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have a lore snipped
tw for juno incident idk
eat up
not me about to make fanfiction about my interpretations of mind and soul
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A thunderstorm. This was almost daily during Cacophany. I held Mind during a bluescreen attack, caressing his collar. Reminding him that he could speak again. Reminding myself that I can hear him, even with my deafness. He writhed a little, starting to come out from his attack, until another clap of thunder. He went still, and it hurt me to see it. It hurt me to see him in pain. It made me grateful that I trapped Heart in Apathy, that checkered void with endless stairwells. The thunderstorm started to pass, finally, but it took a while for Mind to recover. [Soul.] {Yes?} [About the incident.] He paused, visibly thinking. [Heart made me taste death for the first time. He brought me down to his damn level.] His teeth gritted, no mouth movement visible as he spoke. I ran a hand through his feathers, gently preening. {It's alright, Mind. He's gone now.} His face softened, and his eyes closed. I could tell he was tired. He got tire dmore easily recently, maybe because of the injury being constantly penetrated. He leaned against me, and fell asleep.
*Sits at a table with a napkin tucked into my shirt.*
Waiter! Waiter! More Mind angst please!! Make him really fucked up after the Juno incident, give him existential dread about his own mortality pretty please!!!!
Make him afraid of the dark, make him jump at loud sounds and claps of thunder. Give him nightmares he can’t fathom because he’s not supposed to feel like this. He’s not supposed to be ‘flawed’ or ‘wrong’.
Make him despise Heart not only for trying to kill him, but also for bringing him down to his level. He isn’t supposed to experience these emotions, Heart has infected him with fear and indescribable grief. Make him suffer with his humanity.
No matter how you see him, automaton, cyborg, full robot. He’s derived from a human, he can’t escape that fact no matter how hard he tries. The shot only reminds him of how fragile his life is, I think that it fucks him up for a good while.
“Mind forgives in the end, but he does not forget.” - My genius friend
ok srry 4 not making the animation!!!! i have 2 good reasons @zundamind
i got an autosave plugin for flash 8, and it overwrites the previous animation. i made another animation using that plugin and it overwrited the impacto storyboard.
the two are so complexly colored i'm pretty sure i'd get carpal tunnel from having to color in each specific crevice with a mouse (i use touchscreen and mouse for finer details)
so yeah instead i'm gonna make an impacto english cover. also have this mesmerizer. normalize looking at an alternate universe's mind who isn't your mind's wings and going {those shouldn't be there} as it becomes more obvious that OMG I FORGOT HIS THIRD EYE
i had to put mind's own third eye on the lower part of her eyelid bc..... my artstyle don't have foreheads..... where it gonna go, her hairline????
@zundamind i can't believe i've tagged u 3 TIMES IN 1 DAY but like.... yr so cool..... i feel like we're the same just in different fonts (idk how to describe it!!! we're so similar its actually sooo strange and i feel like i've seen you before???)
online friends never say they love you like a normal person, it's always gotta be "if we lived close to each other i would get mental health bagels with you" or something like that
fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention
"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.
"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.
"...You never listen."
Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)
Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.
I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.
But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.
Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.
He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.
He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.
He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.
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dra this silly with medic and being head over heels PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THE DRAWING IS MY IDEALIZED SELF PLEASE
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hey i’m sorry to beg again but unfortunately i kind of have to
i have to pay my second portion of rent and my utility bill by the 15th, aka exactly two weeks from now. i’ll be getting my pell grant sometime in (very) late january, and then my gi bill will be coming back at the end of the month. i’ll also be moving out to a much cheaper apartment when my lease ends in four months, which would literally solve all of my problems
i’m a heavily disabled student who can’t get a job due to again being disabled and my entire week being filled with nothing but classes, as well as not being able to get a work study job either due to times
all together it would be $364
please reblog if you can’t donate, but legitimately even five dollars would help
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i was kinda lazyyyy eugh