Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that
Never gonna be normal about I-Spy books <3
ok!
Finally tried viva la juicy gold couture. It smells good but not as sweet as I want it to. I want to smell like candy you cannot have, because when you do it’ll make you sick from how sweet it is. UGH
growing up is such a bittersweet experience
no, i need to jump off a bridge.
you ever been so stressed that youre calm
ever just feel like the life you want is so far out of reach. i want more comfort. i want more money. i want a home i’ll carefully design. an even more personalized space? could redecorate my apartment but it’s not as fun if you’re not doing it completely from scratch. i’m at a really good place right now, i guess. but i want more.
Half of the world is faking , please don’t say you too
I have never wanted anything gently. Never loved in moderation. Never touched without wanting to consume.