The Most Painful Thing Is Losing Yourself In The Process Of Loving Someone Too Much, And Forgetting That

I AM: 

outgoing, a sister, overwhelmed, helpful, kind, overweight, tall, caring, a shopaholic, energetic, hopeful, smart, over 18, religious, sexually active, a mother, a good singer, ugly, insecure, a natural blonde, a leader, shy, inquisitive, determined, thirsty, frustrated, registered to vote, independent, hungry, self-conscious, a hard worker, skinny, paranoid, in love, a college/uni student, a dreamer, a movie buff, usually happy, easily entertained, quiet, a daddy’s girl, a smoker, employed, happy with my life, anxious, a pothead, healthy.

I HAVE: 

an iphone, a laptop, anxiety, drugs, an addiction, a dog, my own car, a degree, a job, trust issues, a temper, a brother, a big house, blue eyes, a lot of clothes, a twin bed, a big family, netflix, to pee, odd taste in music, a large book collection, fast internet, a big imagination, my license, curly hair, a small butt, short hair, a messy room, a phobia, big boobs, a medical condition, an awkward smile, some kind of collection, taken over 1,000 surveys, gotten lost while driving, been to warped tour, big feet, bills to pay, a lot of strong opinions, a pool, an xbox, a cold, a lot of music, more than two piercings.

I WANT: 

a boyfriend, more money, a better body, to adopt, to move out, a new computer, to lose weight, something I cannot have, food, a baby, my hair to grow out, a new life, to be more confident, a tattoo, fast food, alcohol, more friends, to go on vacation, to see a new movie coming out, to go shopping, a new phone, a piercing, concert tickets, someone to hang out with, to start working out, to be famous, to see a certain someone, more clothes, to donate blood, bigger boobs, someone to cuddle with, a job, smaller thighs, to learn how to play an instrument, my favorite band to release a new album, someone to love, a new pet, to go to sleep, to grow up, to change something about my personality, breakfast food, them to make a new pokemon game, a new ipod, a popsicle, to learn a new skill, to be more organized, to go to college, someone to bring me breakfast in bed.

I THINK: 

abortion is wrong, I’ll die young, I’m a good person, I’m going to hell, pickles are gross, a lot of popular things are overrated, God is real, people underestimate me, my taste in music is perfect, I’m pretty responsible, gay marriage should be legal, I’m going to dye my hair soon, I’m funny, I’m going to make a huge decision soon, my parents hate me, I’m pretty, I have a mental disorder, I annoy people, something is seriously wrong with me, of better days, the best things in life are free, popular music is pretty awful, I could be a vegan, I’ll make a good father/mother, I spend too much money on clothes, I worry too much, goths are scary, the survey community is dying, politics are stupid, foreign languages are interesting, everything is better with cheese, I will be alone forever, I might go to bed soon, I may try something new soon, I’m pretty boring, McDonald’s is gross, celebrities are overpaid, people use me a lot, Valentine’s Day is a joke, nobody is truly original.

I LOVE: 

animals, shopping, cooking, going to concerts, jewelry, glitter, reading, bright colors, make up, taking pictures, hot showers, texting, going to the theater, children, anime, being girly, working out, my life, where I live, summer, fruit, candles, photography, eating, learning, rainy days, walking, painting my nails, doing my hair, music, facebook, feeling needed, getting comments, helping others, volunteering, cuddling, chewing gum, youtube, dresses, touch screens, decorating, writing, finding money in my pockets.

I HATE: 

cleaning, driving, big crowds, politics, religion, my period, musicals, talking on the phone, crying, fast food, going to the doctor, meat, vegetables, sitcoms, long fingernails, bad grammar, cocky people, being single, facial hair, having no signal, losing, working, doing the dishes, bugs, children, straight edge kids, racists, going to the dentist, going to school, arguing, hospitals, being pale, having scars, hot weather, wearing socks, listening to the radio, animal cruelty, having stubbly legs, stretched ears, wearing glasses, when nobody texts me back, anime, having nothing to do, when I have stray hairs stuck to my shirt, waiting, bad hair days.

Survey #28; Bold what's true.

How are you? It's been a while bro.

I’m doing okay, hyung. How’re you? It’s been far too long! We need to hang out more. 

20151130 Mir on Hello Counselor

[ENG SUB] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LI47O7JI78o

20180102 G.O and Choi Ye Seul

https://www.instagram.com/jung_g_o/ https://www.instagram.com/p/BdclIjSHLJg/

Message translation

“This morning, a few welcome names were high on the search rankings. We were planning on personally sharing the news in the near future, so it’s unfortunate that an article was published first, but it’s okay because it’s good news. To be honest, the most unfortunate thing here is my photo that’s being used.

Though I haven’t gained a lot of fame or as much success as I wanted, I’ve gone through a lot of things for over 10 years since my debut in 2007. What I felt most that it’s very difficult to have and keep someone by my side. I felt the pressure to always be someone who is needed in work, love, and friendship, and there were so few people who recognized and accepted me for just who I was.

Time passed in such a way until I met someone when I was at my most ordinary state, and that person was Choi Ye Seul. She is someone who accepted and has been so considerate of so much. I am so happy. I believe that this happiness that I feel will spread to those who love me like a happy virus.

Though I may be an adult now, my mistakes never seem to end. If I am lacking or immature in any way, I hope you will be understanding of me and my actions. Thank you for reading these words. And I want to sincerely thank everyone who has been congratulating us.”

https://www.soompi.com/2018/01/01/breaking-mblaqs-g-o-reportedly-dating-actress-choi-ye-seul/

you deserve the love you keep trying to give everyone else

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                                               I don’t mind                                    not getting a happy ending                                    if it means ——————–

                                                                   you get yours.

it’s so rare that you meet someone who makes you feel so warm and happy like they are like sunshine and you just want them around all the time