I Will Never Get Ben Solo’s Smile Out Of My Head.

I will never get Ben Solo’s smile out of my head.

It is so heartbreaking to see.

He knows this is it, that he’s about to die, and yet he is smiling. Smiling in pure bliss.

Smiling because he couldn’t be any happier than where he is in that moment. To hell with wherever he ends up, because in his mind he’s thinking, “this is love. I love her. She’s okay. It could’ve been more, but this will do, it has to do. I’m ready.”

He is beaming.

And then you see as he loses life, the smile slowly fades, his grip on Rey loosens.

He let’s go.

I am a fucking wreck.