can't you see me using everything to hold back?
i guess this could be worse
walking out the door with your bags
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cat inspecting a fallen star outside in the garden
i dont have trust issues i have the opposite of that, i trust too much.
Geological horror. You find a geode and crack it open and the crystal lining its walls is human blood that can't be genetically matched to anyone. You find a human skeleton but every one of the bones is made from rock, a rock that you know can't be whittled into those shapes. You find layers of clay and loam that sport ancient fossils at the top and the still-rotting corpses of modern animals at the bottom.
It is hard resisting being so clingy and begging for constant attention. But I know it is wrong. But. I still yearn so badly for their complete attention. It is so hard not talking to them and giving them space. All I do is wait for their attention.
need sum1 to fuel nd pay for my addictions
my lovely self sabotage
me
Gosh I'm really fat
I've been thinking a lot about suicide lately. I know I won't act on it, but I just hate myself so much. I really need to lose weight again. Sorry, I just needed to tell someone.