Perhaps Some Will Disagree, But I Think The World Got Worse When We Changed The Colour Of The Night

perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

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1 year ago

So the other day (read: like 5 months ago) I bought some art at a local shop and talked to the cashier a bit about the artist while checking out, at which point the cashier dropped this wonderful nugget:

"Oh I love that artist, she's local and suuuuper young, she's like, 30."

Y'all

Y'ALL

YOU ARE NEVER TO OLD TO DO THE THING. 30 IS SUPER YOUNG. 50 IS YOUNG. YOU'RE BARELY AN ADULT AT 70.

Learn new things, try new things, continue improving on the thing you're just kinda okay at. It's never "too late" to do things.


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3 years ago

I've seen different takes on Akechi and his attitude toward his fame in fic I've read but I think a lot of them oversimplify things. Usually he's portrayed as being disillusioned or annoyed by his fans, and while I think that is true to an extent, it's also a lot more complicated than that.

Goro gets his self worth from other people. His success, his skills, his perception, are all how he values his worth as a human being. So when he first achieves fame, becomes Tokyo's new sweetheart, of course that's all going to go straight to his head. People love him. They're obsessed with him! He's going to revel in that, in the feeling of being liked and adored for the first time in his whole life.

And I think that there's always an underlying fear and bitterness, because that love is for a fake version of himself. People love the Detective Prince. They don't love Goro, and they never would, not if they knew the real him.

But all that doesn't really hit him until the public turns against him. The superficial and fickle nature of their love is abundantly clear once they all turn on him. I think it's then that Goro really starts to sour on the public and fame in general.

But of course, he still gets his self worth from what others think of him. No matter how much he wishes he didn't care what ignorant strangers think about him, on a deep level he can't quite control, he does. They hate him even as the Detective Prince. Even when he's the ideal person, even when he's erased every bit of his unlikable traits, he's still not good enough, and that hurts.

By the third semester, he's probably relieved to not have the public's eye on him any longer. He no longer has to perform the image of a perfect Detective Prince. But I think part of him probably misses it too. Misses being known and adored by strangers, misses being loved, even if it was by people who could never understand him. Which makes him hate his fame all the more, because he shouldn't miss any part of it. He shouldn't want the approval of others, he shouldn't care what anyone thinks. But of course he still does. He can't stop caring, not when he's cared for so long, when that's the only basis on which he's measured his self worth for as long as he can remember.

But he's done performing. He's done acting the perfect role of the lovable hero. Akechi is free to finally be himself. So Akechi stops trying to be liked, stops trying to be loved, and starts pushing everyone away instead. Because if he's not able to be loved, what's the point of even trying?

Goro thinks his true self is inherently unlovable. He's a failure and a murderer and there's no possible way anyone could overlook that. He thinks the only reason anyone ever liked him at all is because of his perfect fake public persona. And that's what makes Akira so incomprehensible to him. Because even when Goro drops that persona, even when he becomes the person he thinks he is--the asshole who no one could ever love--Akira still loves him. Akira sees the real Goro, and he likes him. Goro can't use his true self to push everyone away. It might work on the Phantom Thieves, but it just makes Akira love him even more.

5 months ago

You show up for your first day at Copyright-Free Magic School. As you're going through orientation, you're informed that all new students get a school-assigned familiar that they are responsible for housing and maintaining. The staff member assures you that your assigned familiar is appropriately chosen and reflects you in some way.

Spin this to find out yours. (Remember, you are responsible for maintaining this familiar in your dorm room.)


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6 months ago

So one of my neighbors has a lawn Roomba or whatever they're called, and this thing trundles around looking like a background robot in the background of the original trilogy, and ABSOLUTELY BAFFLING THE DOGS.

They have concluded, I think, that it's some kind of prey animal because right after this video ended they decided to crouch down and stalk it, which means I'm 90% sure I'm going to have to stop Arwen from eating it at some point.


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2 months ago
Silly Interactions I Had In Marvel Rivals
Silly Interactions I Had In Marvel Rivals

silly interactions i had in marvel rivals

and variant when i'm at peace seeing my friend dive around corners

Silly Interactions I Had In Marvel Rivals

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10 months ago

Why does Labru feels like a neurodivergent's crush fantasy?

No, really. You're not diagnosed. People call you weird when you're being yourself. Most have let you down because you're too naive, too oblivious, or too much. So you focus on your interest.

Then here comes the most specialest guy with Main Character eyes and everything that doesn't come easy to you, giving you the same attention you give to your interest for being the same you that others have rejected.

Like c'mon. I don't know if Ryōko Kui did that on purpose. But they pinned down high school me.


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5 months ago

When I tell you I was pissing my pants laughing at this.

“This wallpaper is so cute, we could live here” ME IN A NUTSHELL I have ADHD (I’m medicated for it) but when I’m off it this is me 😭

3 months ago
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last
Happy 2/2!! Today, I Give Yall Reverse (ng+?) Au To Celebrate. This Comic Was Originally Sketched Last

Happy 2/2!! Today, I give yall reverse (ng+?) au to celebrate. This comic was originally sketched last year, and colored/updated for 2025's anniversary :3


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