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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
Reblog if you need to scream
I'm sorry. I don't have any money right now but I will reblog. So if anyone's reading this, please send money to help them get out of this hellish place. If you have any, please send some. They could use the help.
Hey Beans-
Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update.
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates.
She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off).
When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe.
They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out.
I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight.
I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU.
I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me.
Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know.
If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates.
And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link.
Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.
This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.
-Mommabean
Sometimes even longer
What’s writing, you know? What does writing actually mean?
Warning spoilers
You know, I have recently been playing Undertale Yellow and can I just say the game is amazing! The storyline, the characters the gameplay, and the battles are amazing. My favorite character is Starlo. I'm sad there are not a lot of fics about him especially x readers (don't judge me) Because how can you not look at this adorable beautiful monster and not fall for him? He's a massive dork and I love him for it. And I love his character arc, all he wanted was for everybody to be happy, you know, not focus all on the negatives. But he took things way too far and made everyone uncomfortable and got so deep into his character that he forgot who he was and was so fascinating and sad just watching this, And I'm glad that he's not immediately forgiven and that he has the work to make it up to the others, I especially love it when he finally takes off his hat and he looks so adorable. Oh my God, maybe that's just me anyway. Though I don't have too many thoughts on Martlet I love her, she's a lovable dork and an amazing friend and she's so silly I love her. And Ceroba is just so fascinating as a character. It's so tragic to see her life going from happy and wonderful to just tragic, now trying so desperately to make her husband's plan come true. I'm a little confused about how she didn't get the memo, that her husband did not want her to try on her daughter, cause it's stated clearly on the tape that she should not do that, but that's just a small pet peeve of mine, that's just me, but anyways, I'm adopting clover. He's my son now and I just love him dearly and I just want him to be happy. I want all of them to be happy for fuck's sake, it's just I love this game. I love this story and the plot. The creators not only did an amazing job, but They poured so much love into this game and you could just tell by the details and the designs and everything. I'm so proud of them, and just please check it out. It's an amazing game, please go support the creators and ect, that's all I have to say bye
I know it's no where near April Fools but bare with me on this.
Y/N cookie decide to pull a prank by changing their online status to taken....and then all hell breaks loose.
Be ready to duck the incoming Croissant Cookie missile as she practically spawns right outside your house.
The assassins would already be making their move to single out the cookie responsible.
Big name Cookies would make social media posts about this situation, requesting their followers to help them find this cookie that’s dating you.
Trouble some legendaries or dragons, well, they might just decide to destroy this waste of crumbs for even trying to get with you.
You're my friend now, we're having soft tacos later. 🌮
they homeless catnap box him
Reblog = Adopted him
Like = Pat head
You know how kids we're easily able to make friends. And you know make long-lasting friendships or whatever...
How the fuck do you do it as an adult? Seriously, it's so hard. How do you do it without looking like some weirdo??? How do you walk up to somebody talk to them, then ask to be their friend? How do you do it and why is it so fucking hard as an adult?
Have you ever been weirdly proud of a drawing you made? I don't know. I just feel really proud drawing this. Also, it was inspired by another artist, so if you see this same position, can you tell me who their tumblr name was? Anyway, it's going on tumblr. Hope yall enjoy.
WOOOOOOHHH
YOU CAN'T FOOL US YOU SIMP
Sure, bud, ok.
For me, the bullet of my gun runs towards him
REBLOG THIS
Tips That Can Save Your Kid’s Life.
What the fuck am I looking at right now? What the fuck is this?
WHAT IS THIS!? ！Σ(￣□￣;)
which one of you fuckers did this
Look at her
LOOK AT THIS QUEEN
💕I'm FUCKING GAY💕
(≧▽≦)
Hector is best boy
You know I'm kinda upset that there's not a lot of castlevania content, especially for hector. I need more of my precious boi hector, please 🙏
You know I'm kinda upset that there's not a lot of castlevania content, especially for hector. I need more of my precious boi hector, please 🙏
YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME MAN 😭💔
Hector and Isaac reacting to their S/O’s death
(This is a long one, strap in folks!)
Hector:
It was just like any other evening. Hector was at the forge, sending the night creatures out the window one by one.
His S/O had left for the nearest village earlier in the day, and he was beginning to get antsy.
He decided to take a walk through the castle to clear his head.
He was meandering around the war hall when the door burst open, and in rode a vampire on his horse — the lookout.
He says a mob from the local village is approaching the castle.
Dracula’s troops stand guard at the door, ready to meet the attacking force. Hector hangs back, curious to see what’s going on.
In the distance, he could see them emerging from the surrounding darkness. The tiny flickers of red light from their torches grew stronger as the villagers marched closer.
Hector squinted to better see the mob. They were carrying something heavy.
He was shoved aside as the vampires surged forward to attack the villagers, who — despite their rage-powered determination — didn’t stand much of a chance.
Hector stumbled down the front steps just as the last few had fallen. During the fight, the attackers had set down that strange thing they were carrying.
Now he saw what it was. A wooden cross, staked to the ground, and tied to it was his lover.
His legs almost gave out from under him, but he caught himself.
“What are you doing?! They’re hurt, get them down from there!”
Isaac helped him cut the ropes with his dagger.
His S/O crumpled into his arms as they lowered them to the ground
He pleaded with them to wake up, and finally, their eyelids lifted under the dirt that was caked into their eyelashes
“I’m sorry… Hector, I just — eugh, wanted to h-help… They knew I c-came from the castle…”
Their eyes closed again, and their head lolled to the side.
He screamed, burying his face in their blood-soaked shirt, searching for a heartbeat, a sign — anything. But it was too late.
He buried them next to the woods by the castle, the grave marker he adorned with flowers.
Everyday after that he’d visit, leaving gifts and bringing some of his pets. He knows his S/O would love their company.
It was late one night when he was plagued with loneliness when he ventured out to the grave.
Before he knew what he was doing, he was digging up the body and carrying it to the forge.
He thought that maybe, he could bring them back to life as he does with animals.
The blue light hovered over the corpse, transforming it. Hector stopped when he saw how his lover’s limbs were twisted, teeth and horns formed on their face.
Hector realized they’d end up just like any other night creature, and he couldn’t stand that.
He put them back in the ground, and retreated into the castle.
Isaac:
Isaac had been looking after his S/O for a while. They were very sick and not getting much better.
It was one of those days where they were stuck in bed, and Isaac decided to stay with them.
He had turned away to get a new washcloth for their forehead, dipping it in cold water.
There was a cough, “Isaac, I just wanted to say that—“ Another cough, “I love you.”
“Don’t say that,” He replied, wringing out the cloth, “You’re not on your deathbed, not yet.”
It was a few days later, when he’d gotten busy with work that one of the guards came to deliver a message.
He was rushed into his S/O’s room, where he found them laying unmoving and deathly pale on the thin mattress.
He made no movement towards the bed. Only once the guards had left did he cradle his lover’s body close, pressing his forehead against theirs.
His S/O’s body was ceremoniously cremated, and their ashes were kept on a table in Isaac’s room; in a simple urn.
He went about his business as usual, but he never looked at the urn. Not once.
“You’re quite good at hiding your grief, you know,” Dracula said to him one night in his study, “But you don’t have to. I know how much you loved them.”
There was a pause, “There is no such thing as love in this world,” Isaac began to walk towards the door. “Oh, but there is, Isaac. It is just ripped away from you in the cruelest of ways… You and I both know that well.”
Isaac retreated to this room and the first thing he did was stand in front of the urn.
This was it. The person that his world revolved around… right here, in this clay jar.
He lifted the lid. They weren’t even a comprehensible being anymore. His lover had been here the whole time, watching him from this table; staring at him with eyes that didn’t exist anymore.
No matter what lies he kept telling himself, he did love them. He braced against the table as if the thoughts were weights pushing down on his head.
And Isaac cried.
(Your tears will only make me stronger)
- Mod Seraph
Any idea how to get better at drawing the human body or something please, and thank you.
You see a very cute axolotl standing in front of you. What’cha gonna do to them?
OH Oh God no
How is that so fucking terrifying
After seeing Alan and Carver's "boss" I understand why in a previous question you said Alan didn't used to believe in paranormal stuff but now he does.... I guess meeting a creature like that who hires you to kill people would change a lot of things but how did Alan find them?
Alan didn’t find him
His boss found Alan
Commission for asrianroute on instagram! 💙
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It all makes sense now
this is how angst writers look writing the most emotionally damaging shit you've seen in your life
