sometimes i fantasize about splitting into two and having sex with myself ๐ i need to experience myself externally. u get?
moi, moi-mรชme et moi ๐
is it crazy to say that i have never been in love with anyone? at this point, i wonder if iโm capable of that.
breakfast
Reading is not enough. I need to go back to school and start my PhD. I need more stimulation ๐(literally just graduated uni a few months ago lmao) sos
liked too many cat pictures and videos I canโt even see my mutualsโ posts anymore๐ญ
[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame