Sorry For All The Text Filled Bad Stuff Lately, This Is Just Another One Of Those.
Sorry for all the text filled bad stuff lately, this is just another one of those.
So, I have a huge phobia of being around males in general. (past traumatic events, etc.) My husband has a thing for mocking me continuously in the future with past things I said to him in a serious manner...(like him saying “she was asking for it” when he was trying to do something bad to a friend of mine without either of our permission vocally, and while we were both drunk, no matter how much we’d try to argue his logic, he sticks to what he thinks...this is a different matter so it isn’t important in the context of what I am posting about, but it’s just to give where he was coming at from this.) I tell him that I don’t want people just walking into my private space without MY permission, that he should go out if someone wants him. He tells me I’m being rude and should stop being so...(well I forgot what he actually said but around the same lines of when he calls me mean, evil, etc.) I say “I don’t like being around guys..” husband says “that’s sexist” in a very condescending tone. I vocalize to him SO MUCH that I get a panic attack when there are other guys around, the more...the more panicky, or also depending on the personality could escalate it, sadly this person is a roommate who I though we would be gone from since we are out of a home but nope...but this guy is just like the person who helped put this fear upon me... So I don’t get why he says this when I tell him constantly whenever he would have friends around too that I can’t go in there, I can’t even say “hey i need you for a minute” or anything, that’s how bad it is, but nope....he just tells me to get over it or it’s irrational, etc. it’s worse that this guy talks badly about me (though husband denies it even though I know some of the acronyms the guys used in front of me and heard some of the things passing by his room) he keeps my husband from me, enables his drinking and everything, this guy buys tall cans of beer everyday (like 10 or so of them a day) I preferred our last roomate, he couldn’t pay for a second month but at least I knew the person decently and even if I was still uncomfortable when alone with the guy(like husband at work, so if he had to ask me for something I’d freak out knowing I’d have to communicate by myself) I could still talk and feel okay with their presence. just all this...just is too much.
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Finally uploading something after a million years. —– Another lapis Lazuli c: This was a commission. She is rather tiny compared to the others so far. (Four inches including base) I wanted do make the Chille Tid version of her. c: —– (I made this awhile ago but wanted to wait until this was in the owners hands but they gave me permission to post before that. 8D) ~Reblog if possible, it means a lot.~
Submission 2 (I really, really hope these post, I have been trying for a few hours with no luck, unless Tumblr just shows errors when it sends? If so I’m really sorry for the submission spam. )
Last minute for all of these posting wise.
An transparent angry Minx, not much else to say about it, maybe took 5ish hours, I didnt really keep track.
I am highly interested in the paid position, am 24, US.
I'm so upset in the way where you just feel an empty space in your chest, wanna be angry but just want to say "welp, it's my fault." ;-; working on a stupid picture all day and lost all progress, the weird thing is I did save it, but it didn't save, and then everything froze pretty badly, I hate this computer
Wip of Lapis Lazuli I was doing on the side of the Xenoblade pic. I love her, she is the closest character I can relate to. (would add better description but the device I am on has to go to who it belongs to now.)
I just wanted to post this, I love Veela and Resident Evil so when I seen this my eyes sparkled (like in the way you are weirdly happy tears form.) https://youtu.be/mnm794XbBAs
I started this awhile ago but ended up working on something else so decided to finish it last night. 8D I'm not good at descriptions because I always end up thinking the same thing "I thought this would be cool to do idk"
Just thought I’d show you the Asriel you inspired me to sculpt. He’s nowhere near as amazing as any of yours, but I’m sure I’ll get better!
w.i.p. Should I add a background to this?
I haven’t had the content to post lately, all I have are works in progress pretty much :o all of these are about halfway done. (Except for the center one, those are part of something a lot bigger.) I’m working on a lot of other things but don’t have enough progress for me to post those. Top is Sardonyx(Steven Universe), left is Ruby and Sapphire(Steven Universe), middle are sup guys(Cryaotic),right is Rainbow Quartz(Steven Universe) (If possible ideas would be amazing. When it comes to Steven Universe, characters, themes, motifs, etc. Anything in general. When it comes to Cry, outfits that seem apocolyptic, “cool”, would be fun to sculpt, scenery, detailed gear?,weapons, poses, whatever else that is thinkable of. c: This in particular I plan to be one of the bigger projects I do as well as Max and Chloe from Life is Strage. (Planning stages until I can get the materials I need :D) As for drawing, I don’t know when I can again , poopy computer and lack of drawing supplies, honestly though I’ll probably invest in some copics before the computer.~
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I am a self taught artist, I mainly create Cryaotic, Steven Universe and random related stuff I like. :D I have a hard time openly talking to others, so please don't get upset if I don't reply/take long to reply, I really appreciate any messages I get~ c: Always open for commissions unless otherwise said. (personal/non art) http://neochondria.tumblr.com/
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