The Promised Catnap Redesign 🌜

if you abandon gender hard enough you can unlock the secret state of nirvana where all clothes give you the thrill of crossdressing

Oh wait I forgot to post my art summary here :'D

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Looks like I didn't make any decent drawings in March so I just put my uni assignment there. Here's the full pic btw 👇

The task was to make a menu for an imaginary restaurant. I made one based on the world of Fran Bow (and then never got to present it lmao)

Imagine the kids being just kids after their escape. Just playful and silly, pranking each other and having fun...

⭐️ Fourth.

And in the Fourth, everything feels just the same — and yet, somehow, a little different.

«Life in the Fourth is worth any discomfort. Here everyone does whatever he wants whenever he wants, and for exactly however long he needs.» — Mariam Petrosyan, The Gray House

It took me two months to finish the illustration, but bot once did I regret taking on something that big. All of my endless love for “The Gray House” captured in this drawing, and I poured my heart into it with great dedication.

I wonder if this has something to do with Jack's abuse towards his son. I mean, everything has to come from somewhere.

Jack seems oppressive and demanding when it comes to Lucas' behaviour. I think Lucas is so used to this power dynamic where he's weak and helpless that he projects it on every situation. He doesn't believe he CAN be anything but a powerless weakling, so he doesn't even bother trying. However, he knows he's smart and good at engineering, so he uses it as the only way to be in control. And he tries to come off as a tough guy so that nobody suspects he's actually nothing without his inventions </3

Ah yes the need to be in control, my beloved. He's just like me fo real

something i love about Lucas is that he’s canonically a pussy. he is an actual basement dwelling, cowardly, self-preservative little Gremlin who feels safest hiding behind his screens and gadgets and it gives me a good ol Chuckle

besides the dinner table scene we only ever really encounter him through tv screens and video feeds or with some sort of barrier between him and us (at least in main story) and the one time we Do almost get a face-to-face encounter he fucking hauls ass out of there.

he knows his strength is his intelligence. it’s how he keeps control over situations/his victims. he’s scrawny and no good at physical altercations… BUT… technically he cant even die thanks to the infection (not without a whole lot of firepower, that is). still he runs. little shit is Not taking any chances hahahaha. juxtaposed next to Jack who is constantly up our ass in a very aggressive physical manner it’s pretty funny

‘oooh baby you want that serum you’re gonna have to get through me’ - me when i lie

I love tumblr

Okay, so I just had a negative online experience. Don't expect me to post anything in the nearest time. I will be moping in my bed, because some random person on the internet thinks I'm problematic😔

No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

He ourple

Here's the post with the initial redesign ^^

Close-ups under the cut

starting a collection #blackmold