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How do you view Albus’ and Severus’ relationship? Do you think Albus’ genuinely cared for Severus’ or was he just - using him?

(Once again, disclaimer that I am working from memory and don’t have the books on hand to double-check the details.)

Anon, thank you so much for asking, because this relationship is an absolute goldmine. My tl;dr is “it’s a mess and I love that”.

To start with though, I need to address the framing of your question. Because “genuinely cared” and “using” are not mutually exclusive categories, especially when it comes to Albus. Albus cares about people, just in general. He can be clumsy about showing it when it’s too much for him, or when he’s conflicted, or when he thinks he needs to hold back, but he undoubtedly cares. I don’t say this often because I’m a big believer in the subjectivity of interpreting literature, but - any interpretation that says he doesn’t is wrong, and probably deliberately misreading out of spite. (Am I being uncharitable here? Maybe. But I’m tired of reading some people’s takes so I’m going to be uncharitable.)

People are Albus’ greatest strength and he wins their loyalty not by manipulating them into following him but by genuinely caring about and understanding them. But he also knows what needs to be done, and is capable of distancing himself, and prefers to keep his cards very close to his chest - because he might care for people but he doesn’t trust them. A lot of what gets deemed manipulative or “using” from him stems from his desire to take sole responsibility for things, and unwillingness to let other people in. He’s warm to people but shuts down emotionally when it’s too much or he’s conflicted. He’s never actually been the cold chessmaster fandom likes to paint him as. (Chessmaster? Yes. Cold? No.)

When Severus first approaches him, he’s quite harsh with him. But at this point, as far as Albus knows, Severus is a Death Eater who’s only interest is protecting Lily. (I firmly disagree with the interpretation that Lily is the only reason Severus ever did anything good, but she was his main concern at that time). His harshness doesn’t show that he sees Severus as a tool to me, but quite the opposite - that he sees him as a person capable of growth, wants to see him grow and holds him to that standard. If he were a discardable tool, Albus would have just told him what he wanted to hear in order to win his loyalty. Instead he gives him what he needs - an anchor he can use to pull himself up. Albus places himself as a figure that can offer Severus forgiveness and absolution, and there’s definitely a power imbalance there, and Severus probably resents it quite a bit, but he still latches on to it. Albus and Lily are probably the only two people in his life at that time who’ve ever seen him as someone worth expecting something from.

I don’t think, at this point, that it’s personal for Albus. I doubt he would turn away any Death Eater who genuinely wanted to change, and he is aware of the massive advantage that having a potential spy on his side would offer. He cares, but he’s also in the middle of a war and has other people to protect who take priority. You could say he’s using Severus to an extent - Severus is emotionally vulnerable and desperate, and Albus sees that and knows how to make use of it. A part of him is aware that he needs to use Severus and tries to keep an emotional distance. But his “making use of it” isn’t so much calculated manipulation as offering Severus a way out, which Severus chooses to take.

Albus and Severus make excellent foils that both mirror and contrast each other. Albus plays the role of the hero (I say plays not because I don’t consider him genuinely heroic but because it’s a role he deliberately assumes for others even when he thinks he doesn’t deserve it) because people need him to look up to, but also because it’s hard to shatter the image others have of him. Severus plays the role of a villain out of practical necessity as a spy, but also because he’s so used to it that it’s easier and more comfortable than trying to change people’s perception of him. Both are uncomfortable with emotional vulnerablity or letting people see behind that mask. Both are lonely and isolated and secretive. Both have a lot of guilt bottled up that they don’t talk about. Both are willing to sacrifice themselves to win the war. And both harbour enough self-hatred that they probably strongly dislike seeing themselves reflected.

I wouldn’t be surprised if Albus harbours a touch of envy towards Severus - if only subconsciously - because Severus got to rely on love to redeem himself, which is so far from Albus’ own experience. And Severus almost certainly resents Albus for having seen him emotionally vulnerable and getting to hold the upper hand and remain a distant, unassailable figure. I think a part of each of them senses an emotional rawness in the other that they shy away from because it hits too close to home, so while they may care for each other they have too many rough edges between them to fully like or feel comfortable with one another. That’s a part of why Albus can seem cold and harsh towards Severus; projection and a discomfort with intense emotion that’s too similar to his own. There’s also the fact that he knows Severus is in a precarious position and might have to be sacrificed. There is a slightly mercenary slant to their relationship - both know exactly what they want from the other, and what the other wants from them. And on Albus’ side, I think he feels a certain fragility in his position over Severus - he’s been playing a role that allows him to pass judgement, but he doesn’t feel that role is fully deserved. But he never demands more of Severus than he’d demand of himself - and maybe seeing himself in Severus is what allows him to demand as much of Severus as he does of himself, which is a fairly high, unyielding bar. And this doesn’t preclude emotional attachment to each other, and on Albus’ side, while their similarities may make him want to keep an emotional distance they also, almost paradoxically, allow him to sympathise with and understand Severus.

And with all that, Albus does trust Severus by the end, which is something much rarer for him than simply caring for someone. Severus is the only one who knows the entirety of his plan. Severus is the only one who knows he’s dying. By this point the dynamic of emotional vulnerablity has come full circle and Albus is desperate and forced to show vulnerablity. He hates showing weakness because he’s always been the one that everyone - Severus included - has looked to for strength and certainty, but now he’s willing to beg Severus to kill him. At the start, Severus needed Albus because he had no-one else to rely on. By the end that dynamic is flipped. If there’s one thing I would define their relationship by, it’s “vulnerablity and mutual reliance forced by circumstance” - but I think that circumstance leads to a situation where they understand and trust each other more than anyone else, however uncomfortable it might be for them.

Reed and Sue

WHAT FANDOM THINKS THEY’RE LIKE:

SUE: Reed, you are going too far! That person doesn’t deserve to be hurt! We should forgive them. 

REED: Oh, thank you for stopping me and saving me from myself and my logic. I never would have forgiven myself if I hurt them!

WHAT THEY’RE REALLY LIKE:

SUE: Honey, this bad guy tried to hurt our daughter. Hold my coat while I bash his skull in.

REED: Of course! Let me know if you need any help with that, sweetie. I support you completely.

SUE: Nah, I got it.

Ten years later:

REED: Honey, the bad guy who hurt our daughter ten years ago sounds like he’s really sorry now. Maybe we should forgive him?

SUE: Pftt. I love you, but you’re too naive. He hurt my daughter. I will not ever forgive him. He’s an asshole and I’m about two seconds away from bashing his skull in again just on principle. 

SUE: glares at former bad guy

FORMER BAD GUY: faints from sheer terror

REED: (sighs) Sometimes I think you like making them faint. 

SUE: It means they’re scared of me, and they should be scared of me, sweetie. I will hurt them.

I don't want to be cringe, but I just had a vision that Bruno in a modern version of Encanto would upload his rat soap operas to youtube with titles like "RAT_WEDDING.mp4" (because he's an old man who doesn't know much about Youtube) and they would blow up in the ARG world because people would be convinced that there was some secret underlying message or code, especially once they realized that he was totally filming this in someone's walls. The only person who gets it is Dolores, whom the videos are intended for.

I am reading Pratchett again and realised that Discworld probably has many characters who could become avatars of the Entities and never even noticing because That's How Life Has Always Been. namely I can think of Bloody Stupid Johnson for the Spiral and Rincewind for the Hunt but I'm sure there are others

Rincewind as a Hunt avatar is GALAXY-BRAINED, my friend. Rincewind isn’t a Hunt avatar who makes you feel hunted - not in the usual way. Not with eyes too sharp and teeth sharper yet, the sense that he could lunge at any moment - ha! No. No, Rincewind is just so terrified of being hunted himself that it bleeds out of him; you make eye contact and suddenly you can hear the hiss of arrows in the air, see the flicker of threats in the corner of your eyes, feel the hunters at your heels. Rincewind is the Herne the Hunted of people.

Look, I know we in the Snapedom always talked about Severus as this genius prodigy and all that. We take a hollow comfort in his mastery of potions. He might be a lonely spy. He might not be able to have friends that he didn’t lie to half the time. But maybe he could be at peace while brewing some potions for the medical wing.

But this is sad Snape AU o’clock, so think about this:

As an overworked professor swamped with the mundane work of grading essays and supervising classes, does Severus still have the time to be a genius? To study, research, and innovate?

And if what some have theorised is true, and Severus for one reason or another didn’t publicise his research, imagine his feelings as his school-day discoveries were slowly found out by others and publicised by them.

Imagine him finding out the Ravenclaw that ranked just a bit under him in potion was now in Alaska, working with an international potion organisation to study the property of a rare magical herb in there.

Imagine him having to make the nth batch of headache potion. Gritting his teeth because he knew he could've done better than this.

Imagine him being so tired, stressed, and uninspired that even when he's on break he couldn't maintain any productivity.

Severus who tried to brew a high level potion or write a paper, but failed again and again.

Imagine a burnt out Severus.

Severus who wanted to be a DADA teacher because he couldn't even care about potion anymore.

Severus who lost his passion.

it’s very wild to me that people can earnestly and sincerely say shit like “well snape fought back, so was it really bullying?” and not just like… hear how utterly gross they sound tbh. like do i have to use the “think about if this was an actual, real kid” argument to get people see that fighting back doesn’t erase victimhood or magically turn bullying into rivalry or friendly roughhousing?

idk. i feel like people say that shit really never experienced bullying in their whole damn life. bc how could they truly think that fighting back against bullies, shoving back, throwing back insults and punches, is anywhere near making things “equal”? defending yourself is not nearly the same thing as starting a fight for fun. protecting yourself is not the same as hurting someone else. like do they just like… forget how to use empathy and critical reasoning skills when it comes to snape or are they just really that clueless??

Little something with Doug’s voice. Audio from “Man Without a Plan” by Marc Laidlaw.