Rating: E (Sexual content, yandere themes, unhealthy relationships) Pairing(s): Yandere Zhongli/Reader and Yandere Xiao/Reader
Synopsis:
“There was once a time when the nation known as Liyue hadn’t yet been named…”
You have been given many titles and names throughout Liyue’s existence. Vephar, The God of Sand, and even The God of Love; the descriptions varying in their validity. The true nature of your relationship with Rex Lapis has become a relic of the past. Mortals celebrate your union as the ideal love, but reality is far more unkind with its descriptions.
There was no love on your behalf, only coercion, and a desperation to do anything to ensure your follower’s survival.
The God of Contracts had you, and the final living Yaksha wished that he could someday as well.
Main Storyline.
[Italics signifies that the story is not SFW]
The First Contract. [Yan Zhongli x F Reader] Restitute. [Yan Zhongli x Reader] Favoritism. [Yan Zhongli x Reader] To Covet. [Yan Xiao x Reader] Eros. [Yan Xiao x F Reader] Blindspot. [Yan Zhongli x Reader] Seasonal Difficulties. [Yan Zhongli x F Reader] Improvised Ballad. [Yan Zhongli x Reader] Rejoice, Rejoice. [Yan Zhongli x Reader] High Strung. [Yan Xiao x Reader]
Misc.
God Darling’s outfit(s). God Darling’s Misc Info. General headcanons. The First Contract timeline. Voice lines about God Darling I. Voice lines about God Darling II. Voice lines about God Darling III. God Darling’s voice lines on the others. God Darling’s weapon. Etymology/Lore I. Lore II. First Contract tag.
i've made a couple rec lists & want to combine them into one!! i'm also adding some new blogs & featuring my amazing mutuals <3
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@blzzrdstryr super talented ahhhh!! i love their beidou post & their fairytale au is the best thing i've ever read tbh! the character profiles are here!!
@albedosangel if you like dc it would almost be an insult not to read arias work!! this post ... i really like it :)
@darkkteaz their albedo series immaculate!! and this is arguably one of my favorite childe fics :)
@snailsgoingdowntown this yan! diluc is arguably one of my all time favorites
@yes-ter-night not very active :( but their latest twins fic & school au ... yeah 😍
@khaenruin this legit fueled all my kaeya thirsts ... syl is so talented TT
@dovesgrave ... moaning so loud their art style has me bouncing off the walls like a feral animal!! their thoughts!! the childe multiverse!! this xiao art!?!?! this albedo?!?!?? you better go hype them up >:)
@masuchist ... i could write a whole essay on how amazing my mutual is but i don't have the space </3 their touch it, my tail! (1,2) posts are so well written & a pleasure to read!!
@vampyuric seok is so talented ahhhhhh!!! all of their childe posts are amazing TT but their childe & dottore roommate post has a special place in my heart
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@cinnamonest super dark ( like really dark content ) but super yummy: their xiao camgirl and albedo idol darling posts are so good!! ( dove's art is inspired by these!! )
@bye-bye-sunbird spoil of war series ... drools; literally everything on this blog is phenomenal!!
@lacrimariums dark content; love their xiao & zhongli fics!! not very active but they are my favorite gender-neutral blog!!
@ddarker-dreams when i see first contract posts i always get super excited!! they're literally the face & icon of yan! genshin tumblr >:)
@galair not only is their art gorgeous but their writing is sooo good omg how does it feel to be so talented TT my favorite scaramouche post rn ... and the way they draw the lumine & aether has me barking!!
@yandere-romanticaa their entire blog is great :) i appreciate them being mutifandom so be sure to check out more than just their genshin posts!! ana is so sweet too TT
@schwarmerisch kaeya <3 ... this is ... so good & the way they write him is so perfect!!
@merakiui speaking of sweet you should check out their bittersweet xiao series!! i get excited when i see the series on my feed!! mera is so talented ahhhhh!!!
@yunahosk their yan! zhongli fic is well written!! they haven't been super active but their posts are amazing! @lovesickloverboys sentinent yan! genshin characters ... drools
@aerosiderwrites this diluc fic ... so yummy 🤤
@lazywriters-blog their yan! childe fics are so well written & full of emotion // also not very active :( @tri3tri their childe fics ohhhh he's so irritating and they capture him so well!!
@seakicker no thoughts only their mermaid childe & incubus childe :)
@imalwaystiredzzz their zhongli series?! it's so good!!
@after-witch this scara fic ... actual chills; the build up was phenomenal & i loved reading every single sentence!!
@tartagliadevotee their thoma fic literally has me drooling in more than one place >:)
summary — mornings with him are often filled with nothing but affection and not wanting to leave the bed.
characters — ayato, kazuha, wanderer (w/ gender-neutral reader)
tags — fluff, established relationship; scenario
word count — 757
a/n — this is part 2 out of 2! this is the link to the first part!
AYATO
"my love, it's cold." he grumbles, pulling you closer to him to prevent you from leaving and you can't completely escape his grasp when he's holding you so tight. he's acting as if there's no blanket that could warm him up and get rid of the cold but in his own defense, your own warmth beats the blanket's own so deal with it.
"archons, you're too warm." you say, trying to make him let go of you, however, he wouldn't budge. "it's cold."
"ayato."
"i don't want to."
he has you wrapped closely to him with his arms, completely showing how he doesn't want to let go of you. however, you were suffering because of how hot it is and the fact that ayato was holding you so tightly wasn't helping.
"do you not feel the cold?" he asks and you responded immediately, "obviously, i do not."
"well, too bad, i do."
you could already imagine the expression on his face, a smirk tugging on his lips, clearly amused and archons, he should be thankful that you couldn't escape his arms or else he he would have to get out of the bed with a red handprint on his face.
"release me or i will not talk to you the whole morning."
he hums, "bet."
ayato, later on that morning, had to apologize and plead for you to talk to him already.
KAEDEHARA KAZUHA
"stay a little bit longer," he reaches out and grabs your wrist, holding onto it as you were about to stand up from the bed. his grip on you wasn't tight and it was easy to just shake it off to make him let go of you but you couldn't find it within yourself to do that.
it was obvious from his voice that he was sleepy and he did not have even the smallest bit of intention of leaving the bed with you until later. however, you have to start moving now or else the morning will start late for you and you'll end up having to chase after tasks that you could have finished right now, at this moment.
"kazuha," you called and he hummed as a response, still not moving from his position, "let go, i need to leave the bed already."
he whines, pulling you closer to him, burying his face on your hair. "just a little bit longer then we can leave."
"i can't do that."
"yes, you can," he replies and you could only sigh. you dragged yourself out ot the bed with kazuha behind you who seemingly didn't mind as long as he still has his hold on you. he has his eyes closed and only relying on you for suport.
you ended up having to go through your whole morning with a sleepy kazuha clinging onto you and following you around.
WANDERER
"come back here." a voice calls out to you, a grumple, clear irritation lacing the tone of it. you turn to look at him, smiling at the sight of his messy hair and sleepy expression. it was a rare thing to see and it was honestly cute though if you're going to say that outloud, he might not like it.
"i have work, kuni." oh, how he adores the way you gently call him by his nickname, the one wherein its only you who is allowed to call him that, though he didn't think much of it and focused on the fact that you were really planning on leaving his side before he wakes up.
"that's not important, go back to sleep." he says, pulling you back to the warmth of the sheets and the comfort of his arms. he has himself positioned behind you, his face hiding at the crook of your neck and you could feel his breath fanning against your skin and his hair tickling you, emitting a chuckle out of you.
"kuni," you say, dragging his name longer out of your tongue, seemingly a warning to which he didn't listen to. he only hummed though and this only ended up tickling you more. noticing your reaction, he peppered kisses on your neck to drive more out of you and it was a success when you were a laughing mess, trying to escape him.
giggles and laughter filled the whole room when he continued to tickle you with his kisses and touch. through broken chuckles, you pleaded to him to stop and let go of you but he didn't listen and only said:
"no, this is your punishment for trying to leave me."
— navigation | masterlist
Dabi x Fem!Reader part 6
Warnings: Mention on Pregnancy, minor mention of childhood trauma (nothing specific)
Summary: As you both come to terms with the situation at hand, Dabi shares a little bit of himself with you. While somethings just make everything a little more real for him.
WC: 1.6K
Series Masterlist 🌙 Part 5
“You know you could help me, right?” Dabi asks from his spot on the floor.
“Nah, I like watching you struggle. Plus, you so don’t want me to help.” You giggle.
“You’re right - I really don’t want you to help but I really just wanna light this piece of shit up.”
“Please refrain from destroying my baby’s crib.”
He tosses the screw driver off to the side and lays back on the floor. “Our baby.”
“Our baby. Sorry, I’m still getting used to the whole you being here thing.”
His head tilts to the side so he can look over at you seated in your little glider. He offers you a small crooked smile as he watches your hand rest on your little bump. Groaning, he sits himself back up and looks over the instructions again. Taking a deep breath, he sets to work attempting to set the crib up and resist the urge to set it on fire. After almost an hour of grumbling and complaining, he finally pushes the finished crib into the spot you point to. Handing you the little mattress, he sits on the floor and watches you put the little elephant covered sheet over it before handing it over so he can drop it in the crib.
“And crib is done. What do you think, doll?” He questions, holding out a hand to help pull you up out of the glider.
“Perfect. Thank you for building it.” You hum and wrap an arm around his waist.
“Course, doll. The little monster’s gonna need a place to sleep.”
“Don’t call our baby a monster.”
“Nah, she’s gonna be my little monster.”
“Again, please don’t call our daughter a monster.”
“It’s that or crotch goblin.” He states with a teasing grin.
“Can’t she have a normal nickname?”
“Nope.”
“Fine, call her whatever you like. I need a snack.” You grumble, getting up and heading to the kitchen leaving him alone in the nursery.
Once you're out of the room, he turns around and looks around the room. Taking a deep breath, he settles in your glider and stares at the little crib that his baby will sleep in in a few months from now. The thought makes his stomach twist with an emotion somewhere between excitement and fear. The never ending thought that he could fuck this all up courses through his veins like fire. Pushing his feelings to the side, he pushes himself out of the chair and heads into the kitchen to find you coating a chocolate bar in peanut butter and marshmallow fluff.
“Cravin’ something sweet?” He snorts.
“Yeah, plus this is just good. Wanna bite?” You offer, holding the candy out to him.
Raising a brow, he takes the candy from you and takes a small bite. Handing it back, he chews thoughtfully for a moment before nodding. “Yeah, it’s good.”
“Very good. I’m gonna eat this then make dinner. Sound good?”
Dabi nods and hops up onto an empty spot on the counter, making sure to leave you enough room to cook. He had to admit, something about your little baby bump made an odd sense of pride swell in his chest. He had already told you so many times you were his, but now it was obvious. Now you were happily having his baby and he was ok with that. He never thought he’d be the person to be happy about a baby, but the thought makes his heart skip a beat.
“So,” you finally break the silence as you chop vegetables. “You’re ok with this? The whole baby thing?”
“It’s not ideal, but, honestly, I’m not upset about it or anything. I just had to work through some shit. You okay with it?”
“Yeah, I am actually. I was really freaked out and scared at first, but, now, I actually kind of like the idea of having a baby and being a mom. So you really wanna stick around and do the dad thing, right?”
“I mean, yeah, I don’t want to be a shit dad who ditches his kid. I know what it’s like to have a dad that doesn’t care. I’m not doing that to my kid. I know I’m probably not going to be the best dad in the world but I’m gonna try.”
“That’s all I could ask for honestly, especially since I figured I was gonna be doing this alone.”
“Not gonna let you do it all alone, I promise. I care about you and the little monster growing inside of you.”
You can’t help the small smile that takes over your face as you slide all of the chopped vegetables into a pan and add some spices. “Good, I’m really happy you want to be a part of this.”
“Course I wanna be a part of it. You’re having my baby. Just because I’m an emotionally stunted asshole, doesn’t mean I can’t care about you and my kid.”
You offer him a soft smile before turning your attention back to your vegetable stir fry. Humming quietly, you add the finishing touches to the pan and grab two bowls to serve everything. Giving Dabi a small smile, you offer him his bowl before making your way to the couch. Taking the bowl from you, he grabs drinks from the fridge and follows you over, collapsing next to you. Setting the drinks on the table, he watches you take a bite of your food and moan at the taste.
“You enjoying the food, doll?” He snorts as you stuff another bite into your mouth.
“Mhmm, I’m starving and this is really good.”
He watches you carefully before digging into his own food with a happy groan at the taste. “Alright, it is really fucking good so I can’t even blame you.”
“Thank you - I’m a fantastic cook.”
“You’re ok.”
“I’m better than you.”
“Yeah, because the only time I’ve ever really cooked is when you’ve bitched at me until I stayed and helped.”
“Well, maybe you should learn to cook since you’re gonna be a dad soon.”
“Guess I could learn to cook a few actual things.”
You smile brightly at him and focus on eating your dinner in silence. The two of you fall into a perfect, comfortable silence while you clean up after dinner. To your surprise, Dabi appears behind you and takes the dried dishes and puts them away. Finally, the mess around you is cleared away and you find yourself curled against him on your bed.
“Hey, can I ask you something?” You question finally breaking the silence.
“Course, doll.”
“Anytime you say something about your family or father, it’s always just how shitty it was. What happened?”
Dabi stiffens next to you but takes a deep breath and slowly relaxes as you trace little shapes on his chest. “You really wanna know about my shitty childhood?”
“I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t. I know you don’t like to talk about the past and stuff, so you don’t have to tell me everything, but I’d like to know a little bit more about everything.”
“Fine, to make a long, shitty story short, my dad wanted a kid that could be a hero, something more amazing than he ever could be. He wanted me to be that but I wasn’t and, when he figured that out, he acted like I hardly existed. I no longer mattered in his world. So what do you do when you’re built up to be something amazing, then told you can’t be that? You crash and burn and that’s what I did. So, to end our super fun story, I am legally a dead man.”
You sit up and look down at him, attempting to take in everything he just said. “Touya, what do you mean by you’re legally dead?”
“I mean just that. I technically don’t exist in this world anymore. I disappeared when I was younger and that’s it.”
“Touya, I’m sorry. That’s horrible.”
“It is what it is.”
“But it's horrible and I always knew your story wasn’t going to actually be sunshine and rainbows but you’re legally dead? Your family has no idea you’re alive?”
“Nope. And, so far, I like it that way.” He looks up at you and sighs. “It’s fine, doll. I’ve got a whole thing planned out.”
“What kind of thing?”
“Don’t worry about it.”
“I don’t like the sound of that.”
“Eh, it is what it is. I think it’ll be a lot of fun.” He grins.
You roll your eyes but still give him a slightly unsure look. Sighing, you relax against the headboard and look over him on the bed. Your hand unconsciously rubs over your belly. Sitting up, he leans against the headboard next to you and pulls you into a soft kiss. One of his hands joins yours on your belly. He sighs into the kiss and heats up his hand while cupping your cheek with the other one. Just as he moves to deepen the kiss, the baby shifts and kicks against the warmth of his hand causing him to pull away and freeze against you.
You immediately grin up at him. “Did you feel that?”
“Yeah? What the hell was that?”
“What do you mean what the hell was that? That was your baby, stupid.”
“That was the baby?”
“Yeah. That was her kicking.” You laugh as she kicks against his hand again. “She can feel your warmth.”
“She’s kicking? That’s her?” He asks, voice filled with wonder.
“Yeah, that’s her. That’s our baby.”
He swallows and moves his hand over your bump, feeling the baby move and kick more. “She’s real. She’s a real little thing inside of you.”
“Yeah, she is. Our baby is a real little thing.”
HIII I love ur smaus and the way you write the characters are just ,,,,,jdjdjdjjs anwyas,, could u mayhaps pls do a Bakugou x romantically oblivious reader?? I just think the dynamic would be hilarious LOLL !! ty and hope u have a great day/night!! :)) <33
bakugo is very obviously into you. you think he's just a strangely intense friend.
@yuutakuns | okkotsu yuuta x reader
thank you so much for your request lovely, your kind words mean so much to me <3. kissing you very gently on the forehead 😽 also this is more than 300 so sorry i got carried away 😭😭
song inspo: love is only a feeling | joey bada$$
cw: cunnilingus, spit, overall softer than intended, male masturbation, a couple of thigh slaps
your skin bristles at the sound of your front door slamming, heart beating with anticipation as your lover stomps through your shared space. cabinets slam and curses leave his lips as he makes his way into the kitchen. heat begins pooling in your stomach at his frustrations, mind numbing at the thought of him taking all his pent up frustration on you instead. “yuu?”, you call softly, rounding the corner to join him in the kitchen. your eyes take in the back of him, his hands pressed onto the counter as his head hangs low.
“yuuta?” you call out again, “is everything okay?” he sighs heavily before turning to face you, weary eyes meeting your own. his tense body relaxes as you move behind him, arms wrapping around his waist. he grasps your hands firmly in his, pressing soft kisses into your skin. “it is now,” he says, smile on his face as he glances back at you. your face mirrors his own, pressing a chaste kiss in between his shoulders. “long day?” you ask, fingers slipping through his larger ones. he hums in acknowledgement, pressing more kisses to your hands before turning to face you. “so long,” he sighs, “was thinking about you all day, sweetheart. just wanted this.”
your grin spreads at his words, standing up on your toes to press a kiss to his lips. he sighs in content, hands wrapping around your waist to pull you flush against him. his tongue swipes against your bottom lip, groaning into your mouth when you allow his entrance. the hands on your waist tighten, pushing you back until you’re flush against the island behind you. “gonna let me use you?” he asks breathlessly, “pretty pussy always makes me feel so much better.” you whimper at his words, pulling him in for a salacious kiss. his hands move under your thighs, placing you on the space behind you before slotting himself between your spread legs. his hands slide up your body, pushing up his stolen shirt in his wake. “this what you were thinking about all day?” you ask with a teasing grin. his eyes search yours, pressing another kiss to your lips. “yeah,” he answers shamelessly, lips moving to mouth over your neck. you let out a moan at the feeling of him leaving his mark down you, breath catching in your throat when his hands squeeze your chest thumbs flicking over your pert nipples.
“wanted you all day, sweetheart,” he whispers in your ear, “the only one who can make me feel better.” you keen at his words, hips grinding into him. he swats your thigh, rubbing his hands over the mark to shush your outcry. “patience, baby. be good,” he says. he moves away from you then, pulling your hips closer to the edge of the counter. heart racing in anticipation as his mouth travels up you thigh, fingers pulling down your underwear before spreading you wider for him. “fuck,” he groans, “so pretty, so wet. this all for me?” you nod frantically before yelping at the sting in your thigh. “words, sweetheart. don’t play games, not today.” your eyes gloss over in lust at the sight of him on his knees for you, hands fisting his cock slowly as he looks up at you. “‘s for you, yuuta. all for you.” he hums in approval, mouth moving to press a kiss to your leaking slit. “be a good girl for me and cum on my tonge, kay?” he says before running his tongue through your folds. “yes!” you cry out, “yes, yuuta. please.” the sound of his tongue running through you along with his hand fisting his own cock fills the room, overpowered by your cries of pleasure. he moans into your cunt, sucking your clit into his mouth.
“fuck, yuuta. don’t stop. ‘m gonna cum.” his tongue runs flat over your clit at your words, moving his head side to side, hand moving faster on his leaking cock. he unlatches from you, spitting onto your already drooling cunt before thrusting his tongue as deep as he can. “cumming! y-yuuta, ‘m cumming,” you moan, hands gripping his hair to pull him closer to you. “cum for me,” he moans into your slit, his hips bucking up into his own hand as pleasure washes over him. both of your sounds fill the small kitchen as you cum on his face, his hand slowing on his cock, bringing you both down from your highs. you breathe heavily as he stands up again, pressing his lips to yours. “are you good now?” you ask breathlessly. “let me cum in my pretty pussy and i’ll be better than just ‘good’,” he says with a grin.
(@urfriendlywriter | req by @rbsstuff @yourlocalmerchgirl anyone under the appropriate age, please proceed with caution :') hope this helps guys! )
writing smut depends on each person's writing style but i think there's something so gut-wrenchingly beautiful about smut when it's not very graphic and vivid. like., would this turn on a reader more?
"he kissed her, pulling her body closer to him."
or this?
"His lips felt so familiar it hurt her heart. His breathing had become more strained; his muscles tensed. She let herself sink into his embrace as his hands flattened against her spine. He drew her closer."
One may like either the top or the bottom one better, but it totally depends on your writing to make it work. Neither is bad, but the second example is more flattering, talking literally.
express one's sensory feelings, and the readers will automatically know what's happening.
writing, "her walls clenched against him, her breath hitching with his every thrust" is better than writing, "she was about to cum".
are some vocabulary you can introduce in your writing:
whimpered, whispered, breathed lightly, stuttered, groaned, grunted, yearned, whined, ached, clenched, coaxed, cried out, heaved, hissed
shivering, shuddering, curling up against one's body, squirming, squirting, touching, teasing, taunting, guiding, kneeling, begging, pining, pinching, grinding,
swallowing, panting, sucking in a sharp breath, thrusting, moving gently, gripped, biting, quivering,
nibbling, tugging, pressing, licking, flicking, sucking, panting, gritting, exhaling in short breaths,
wet kisses, brushing soft kisses across their body (yk where), licking, sucking, teasing, tracing, tickling, bucking hips, forcing one on their knees
holding hips, guiding the one on top, moving aimlessly, mindlessly, sounds they make turn insanely beautiful, sinful to listen to
some adjectives to use: desperately, hurriedly, knowingly, teasingly, tauntingly, aimlessly, shamelessly, breathlessly, passionately, delicately, hungrily
he sighed with pleasure
her skin flushed
he shuddered when her body moved against his
he planted kisses along her jawline
her lips turned red, messy, kissed and flushed.
his hands were on his hair, pulling him.
light touches traveled down his back
words were coiled at his throat, coming out as broken sobs, wanting more
he arched his back, his breath quivering
her legs parted, sinking into the other's body, encircling around their waist.
+ mention the position, how they're being moved around---are they face down, kneeling, or standing, or on top or on bottom--it's really helpful to give a clear picture.
+ use lustful talk, slow seduction, teasing touches, erratic breathing, give the readers all while also giving them nothing. make them yearn but DO NOT PROLONG IT.
sources to refer to for more: (will be updated soon!)
IN PLAIN SIGHT YOU HID / BUT YOU ARE WHAT YOU DID
katsuki bakugou x reader
same concept as the boyfriend thoughts ❅ breakup version
inspired by the smallest man who ever lived
katsuki bakugou, who, towards the end, wonders if any of it was true. he tried to picture you, gazing at him starry eyed. but those days are gone, and his heart hurts thinking of this future.
katsuki bakugou, who swears that in some other universe, things are okay. who knows that somewhere else in the world, he’s sitting across from you on the kitchen table, going over the grocery list. who gives you more time and more space, and who actually listens to what you say.
katsuki bakugou, who’s got a reputation. who starts dating you when the everyone hated him, and you loved him. who breaks things off with everyone loving him, and losing you.
katsuki bakugou, who can’t control his temper anymore. who is always an asshole, but who snaps when someone breaths wrong. who misses you more than anything, and copes with it by making it everyone elses problem. who relies on kirishima at night to keep him sane, tearing his heart out to his best friend over the phone.
katsuki bakugou, who hung you on his wall and stabbed you with his push pins. who, in public, loved to show you off. who knew he was nothing like that in private. who knew you deserved so much better but was too selfish to wanna let you go. who wishes he could turn back time and be what you deserved.
katsuki bakugou, who keeps all of your photos on his phone. who doesn’t even dare deleting them. who avoids his camera roll like the god damn plague. who wants to cry when he finally does delete everything, staring at the 1,768 deleted photos in his recently deleted folder. who replays old voice mails. who sometimes calls you and listens to it, because he knows you won’t answer.
katsuki bakugou, who you’re sure was sent by someone who wanted you dead. who tells you that its for your own good, that he needs to think things through. he books you an uber back to your apartment, and who helps you pack your things. who tells you he’s too busy, that he has to put his job first. who you can’t even argue with.
katsuki bakugou, who seemed like he was always ready to break your heart. who slept with a gun underneath your bed. who once loved you so tenderly, so delicately, and who know acts like you don’t exist. who you can’t quite declassify, not even if you had 50 years. who makes you wonder if he’ll ever confess why he did it. good riddance.
katsuki bakugou, who you see with other people, in news articles and through whispers from your friends. who thinks its sexy now that its not forbidden. who uses meaningless sex to mask how badly he misses you. who sleeps next to a stranger but dreams of you.
katsuki bakugou, who hops on a plane to LA. he tells everyone its to follow in all might’s footsteps, and he’s not lying- but apart of it is to escape his pain. who sees your face everywhere. who smells your scent on his sweaters. who finds one of your hairties in his jeans pocket and holds onto it like a god damn lifeline.
katsuki bakugou, who deserves prison for what he’s done to you, but won’t serve time. who watches as the media tears you to shreds, blaming you for the breakup. who tries to stop it but is rendered powerless when he sees how the heartbreak has been turned into entertainment. who hates that all of this has happened because you loved him.
katsuki bakugou, who slips through the bars. who’s thumb hovers over your contact during a late night. who fucked up. who misses you and just wants to love you once more. who wants to change his prophecy, fearing that this might kill him. who misses you stronger than anything he’s ever felt.
katsuki bakugou, who you miss just as much. who you dream about every night. who still hurts you, even when its something small like his name brought up in conversation. who makes you wonder what went wrong. who crashes your parties and your rental cars just thinking about him.
katsuki bakugou, who doesn’t expect your forgiveness, and wants you to forget. who watches your life through the glass, over the years as you move on. who knows that nothing will change what he’s done, and has to lie in that bed. who knows he hasn’t wasted a single ounce of his love, because all of it is yours to keep. who is the smallest man who’s ever lived.
part 2 where he gets redemption? u guys lmk 🫧
a @mybigbangacademia collab with @54prowl
pairing: prohero!bakugo x fem!reader
rating: explicit
word count: est. 30k
tags: fake dating, angst, fluff, explicit sexual content, mentions of death (prior to beginning of story), single dad kirishima
When Katsuki is offered the chance of a lifetime to help change his public perception, and in turn, climb the hero rankings, he begrudgingly snatches it up. Can he handle all that comes along with that, though? The girl, the glitz, the guilt?
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Act I: Cumulus
9.4k words
Act II: Nimbostratus
est. 11k
Act III: Cirrus
est. 10k
Note: I could not do so much baby talking 😭 so most are a child who can spell
kaedehara kazuha ✩ a new painting in pale scarlet
trying to empress myself is very hard, but I like the process Tony • 26 y.o. lawyer, have Cyno vibes of bad jokes, Al-Haitam's seriousness and grumble like Tighnary God, have mercy on me and lemme calm down on my imposter syndrome
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