wins the battle with a triumphant fanfare.
He doesnât say anything.
You suddenly feel too warm under the blanket. The joke had been harmless, stupid even.
But something inside you twists, the same something thatâs been unraveling lately every time he mentions another girl.
Another type. Thatâs not you.
âYou know,â you say slowly, eyes peeling from the screen to his phone, which lights up with a notification, revealing one of his favorite gravure modelâs latest issues as its wallpaper. âYou could probably date any girl you wanted. Why do you partake in freak stuff like this? Itâs anti-girl repellent.â
He makes a noncommittal sound. âDoubt it.â
âI donât. Youâve got that whole genius-who-doesnât-realize-heâs-hot thing going on.â
He glances at you, skeptical. âIs that⊠a thing?â
âIt is. Annoying, but effective. Girls love it.â
He hums, clearly amused, cheeks slightly flushed. âWell, good to know I have options.â
You try to laugh, but it catches in your throat.
You shouldnât ask. You really shouldnât.
But youâre lying in his bed. Wrapped up in him like you belong here. And some part of you aches to know the answer.
So you pretend itâs a joke. You tilt your head against his shoulder, voice airy, teasing. âHey, be honestâdo you think Iâm cute?â
He goes still.
His hand tightens slightly on the Switch. You think youâve pushed too far, so you try to backpedal before he can respond.
âNot like⊠like that,â you say quickly. âI just meant, like, in general. Compared to those girls youâre into. Say, Waka Inoue. You know, long legs, shiny hair, cute face?â
His jaw tightens.
Youâre still trying to play it off. âI mean, Iâm not fishing for compliments. I justâwas wondering. Curiosity. Science.â
He finally turns to look at you.
His gaze lingers. And for the first time all night, heâs not smiling.
You feel your breath stutter in your throat underneath his gaze.
Then he shrugs.
ââŠNah.â
It slices through the air with quiet finality.
Your heart drops. You donât let it show. Not fully. But it must flicker in your face, because he quickly looks away.
You laugh. It sounds forced.
âYeah, thatâs fair. I mean, I wasnât expecting a yes or anything.â
Heâs silent.
You shift away from him slightly, giving him space. âI should head home soon. We didnât really get any studying done, anyway.â
âItâs late. Why donât you stay the night?â
Usually, youâd accept his offer with a smile, but you really wanted to go home and wallow in your own self pity.
âItâs fine, I have something to do anyway,â the lie slips out of your mouth easily as you begin to pack your things.
And you miss the way he watches youâguilt in his eyes, frustration on his tongue.Â
You knew it was time. Ten years of hopeless, fruitless pining had done enough damage to your heart.
It had started the day your parents moved next door. Satoru had been the loud, obnoxious, too-pretty-for-his-own-good boy on the playground who shoved candy in your hand and asked if you wanted to be friends.
Youâd been doomed since day one.
And to make things worse, youâd both gotten into Japanâs most competitive universityâtogether. Same neighborhood. Same school. Same train route. You werenât just stuck with him. You were haunted.
But you were young. And hot. And allegedly in your prime. You couldnât keep orbiting around a guy who still thought microwave gyoza was a food group and used your shampoo because it âsmelled like you, so why not?â
You were sipping coffee with your two closest friends, and todayâs topic wasâunfortunatelyâyour love life.
âHonestly, I canât believe youâve been stuck on Gojo for this long,â Utahime said, disgusted, as she stirred her latte like it personally offended her. âYou could do so much better.â
âIt was kind of cute in high school,â Shoko added âbut now itâs just sad.â
You sighed, blowing on your drink. âI know, okay? Itâs not like I havenât tried. But heâs literally the only guy Iâve ever been close to. I donât even talk to guys besides him.â
âThatâs because heâs been gatekeeping you since the two of you met,â Utahime said flatly. âI swear, every time someone so much as glanced at you, he pulled that overprotective act.â
You wrinkled your nose. âThat doesnât sound like âToruâŠâ
Shoko and Utahime exchanged a look. One of those knowing glances.
Utahime cleared her throat. âIt doesnât matter! What matters is you are hot. Youâve got the face, the body, the grades, the personality. You just need the confidence.â
You peeked up at her, unsure. âYou really think so?â
Utahime leaned forward, smirking like sheâd just won a war. âI know so. And thatâs why Iâve come up with a plan.â
You narrowed your eyes. âA plan?â
She slammed her hands down on the table, eyes alight. âOperation: Get Over Gojo Satoru.â
You blinked. âThatâs⊠a long title.â
Shoko blew a slow stream of smoke. âItâs either this or pine until you die and haunt him as a love-sick ghost.â
You stared into your cup, sighing. âFine. Iâm in. Whatâs step one?â
Utahime grinned.
âWhatcha doing?âÂ
Gojoâs voice drifts lazily over your shoulder, followed by the soft rustle of his hoodie as he leans in. Heâs far too close, obnoxiously so, his breath tickling your ear and his chin was nearly resting on your shoulder.
You donât even glance up. âStudying.â
The two of you are supposed to be studyingâ finals loom overhead like a guillotine, but as usual, very little academic progress has been made. Mostly because your study partner is a six-foot-something genius who insists on sitting sideways in the booth, long legs tangled in yours under the table like itâs second nature.
He hums, skeptical. âLiar.â
You hum noncommittally, thumbing through the dating app Utahime suggested with vague disinterest. The guys blur together: not tall enough, too cocky, too bland, too not Satoru. One makes a joke suspiciously close to a Gojo classic, and you immediately hit unmatch with a scowl.
âWait,â Satoru says slowly. âAre you on a dating app?!â He practically yells the last part. Half the cafe turns to glare at the source of the disruption.
You hiss under your breath, mortified, swatting at him. âKeep your voice down, idiot!â
His eyes widen dramatically, hands thrown up like youâve stabbed him. âI leave you alone for two minutes and youâre already planning a life with someone named âKeita, aspiring DJ and spiritual healerâ? Iâm wounded.â
âYou werenât supposed to read that far.â
âIâm a speed-reader,â he says with a smug grin. âItâs part of the whole âgeniusâ thing.â
Before you can argue, he snatches your phone with a level of ease that tells you this isnât the first time heâs done something like this. He grins like heâs won a prize.
âSatoru!â
âRelax, Iâm not texting anyone,â he says, fingers flying across the screen. âJust⊠optimizing.â
Your heart drops. âWhat are you typing?â
âNothing~â
You make a grab for your phone, but he effortlessly leans back, holding it above his head with those ridiculously long limbs. You glare at him from across the table, arm outstretched like a furious cat trying to swat at the moon.
âGive it back!â
âPatience.â
âGojo Satoruââ
âOkay, okay!â he relents with a dramatic sigh, finally placing your phone face-down on the table like heâs done you a huge favor.
You snatch it up immediately, eyes scanning for damage. No weird messages. No unsolicited likes. No new matches.
ââŠWhat did you do?â
âI didnât message anyone,â he assures, too innocent to be trusted. âIâm not that cruel.â
You narrow your eyes, suspicious.
âBut,â he adds with a grin, âI didnât know you were dating.â
âIâm not,â you mutter, clicking your phone off. âJust⊠considering it. Trying. Itâs not going well.â
âGood.â
The word comes out too fast. Too sharp. And his face doesnât match the light tone heâs trying to play off.
You raise an eyebrow. âGood?â
He shifts, leaning back in his seat, suddenly very interested in stirring the foam in his overpriced coffee. âI mean, itâs good youâre not settling. You should be picky. Guys are the worst.â
You snort. âYou are a guy.â
âExactly. I know what weâre like.â
You smile despite yourself, rolling your eyes. âIâm sure you think youâre the exception.â
âI know I am,â he says, winking. Then he sobers slightly, eyes flickering to yours. âIâm just⊠looking out for you.â
The sincerity in his voice makes your chest ache. You wish it was more than just him being protective in that big-brotherly, annoyingly loyal kind of way.
You take a sip of your coffee to cool your nerves. It doesnât help. The words come out before you can stop them.
âYou know with the way things are going⊠maybe you should just date me at this point.â
Silence.
Itâs a joke. Supposed to be. But the second it leaves your lips, it tastes real.
Gojo freezes.
You panic. âI didnât meanâlike, I was just jokingââ
But he turns toward you, eyes unreadable behind the fringe of snowy white hair. âMaybe I should.â
You blink.
And then, with infuriating ease, he grins.
âAnyway,â he says quickly, swiping your phone from the table again before you can stop him, âYuto here looks like the type to ghost you after three dates and a karaoke duet. You can do better.â
You gape at him, completely thrown off, your heart slamming in your chest.
You donât even notice what heâs done until laterâuntil you get home and open your app to find that your bio has been changed.
Taken. Mentally married to a nerd since birth.
You want to scream.
Operation: Get Over Gojo Satoru?
Yeah. Not going great.
Not at all.
You werenât sure why you agreed to it.
Maybe it was the look in Utahimeâs eyesâdetermined, dangerous, hopeful. Maybe it was Shoko promising she wouldnât let you walk out of her apartment looking like a clown. Maybe it was the quiet part of you that wanted to see yourself through someone elseâs eyes. Someone who wasnât Gojo Satoru.
âToday,â Utahime had declared, curling the last strand of your hair like she was threading a spell, âis the first day of your Gojo-less futureâ
You laughed nervously, tugging at the hem of your skirt. It wasnât your usual styleânot the dewy makeup you werenât used to seeing in the mirror, not the new haircut that made your eyes look almost too bright, not the blouse that left your shoulders bare in a way that made you feel strangely noticed.
But when you caught your reflection, your heart fluttered. You looked⊠beautiful.
When you stepped onto campus, the sun was out, the wind teasing the edge of your coat. You spotted him immediatelyâGojo, slouched against the wall outside your lecture hall, nose buried in his Switch as he muttered something under his breath about evolving stats and attack modifiers.
He didnât notice you at first.
Then he looked up.
His game froze mid-battle. His mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again, like someone had unplugged his brain.
âWhaââ he said eloquently. âWhâwhat did you do.â
You blinked. âHi to you too.â
He stared, unabashed. His glasses were slightly crooked, his ears glowing scarlet. He looked like someone had just told him Digimon was real and living in your shoes.
He blinked. âYou look like⊠like you skipped two evolution stages overnight. Straight to Mega. Like if Angewomon fused with⊠I donât know, some kind of rare, limited-release goddess-type Digimon that only spawns on a lunar eclipse.â
You blinked.
Utahimeâs voice in your head: Youâre hot. Unstoppable. Heâs going to be speechless.
And Gojo was. But not in the way you wanted.
You tried to laugh. âSo I look like a cartoon?â
âA beautiful cartoon,â he said, serious now. âLike the kind of boss character they only show for two frames because animating her costs too much.â
Your heart stuttered. It was the sort of compliment only Gojo could give: clumsy and dorky, yet brilliant in its own way.
But the moment passed.
He rubbed the back of his neck and looked away, sunglasses slipping slightly as he muttered, âYou just⊠you look different. Thatâs all.â
Different.
Not better. Not prettier.
Just different.
You swallowed. âYeah, well. Thought Iâd try something new.â
âI didnât say it was bad,â he added quickly, but the words felt unsure. Flimsy.
âI should⊠use the restroom,â you mumbled, turning before he could say anything else.
In the bathroom, you stared at your reflection. Your lipstick looked too bold now. Your lashes too heavy. Despite the change, you were still painfully youâ the you Gojo teased during study sessions, the one he let borrow his hoodie when it rained, the one who sat next to him during endless all-nighters. And maybe that was the problem. You werenât like those girls on the magazines.Â
What you didnât see, what you couldnât see, was Gojo still standing outside the lecture hall, staring after you, Switch forgotten, game over screen blinking on the screen.
He didnât even notice.
âYou good, Satoru?â Shoko asked, walking by.
He blinked. âI think I just saw my best friend⊠and my final boss⊠and my future wife⊠all at once.â
Shoko snorted. âYouâre a dork.â
Gojo just sighed, shoulders slumping as he muttered, âIâm so doomed.â
Itâs a mild Friday evening when you meet himâKazuya, the guy from your psychology class. Heâs polite, articulate, and kind of cute. The kind of guy who asks if you prefer cats or dogs before ordering his drink, and actually listens when you answer.
Utahime and Shoko had insisted you say yes. âA change of pace,â they called it. âYou need a baseline. Not every guy is going to be Gojo Satoru.â
Exactly. That was the point.
Youâre sipping a matcha latte and nodding along as Kazuya explains his thesis on cognitive development when a very familiar voice cuts through the air.
âWell, well, well. Fancy seeing you here.â
Your stomach drops. You look up, and sure enoughâ
Satoru.
In all his tall, obnoxiously eye-catching glory, wearing a white t-shirt that was inside out and a grin like he just won the lottery. He's holding a bottle of ramune and standing directly next to your table, like heâs been there the whole time.
You blink. âWhat are you doing here?â
He shrugs. âThirsty. Wanted a drink.â
âAt this cafĂ©? On this side of campus?â
âYeah,â he says, tone innocent. âWeird coincidence, huh?â
Kazuya offers a polite smile. âYouâre her friend, right? Gojo?â
âOh, best friend. Lifelong. Practically her shadow.â He plops into the empty seat beside you without asking, casually tossing his ramune onto the table. âWhatâs your name again? Kaname?â
ââŠKazuya.â
âRight, right. I always mix those up. You look like a Kaname, though. Or maybe a Yusuke.â
You stare at him, incredulous. âSatoruââ
But heâs already leaning over, squinting at the book tucked under Kazuyaâs arm. âOoh, Piaget. Bold move. Love that for you.â
Kazuya blinks. âDo you⊠like developmental theory?â
âI like being correct,â Gojo says with a cheeky smile. âAlso, [Name] hates Piaget. She called him âthe Freud of toddlersâ last semester.â
Kazuya turns to you in mild surprise. âReally?â
âIâI mean, yeah,â you mumble. âSort of.â
Gojo beams. âTold you.â
Kazuya makes a valiant effort to steer the conversation back to safe, neutral ground.
âSo, you mentioned you're interested in behaviorism, right?â he says, offering a gentle smile. âI thought Dr. Takeda's lecture on conditioned responses was kind of fascinatingââ
âOh, riveting,â Satoru cuts in, lounging back in his chair like he owns the cafĂ©. âNothing like bonding over Pavlovâs dogs to spark romance. Did she tell you she cried during Inside Out because the depiction of core memories was âpsychologically resonantâ? Real charmer, this one.â
You shoot Satoru a look. âI was twelve!â
Kazuya blinks, trying not to smile. âI actually thought that was pretty moving, too.â
âWow,â Satoru deadpans. âA match made in neuroscience.â
Kazuya laughs politely and continues, undeterred. âSo, uh, any research plans after graduation?â
You open your mouth to answer, but Satoru beats you to it again.
âShe used to want to be a vet. Cried when she had to dissect a frog in middle school. Tragic day.â
âIs that true?â Kazuya turns to you, amused now.
âTechnically, yes,â you mutter into your drink.
By the time your cup is empty, you realize youâve laughed more at Satoruâs interjections than you have at anything Kazuyaâs said. Not because Kazuya wasnât interestingâhe was. He was calm, thoughtful, well-read, and clearly trying. But next to Satoru, whose entire presence seemed impossible to ignore, Kazuya didnât stand a chance.
Still, to his credit, Kazuya maintains a steady, if slightly strained, expression as he sets down his cup and finally says, carefully,
âSo⊠is Gojo your boyfriend?â
The question hangs awkwardly.
You and Satoru answer at the same time.
âNo,â you say quickly.
âYes,â he says with a smile.
You both turn to stare at each other.
âI meanâno,â he corrects, waving his hands. âJust a joke. Hah. Obviously.â
Kazuya blinks. âRight.â
You canât meet either of their eyes. Your drink is finished, your palms are damp, and the cafĂ© is suddenly too warm, too small. You push back your chair and stand.
âI should go. Early lab meeting tomorrow.â Itâs the weakest excuse, but neither of them calls you on it.
Kazuya stands too, polite as ever. âThanks for meeting up. You seem like a really cool person.â He hesitates, then adds, gently, âI just think maybe youâve already got someone.â
You freeze. You open your mouth, then close it again. Thereâs nothing to say.
Outside, the cold air kisses your cheeks like a reminder. It stings a little, or maybe thatâs just the confusion burning in your chest.
Satoruâs already waiting for you. Of course he is. Heâs leaning against the lamppost, silver hair catching in the wind. But his eyes are downcast, trained on the sidewalk.
He doesnât say anything right away. Neither do you.
You exhale, watching your breath curl white in the air. âYou didnât have to crash it, yâknow.â
âI didnât crash,â he replies without looking at you. âI was invited.â
âBy who?â
âFate. Karma. The gods of poor decision-making.â He shrugs.
You roll your eyes, but it tugs a laugh from you anyway. Stupid, annoying, charming Gojo.
âSo,â he says after a beat, nudging your arm gently with his elbow, âhowâd it go?â
You glance at him. He still wonât meet your gaze. His lips are pursed like heâs holding back a hundred words and none of them are funny.
âHe was nice,â you admit. Despite being rudely interrupted by the white haired idiot beside you.
âNice is boring,â he mutters, kicking at a loose stone on the pavement.
You laugh, soft and tired. âYouâre the worst.â
He finally looks at you then, lips quirking into that smug, too-knowing smile. âBut you like me anyway.â
You look away, cheeks burning, heart thudding like a traitor in your chest.
You donât answer.
You donât have to.
Despite Operation: Get Over Gojo Satoru failing in every imaginable way, things were starting to feel⊠bearable.
Almost good, even.
Satoru still hovered a little too close, always with that same half-smile like he knew something you didnât. And maybe, just maybeâ his constant sabotage, the teasing, the jealousy, the way he looked at you like he was about to say something important but never did⊠maybe it all meant something.
You let yourself believe it, just a little.
And that was your first mistake.
It happens quietly, without fanfare or warning. Just a throwaway line between sips of lukewarm coffee and the soft shuffle of paper. Youâre both at your usual spot in the library, surrounded by open notebooks and highlighted packets, pretending to study more than you actually are.
Youâre halfway through underlining a term in your psychology notes when Satoru leans back in his chair, stretches like a cat, and saysâfar too casually:
âSo, guess who asked me out?â
You hum absentmindedly. âWho?â
âAyane.â
The name hits you like a slap.
You freeze, highlighter paused mid-sentence. ââŠAyane? From the biochem track?â
âYeah,â he says, practically glowing. âYou know her, right? She's in your study group sometimes.â
You do know her. Of course you do. Everyone knows her.
Sheâs beautiful, with this effortless, clean kind of eleganceâlong legs, perfect posture, and that quiet, poised confidence that makes professors adore her and guys fall over themselves. The kind of girl who posts one blurry bookshelf photo and still racks up a thousand likes. The kind of girl Gojo always jokes about marrying.
But heâs not joking now. Heâs beaming.
âShe asked me out to dinner this Friday. Sheâs so smart, tooâI didnât even have to pretend to know what quantum entanglement was. Itâs wild.â He laughs, brushing a hand through his hair. âI thought sheâd never go for a guy like me, yâknow?â
You force a laugh. âA guy like you?â
âYeah. I dunno. Too much, I guess? But she said I was ârefreshing.ââ He grins.Â
Your stomach sinks.
This is what you thought you wantedâfor him to move on, so you could finally do the same. For Operation: Get Over Gojo Satoru to succeed, for real this time.
But now that itâs happening, it feels like someoneâs slowly pulling your ribs apart.
âOh,â you manage, smiling like youâve practiced it. âThatâs great. Iâm happy for you.â
He doesnât notice the way your voice cracks on happy. He just keeps talking, rambling about restaurant reservations and how she likes contemporary poetry and used to live in France. You nod in all the right places, but your thoughts are already slipping away.
Because it isnât just that heâs going out with someone else.
Itâs that he chose her.
Her with her flawless skin and quiet charm and the kind of beauty that doesnât need to try. Her, with everything youâre not. And more than that, itâs that he made you believe you could have meant more to himâwhen really, heâd been searching for someone else all along.
You excuse yourself early, mumbling something about laundry.
He doesnât follow.
You donât cry until youâre halfway home, the cold air biting at your cheeks as your vision blurs.
For the first time in years, you donât text him goodnight.
You donât wait for a meme. Or a dumb joke. Or his usual, âHey, genius. Sleep.â
You go silent.
And when he texts the next day, you donât reply.
You skip your library meet-up. You donât sit next to him in class. You even duck into the stairwell when you see his ridiculous white hair from across campus.
Itâs not because youâre mad. Itâs because youâre heartbroken.
And you canât keep pretending it doesnât matterâthat he doesnât matter.
You werenât just losing your best friend.
You were losing the love of your life.
And he didnât even notice.
It takes him three days to notice youâre gone.
Wellâno. Thatâs a lie.
He notices immediately. The moment your usual seat in the library stays empty. When your laugh doesnât echo in the cafĂ© line. When your name doesnât pop up on his screen at 2AM with some stupid meme captioned, âthis reminded me of you, idiot.â
But he tells himself youâre busy.
Midterms, right? Stress. Coffee. You get like this sometimes, and he gets it. He really does.
So he waits. Tells himself not to be clingy.
But then Friday comes.
And he's sitting across from Ayane in some expensive, quiet restaurant where the napkins are folded like origami cranes and the water tastes filtered. Sheâs telling him about her research internship in Osaka, about enzymes and international grants, and all he can think isâ
Youâd be making fun of me right now.
Youâd be kicking him under the table. Whispering some dumb pun about digimon. Youâd be pulling faces every time he tried to pronounce the items on the menu. Youâd be⊠you.
Ayane is lovely.
But she doesnât laugh when he says something stupid. She just smiles politely.
She doesnât ask about why his glasses are always crooked (itâs so you could fix them). Doesnât tease him for double-knotting his laces like a paranoid grandma. Doesnât call him âSatoâ like itâs some private joke only the two of you get.
He walks her home. Thanks her for a nice evening.
Then he goes to the convenience store. Alone.
And he sees your favorite snack on the shelf and buys two out of habit.
He stares at his phone the entire train ride back.
No new messages.
Just the last one you sent days ago:
âLaundry. Rain check?â
And nothing since.
He waits. Another day. Then two.
You donât show up to class again.
You donât like his latest meme.
You donât comment on the Digimon pun he texted you out of desperation.
You are silent.
And Satoru Gojoâbrilliant, blind-sighted, the golden boy of theoretical physics, always five steps aheadârealizes, too late, that heâs been a fool.
That he didnât just lose a study partner.
He lost the one person who knew him better than he knew himself.
The one person he couldnât replace with rare Digimon pulls, half-solved physics equations, or overly sweet desserts.
And for the first time since he was a kidâ
Heâs afraid.
Itâs been a little over a week.
A little over a week since Gojo Satoru has heard your voice. Since you shoved your coffee at him without asking, muttering âtoo sweet for meâ when you really meant âI got this for you.â Since you poked fun at his stupid sock choices, or knocked your foot against his under the table like it was nothing.
And Satoru is suffering.
He's tried everything. Showed up to your house with excuses too weak to be called plans (âHey, I brought your favorite snacks. I just... figured maybe you forgot you liked them?â). Waited outside your lecture hall until a security guard asked if he was lost. Took detours between classes hoping to catch a glimpse of your ponytail, your laugh, anything.
But you were always one step ahead.
You stopped answering his texts. Blocked him on that stupid dating app (whichâouch, even though you hadnât used it seriously). You didnât even show up to the library anymore. And even Shoko started looking at him with thinly veiled pity and a âyou really fumbled the bagâ look in her eyes.
Gojo Satoru is⊠just tired.
Miserable.
So when he finally finds youânot because heâs chasing you down this time, but because heâs walking the long way home, and there you are, sitting on the old swings at the park where you first metâit knocks the wind out of him.
You donât look surprised to see him. Just... tired too.
âI figured youâd find me eventually,â you say quietly.
He swallows. His hands curl at his sides like heâs preparing for a fight.
âYouâve been avoiding me,â he says, like it isnât obvious. âWhy?â
You look away. âYouâre smart. Figure it out.â
Gojo looks down at his feet.
âI didnât know you felt that way.â
Silence stretches between you, heavy and stinging. The playground is empty except for the wind dragging a soda can down the sidewalk and the faint creak of the swing chain.
Then he exhales, ragged and unsure. âLook, I canâtâI canât take this anymore.â
You glance up.
âI canât either.â
Hope flares too fast, too naive in his chest. His shoulders drop like heâs been holding up the world. âThatâs good,â he breathes, stepping forward. âBecause the silent treatmentâGod, I thought I was going toââ
âI donât think we can be friends anymore.â
The words stop him cold.
âWhat?â he breathes.
You laugh, but itâs hollow. Like something already broken. âDonât you get it? I canât be friends with you and pretend that nothingâs changed. That Iâm okay just being your best friend. Iâve been in love with you for years, Satoru.â
His heart stutters. You donât stop.
âAnd I love myself too much to keep hurting for someone who doesnât even look at me that way.â Your voice cracks, but you push through. âDo you know how humiliating it feels? To love someone so much it aches, and still feel like youâll never be enough?â
He opens his mouth. Closes it.
You wipe your eyes with the sleeve of your jacket, swallowing the lump in your throat. âYou never even thought I was cute.â
He looks like heâs been hit.
âIâve been chasing scraps. Leftovers. Mixed signals and stupid inside jokes. IâI canât do it anymore.â
You finally meet his eyes, and thatâs when he sees it: the hurt youâve been hiding behind every smile, every brush-off, every joke you cracked to keep the silence from swallowing you.
And for once, Gojo Satoru canât find a single thing to say.
Not yet.
Not until he stops you from walking away.
âWhere did you get an idea like that?â His cerulean eyes search yours desperately. âI-I donât think youâre just cute, are you kidding?â he blurts, eyes wild.
âY-youâre breathtaking! Everything Iâve dreamt of and more! That night when you asked me if I thought you were cute, I only said no because it would be a divine crime to reduce to such. All of my fantasies have been centered around you since we first met on that playgroundâsince you tripped over your shoelaces trying to race me to the monkey bars!â
Your breath catches.
He continues, desperate now, like every second of silence might kill him.
âI love you! And not like a brother. LikeâI want to marry you. Like, small wedding in Okinawa, barefoot on the beach, you wearing that soft blue dress you like. I already planned it. Our firstborn would be a daughter, with your eyes, my hair. Sheâd be the boss of the house.â
You gape.
âWaitââ
âIâm not done!â he says, hands thrown up. âThen weâd have twins. Boys. Chaos gremlins. One would look like my twin and the other yours, and theyâd absolutely terrorize usâbut their sister keeps them in check, sheâs fierce like you.â
You blink. A tear slides down your cheek.
âI want to move to Kyoto,â he says, softer now. âBuy a house with a dumb little garden. Grow tomatoes weâll never eat. Live out the rest of our lives where itâs quiet.â
You cover your mouth, stunned. âYou⊠really thought all that out?â
âItâs easy,â he breathes, âwhen all I can think about is you.â
He steps closer. The wind tugs his white hair into his eyes, but he doesnât blink.
âI go to study nonlinear quantum field theory and all I see is your face. I try to cool off and play Digimon, and even thatâs ruinedâmy lineup is garbage now! I only keep the ones you said were cute!â
A laugh bubbles out of you, fragile and watery.
âYou idiot,â you murmur.
âI am,â he nods solemnly. âIâm the worldâs biggest idiot. And Iâm in love with you.â
Another tear slips down. He wipes it away before you can.
âIs it too late?â he asks, voice cracking slightly. âPlease tell me itâs not too late.â
You stare at himâthis man, this brilliant, ridiculous, loyal boy who had held your heart long before you ever admitted it.
âItâs not too late,â you whisper.
He doesnât speak. Just steps closer. Gently and carefully, like he's handling something sacred, he cups your cheek in his hand.
Your nose bumps his. His breath ghosts over your lips.
âIâve been waiting to do this for years,â he whispers.
And then, finally, he kisses you.
Itâs not perfect, your cheeks are still wet, his nose bumps yours again, and his hand trembles just a little, but itâs warm and sweet and soft. It tastes like home. Like every unanswered question finally getting its answer.
When he pulls away, his smile is sheepish. âSo⊠are we still doing the whole âOperation: Get Over Gojoâ thing, or?â
You laugh, heart full, forehead pressed to his.
âMission failed,â you whisper.
He grins. âGood.â
And then he kisses you again.
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gojo reminds me of 2010 justin bieber
theyâre literally the same person HELP
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him wearing his glasses while eating u outt!
he loves ur thighs !! > <
^ loves ur ass too!!!
making out with you >> studying (lowk bimbo coded)
u just cant sit still, can you?
giving ur man a handy :3
they were "staring right at him"!
the need to drown in your tits