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Chocolate, Sleep, drowned…

Did I drown in my sleep?

How's that possible?

THIS ISN'T A VENT POST, MORE LIKE A REALISATION/RANT POST!!

I've somehow became an accidental alcoholic with my consent/acknowledgement.

I remember we were having an assembly in the morning about alcohol and drugs and how that shits bad for you, and when they were explaining the symptoms of an alcoholic, I realised… holy shit, why am I expecting the same thing as an alcoholic. So for the whole day I was trying to figure out why I was experiencing the [slightly] similar symptoms of an alcoholic. Then I realised…

My mom and my church.

When I was 4, 5 or 6 [I can't remember], I was crying whilst it was load-sheading[no electricity for a few hours], my mom got fed up with my crying and decided to give me QUARTER/HALF a cup of WINE!

Then there's my church. Before 2020, we had this time/period[whatever you call it] where we walk up to the front of the church and get a small circle piece of bread and a shot of wine. Just a little note, I joined that church when I was 3 to 4 years old. So for 7 to 8 years, I had small shots of wine. When I went back to church in 2022, they replaced the wine for grape juice.

I don't know whether I should feel betrayed or not.

I asked my mom if a drawing of a minor in a sexual position still counts as pedophilia and she said yes.

People on twitter are gonna get ✨pissy✨!!

I CHANGED MESA'S DESIGN!!

I absolutely hated and despised his old design so I changed it.

Honestly better if you ask me.

Ok- don't get me wrong and no offense to anyone whatsoever, but your grandmas a total asshole! Complaining about the smallest microscopic bits of dust and telling that your a total lazy bitch?! Now thats just too far like- way too far, and what your grandmas complainst are just total bullshit! If at any point i hear one more of your grandma shit talking the piss out of you with shit words, I'd beat her ass if I were there! If I were you I'd definitely feel the same thing.

As if now I think I'm feeling the same thing as you buddy...and please...don't try to kill yourself nor any bad things to yourself. This world ain't perfect without you and you know it. It's alright to cry, Crying is a normal human response to a whole range of emotions that has a number of health and social benefits, including pain relief and self-soothing effects. Try to talk to a therapist or friends/families for any of your problems. Maybe they can help with what your dealing with right now...

Try to keep yourself away from those kinds of bad stuff that your grandma tells you about, your already perfect, even if you say you aren't and try to keep yourself positive k?

Im not very good at comforting other people but hope this just helps...

Finally someone understands me![no offence has been taken, I honestly agree]

I told this to my friend and they laughed at my face and called me a narcissist. They said I was to sensitive and that someone out there was dealing with something worse than my situation. I stopped being friends with them since.

I've had worse experiences with my grandmothers. The older one is [Y] and the youngest one is [K].

Me and [K]'s relationship is shit! It was in the morning and she made us breakfast. It was Wheat-Bix™ and since it was a whole week eating it, I got sick of it. I told her that I did want Wheat-Bix™ and you know what she did… SHE THREW A SHOE RIGHT AT MY EYE! Ever since then, I had trouble seeing properly and got headaches whenever my eye hurts. I told my mother and she said that it would get better… THAT WAS 3 YEARS AGO!

Then there's [Y] and I fucking hate her!

Whenever [Y] heard that I did do my work, she would hit me in here office or Infront of the whole class! She once saw me on my phone instead of doing my work[I have a short attention span] and she was pissed. She said that if I continued this, I would become a poor drug dealer and that i would get raped. She said that nobody would care about me and that I would kill myself in the future. Then the next day she wants to act like it's all sunshine and rainbows… SHE SAID TO ME THAT SHE WAS PROTECTING ME AND THAT IT WAS A LECTURE!

WHAT FUCKING LECTURE WOULD TELL SOMEONE THAT THEY WOULD BE RAPED?!

Then there's my mental illness.

I suffer from ADHD and autism and my family members only think that I have ADD. I try and tell them but they just tell me "oh [TOMMIE], You don't have ADHD, stop being a clout chaser" or "this is just an excuse because you don't wanna do your homework".

Then there's my Grade 7 English teacher.

Whenever somebody where to talk in class he would say "Y'all must have ADHD because you guys just want attention". I wanted to take out my scissors and stab him!

Anyways, I don't like my family members. Thank you Chain for understanding.

My birthday, yippee :3

Just 4 years left until I can escape my parents grasp

are you autistic and gay?

lesbian and autistic perhaps?

an autistic pan or bisexual?

asexual and autistic?

trans or non binary and autistic?

any autistic member of the LGBTQ+ community?

well guess what...

you're fucken great and I love you

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