The Cursed Amulet
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Hello. I have come to tell you, that I tried something. I wrote a sonamy!boom (ofc it's that universe) oneshot! :3 It's not long, doesn't have any dialogue, but has a lot of feels! :3
Enjoy! While I go and draw the comic. ^-^ Let me know what you think!
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That feeling he has... it started a while after he met her. At first it wasn't noticeable, but after another while the feeling started to grow. He tried to ignore it. He was successful, at first, but once it appeared, it didn't leave him alone. It is hard to ignore now. How his heart would start pounding, squeezing his chest, until he's having trouble breathing. His heart demanding his attention to the feeling. He would sometimes feel his blood flow to his muzzle, turning more and more red. He would avert his eyes from her, so he could calm his heart and breath. If he didn't, he would explode. He would sometimes just observe her, watching how she played volleyball with their team, how she moved her hands while she cooked, and he watched her smile. Once he catches a glimpse of it, he can't turn away. It's so mesmerizing, he would sometimes forget what he was doing. He forgot his surroundings and who is there, and give his focus only to her smile. It happens so often now, he once got interrupted with a ball on his face. They were playing volleyball with their team. They didn't let him live that down for a looong time. After he fell on the sand, he didn't get up for ten minutes, simply because he was embarrassed. And his nose ached. It wasn't really a big deal, he has gotten worse punches on his face before. But she, Amy, worried about him regardless. She has an interesting name. It's different from anyone's on the island. He likes it. He even got her a nickname. He would often call her by it. Ames is her nickname. No one else calls her that. It makes him feel special, like he has some sort of privilege. He hopes it makes her feel special too.
He knows what that feeling is. He knows.
But... he doesn't know, if she feels the same. Sure, when they met, she didn't leave him alone for five minutes, always chasing him for a hug or a kiss. But now, she has grown, has matured, she became smarter, even smarter than him. Her fighting skills have improved, her tactical and fast thinking too. He loves to train with her. She tells him her secrets, her secret moves and tactics, even though he sometimes forgets them, because they are too difficult for his brain to process. He likes to move on impulse, on his instincts, always improvising on the way. She sometimes would call him out on that. She would laugh at his lame jokes, sometimes she wouldn't, but he knows she is laughing silently. 'Cuz his jokes are the best. And she knows it. Well, maybe they are not as funny as Comedy Chimp's, but she likes them. He appreciates her for that. He appreciates her for many things. She's awesome, like that. He wonders if he will someday tell her that. When he will.
Hi there!! Not sure if you ended up reading it but that sonamy fic Perseverance finally updated!! Curious your thoughts if you have !
I don't want to spoil anyone, so I'm gonna make a quick spoiler-less summary. I love the angst in the beggining and Amy's determination and perseverance. The story notices that Sonic is not okay after what happened, so he acts accordingly. It's refreshing to read something after SEGA not allowing him to emote. ;;
I recommend
I have no doubts that Sonic will hug her in Prime
The Cursed Amulet
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My mom sent this to me today ๐โจ
Not quite sure how to take it ๐คจ
Happy birthday!
Thank you so much! :D
I have never been so disappointed with a fandom as much as nowโฆ
After being a part of fandoms like The Owl House and Rise Of The Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and having absorbed the endless anguish of their most tragic characters artistically reflected by their fandom, I can say that it is disrespectful to Transformers Prime that it is not made enough anguish.
Where are the Bumblebee fanfics, fanarts, analysis?
HE HAS ALL THE JUICY CHARACTERISTICS OF A TRAGIC CHARACTER WITH EXPLOITABLE ANGUISH:
1) In several chapters the other bots express themselves and refer to him as much younger than them. HE IS A CHILD SOLDIER.
2) He was interrogated and tortured by the leader of the enemy group, with whom he had to continue fighting constantly.
3) As a result of the torture his larynx was destroyed, and the level of damage was so brutal that his voice box could not be repaired for millennia.
4) He was forced to leave his home planet because it had been destroyed and he had to take refuge on another planet. Now he is not only a child soldier, but he is a political refugee.
5) One of his comrades in arms, friend and family member died without him being able to do anything to prevent it. Obviously Bumblebee has lost many more teammates and friends in the past, considering how small Team Prime is.
6) He had to watch his leader/father figure almost die from an infection and the only way to save him was by entering the mind of the guy who tortured and incapacitated him to obtain information.
7) He was possessed by that same guy (seriously, Megatron leaves the kid alone) and forced him to hurt two of his friends, and everything else Bumblebee went through in the middle of the possession is up for interpretation, FANDOM WAKE UP.
8) THE SAME GUY WHO INTERROGED, TORTURED, MUTILATED, INCAPACITATED AND POSSESSED HIM, attacked him for fun and on the spot fatally injured his best friend/protege/younger human brother. Then the child abuser made fun of him in his face for it.
9) Not even 24 hours had passed when the unmentionable went to his hiding place, his SAFE PLACE, in search of an alliance, which he then betrayed because he kidnapped Bumblebee's father figure in front of his eyes.
10) He is mutilated again, he temporarily loses his T-cog, his feelings of insecurity within the group deepen slightly and when he goes to retrieve his T-cog he sees how it is almost destroyed. No one talks about Bumblebee literally holding one of his organs in his hands, it's like you see someone hugging his lung or something.
YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN, that apathy towards oneself and dehumanization (?) has POTENTIAL, if the child did not mind having an organ of HIS in his hands, I can already imagine how he reacts and treats his physical and emotional wounds. He is the type of character who hides his injuries, jokes about his traumas and in doing so traumatizes everyone around him, has a terrible sleep schedule due to nightmares, frequently dissociates, and has zero sense of self-preservation (canon).
11) This is not a trauma, but it also has the potential to cause distress in the fact that he was probably used to getting more attention for being the youngest, but suddenly this guy, Smokescreen, the same age as him, appears, and Everyone expects Bumblebee to be the one to guide the rookie, so every time the rookie makes a mistake, it will be Bumblebee's fault. Also, the new guy who never actively participated in the war, compared to Bee, who was born and fought in it all his life, turns out to be the one chosen to be the next Prime. Actually?
12) The base where he lived most of his time on earth was destroyed. It may not sound that bad, but as someone who recently lost their home to armed conflict, I can tell you that it hurts a lot.
13) He was separated from his team for a few days and when he found one of his teammates, his second father figure tells him to go away, to stay away and discourages him. Bumblebee must have felt bad because the one who convinced Ratchet to help them was not him, but Raf.
14) Other traumatic things must have happened that I don't remember, the last time I saw the series was in 2022, okAY?
15) They kidnapped their second father figure.
16) THE SAME ONE WHO INTERROGED HIM, TORTURED, MUTILATED, DISABLED, POSSESSED, HARMED HIM AND HIS FRIEND FOR FUN, KIDNAPPED HIS TWO PARENTS AND DESTROYED HIS PLANET, shot him three times, almost four, in the chest and killed him temporarily.
17) Megatron deserved it and it was more than satisfying and well done that it was Bumblebee who killed him, put an end to his power and the war, but knowingly killing can be traumatizing. Bumblebee killing Megatron in retaliation is also an ignored trauma.
18) He had to see Megatron's revived body being controlled by a god of destruction, who seemed to have something personal against him. At one point during the chase, Bumblebee thought his friends were dead.
19) He became the team leader in Optimus' absence, he was inexperienced and as a result he had two anxiety attacks in the same scene.
20) Optimus, his father figure, sacrifices himself to revive the planet.
so whERE ARE MY FANFICS? If anyone has recommendations, wants to write something individually or wants to collaborate, please write to me. This can't stay like this friends, Transformers Prime is not going to return as we would like, we the fandom have to bring it back.
Pd: English is not my native language nor do I have command over it, do not judge me for any error or lack of logic
gracias
@justdoodlekat ! It's you! XD
I noticed how frequently you use those cat memes. And well, when your OC dropped... I had an idea...