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Hi everyone, I'm Ali, 24, from Gaza๐๐.I'm going through a really tough time right now๐. I lost my job, my house was destroyed, and I lost all my dreams๐๐. It's been really hard on me, and I've been struggling to keep going.I used to be a law student, and I had my heart set on becoming a lawyer. But now, I'm just trying to find a way to make ends meet and feed my family๐ฅน๐.I've started a campaign to try and get them something simple to ease their hunger. I'm reaching out to you with hope, knowing that your support can make a life-changing difference for me and my family. My family and I are facing a difficult time due to the harsh winter weather and the poor condition of our tent.I'm struggling to meet our basic survival needs. I would deeply appreciate any help you could offer.๐๐
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My brother was diagnosed with depression years before I was, and because of that he started therapy years before I did.
I still remember when I was a young teen and he was playing a Nirvana song and he stopped it at this one line: โI miss the comfort of being sadโ
He told me that when you start to get better, thereโs a part of you that misses being sad and that if you start feeling that way you have to be extra extra aware and careful because if you indulge the feeling youโll go down a self-destructive spiral
And even though that was years and years ago, I think about it all the time. Especially when Iโm reading discourse on the idea of getting so attached to mental illness as an identity that you donโt want to improve things because you feel safe in it and donโt know who you are without it
I always think of that line โI miss the comfort of being sadโ and my brotherโs warning
Forgive me if I'm burdening you, but I'm writing to you full of hope... a small hope, but it's all I have left amidst this devastation. The war didn't just steal my home and my job, it extended to steal my dream of becoming a father, taking from me and my beloved Shahad everything we'd built, everything we'd waited for. It left us with nothing but tents, hunger, and the fear that haunts us day and night, as if we were born only to resist loss.
Why is this happening to us? Don't we have the right to live like others? To wake up every morning without fearing how we'll earn a living to stave off hunger? Don't I have the right to return to my job and receive a salary without having to reach out to others for help?
I don't like begging, and I don't think I'd have reached this point if I hadn't been forced to do so. The war forced me to do this, and it forced me to ask you, to any person who still has a trace of compassion in their heart. Please, if you can help me even a little, know that your generosity will not be in vain, but will give me another day to endure this harsh life.
Forgive me again, and thank you for simply listening to me.
@shahaddahlan0 ๐ฉต
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Much looooooooveโผ๏ธ Come thru Alex Newellโผ๏ธ Come thru Lizzoโผ๏ธ
As of right now, Iโm rooting for either of those two ๐
Idk about you but I see a seaweed & pearl mermaid necklace design right when I needed it.๐๐๐
Think outside the box they said.
Edit: It sounds like shit lol rip .-.
Hello,could you kindly reblog / share / donate towards my fundraiser( pinned post) ?ย
I'm Cathelene Munyiri. She/her, I'm black. Battling breast cancer / Brain Tumor. I donโt want anyone feeling sorry for me, I choose to live.
My fundraising is slow, my time is limited, I don't have enough reach, I really need your help, could you help me spread the word or donate what you can? Every dollar allows me to get my infusions, tests and medications on time. I need your help ๐ข my insurance expired, my fundraising campaign is slow, chemotherapy and treatments to beat my cancer are getting more and more expensive, ๐ don't let me die ๐ญ pls help ๐๐พ
I have many infusion days ahead. I need $ 850
Venmo: Ask for it.
Paypal: http://PayPal.Me/cathelene1
Cashapp: Ask for it.
Anything would be grateful.
Blessings and thanks in advance.
Happy Holidays ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐พ
What does it mean that the war is over?
It's not over yet. I'm sorry, I made a mistake.
I meant...
What does it mean that the ceasefire has been lifted?
What nonsense!
My heart is still tired, really what is this!?
More tired than before
Nothing has changed and I don't feel that there is any noticeable progress or change.
My life is at a standstill
Nothing is good so far..
No comfort, no stability, no sense of security.
I always have a feeling of suffocation in my chest
Faintness from everything
I don't know if I'm just beginning to enter a state of depression or if it is pessimism about everything around me.
I don't really know how I feel about this matter, honestly.
All I know is that nothing there was comforting me except nature.
The sky is blue like a pure dream, with clouds swaying above it like pieces of cotton escaping from the pillows of dreams.
The land stretches green, adorned with pink trees as if it were a painting drawn by the brush of an artist who loves spring colors
The gentle breezes of the air.
And the sea playing with its waves as if it were whispering its eternal desire to stay and leave together.
I almost forgot myself whenever I contemplated the details of the entire universe as if it were playing a complete symphony of beauty.
Suddenly everything became gray
Yes, we were poured into blackness after we had colors.
I think they took that away too.
They took away everything
I started trying as much as possible to avoid the piles of rubble and ignore the gray color that surrounds me from every side and everywhere but..
To no avail.
I started feeling extremely sad whenever I saw the burned trees uprooted from their roots.
Whenever my eyes fell on their huge roots that split the ground and floated above its surface, I felt that something inside me was being uprooted, as if I was the one whose roots were being exposed, exposed to the cruelty of time. The pain in my chest intensifies, and sadness grows heavier on my soul, as if those trees reflect the cracks and wounds inside me.
The sea that I always loved sitting in front of for hours, that friend that I always escape to, I'm tired of it
You know,
Even the sea and I are at odds now.
The fresh air that I bet there is no air like this in the whole world,
They polluted it
They put poison in it
I no longer feel its gentle breezes penetrating my lungs as before.
It became filled with the smell of gunpowder.
All that remains is the far, far away
And it is my only sky
Although it has paled a lot, that's okay.
That's why I started running away with my eyes far from here..
I abandoned the trees
I left my inhalation and exhalation
And I quarreled with the sea
Only looking up
Only the sky..
Only the sky.
I'm really tired๐
Instantaneous writings, I called it..
"If only they hadn't done all this"
By me and on the occasion of International Women's Day
forbidden to speak..!! ๐ซขโ
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Tonight, I was walking alone, with no one to accompany me but the night and its silent moon.
The trees were still, as if they had lost the ability to move, but the scent of flowers and soft buds beginning to bloom with the approach of spring mingled with the scent of the soil, unlike any other scent in this world, as if the earth were whispering to life to rise again.
The road was long, but I didn't feel bored. I wanted to walk endlessly, as if I were escaping something I didn't know, or perhaps searching for something I hadn't yet found. The moon kept me company in my solitude, silently watching me, speaking to me without words.
But I forgot about it and ignored it for a moment, and played Mabel Matiz's "Samanyolu." Its melodies seeped deep within me, shattering something inside me, stealing me from myself.
I almost cried, but I didn't.
At that moment, my memories flowed like an endless waterfall.
I saw my childhood in all its beautiful details, remembering days that were warmer and clearer.
I suddenly realized that life is a moment, and that its train moves on without waiting for anyone.
I also realized that I was in Gaza, my sad city,
where I had never enjoyed a single day in my youth, where dreams are extinguished before they light up, and where sadness has become a silent, incessant companion.
I felt I was finished, but I wasn't completely.
My tears finally flowed. I felt the mist covering my eyes, and I saw the glowing threads of moonlight like a flute playing a sad tune in the sky.
But amidst all that sadness, there was something beautiful, something I couldn't explain, as if my soul had found a rare moment of honesty.
It was something captivating.
Now, I'm fine,
just enough.
Spur of the moment writings, as usual, I called them...
"Nobody but Me and the Moon"
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