Latest Posts by l1li4n - Page 6

so i've been reading a lot of ana huang books recently. and by a lot, i mean the whole twisted series and the first book in the kings of sin series. the way ana huang writes her characters and the way she connects them and the way they flow seamlessly together is something i feel like i will never find in any romance series or books really. i mean i also haven't read a lot of romance. so it could be that. okay so to the real deal ranking the men i've read so far about. I have two lists actually so please bear with me.

what my logical brain which is good at reasoning and has good self preservation says:

1. Rhys Larsen

2. Dante Russo

3. Josh Chen

4. Christian Harper

5. Alex Volkov

what my heart wants:

1. Josh Chen

2. Dante Russo

3. Rhys Larsen

4. Christian Harper

5. Alex Volkov

okay that's that and i understand why y'all hate Josh. but i feel like i understand why he did what he did. and also they were both in the wrong equally as compared to the other books. like i understand what he did was horrible but i can't help it I love him.

as for my least liked Alex, I don't know I just find him very bland and meh. like yeah the sex was a-fucking-mazing to read and I love sweet sunshine Ava. but he just didn't do anything for me. Alex stans don't come for me. i don't hate him completely I promise.

and i cannot and will not stop raving about Dante Russo. he is my ideal man. the man of my dreams. i would sell all my organs if it meant i could have a man like him.

Rhys Larsen is perfect. that's it.

and Christian was an interesting person for me to read. I don't know how to feel about him. like obviously what he did was so horrible. if I was Stella I would chop his dick off. but again it's all fictitious so whatever. i feel like i could not tolerate him. he was more interesting to read than Alex though, since the higher ranking.

I will read the other kings of sin books and keep you guys updated because i love reading romance and smut obviously.

so I read the invisible life of Addie Larue and have many thoughts. i loved the book. the one and only complaint i had with it was that addie's character was not as full fledged out and complex as it could have been. other than that, i loved the concept and the execution. i fell in love with Henry and Addie's tragedy. they could have been so much more. they deserved the world. and Henry Strauss if you were real, the length i would go to make you feel loved is unfathomable. now for the "villain", Luc, you hot, infuriating, nauseating man(?). i loved him as much as i hated him. he was an extremely twisted entity and it was difficult for me to form an opinion on him entirely. but i understand what he represents and what Schwab wanted to convey with the story of Adeline.

it's the essence of being a human, always wanting more that they can bite. just more of everything. love, passion, anger, happiness, acceptance, and most importantly time. being a woman i somewhat, in someway understand addie's desperation. but god did she made me want to rip my hair out. i understand what she did and why she had to do it. and i do sympathize with her on many levels. again, it's human nature to make mistakes. and addie did make a mistake but she made a beautiful, although no one was there to see it, life for herself. she sparked ideas and ideas do run far more deeper than remembrance and replication.

the character i related to the most though was Henry. i crave love the same way he did. i am as confused as he was. and i feel emotions in the same capacity as him. he loved and loved and loved and he thought that no one loved him. that he didn't have anything good going for him. he made me realise that there's people out in the world who love so abundantly and endlessly and never get it back. love is just give give and give for them.

that's all. for now atleast. the story was truly beautiful and it tells us so much about humans, our hunger and our desperation.

just watched salaar and the one thing i have to say is that we collectively need to applaud indian cinema's ability to deliver homoerotisim to us under the guise of brothers whooo best friends whoooo we will die for eachother yayyyyy you touch him i kill you. like what?

anyways, loved the movie. the plotline confused me first but then it literally sucked me in. always love complex characters and relationships. and vardha and deva's relationship is literally like a fucking maze. the action and music never fails to astound me in south indian movies. it kinda gave me kgf vibes and then i learned that they are both made by the same director. we love you for what you have given to the indian society sir. can't wait to see what happens next.

(don't read further if you don't want spoilers!!!)

i can't wait to find out why they became enemies. in the scene where deva is playing cricket with the kids and they ask whether he has no other friends, he looks anguished in my opinion. it could be that he made some mistake and vardha is holding it against him. but can't wait for them to finally stand face to face and just the outpour of emotions and conflict. ugh i love movies so much.

also fanfiction writers please write more about these two together. either in a platonic way or romantic, doesn't matter to me.

i love you. i know i say it enough times that it annoys you but i really do. even when i am angry at the world i can never be angry at it for giving me you. i desperately wish i could take your pain away and engulf it in my bones. i am always here. and even if you think you won't, i think that you'll be better off without me. that doesn't mean i'm leaving tho, i have always been kind of selfish. i look at you and something swells in my chest. i love you. i hope you're okay. i hope you like me. i hope you love me. i hope that i'm in your mind even for a fraction of a second. i hope i bring you as much happiness as you bring me. i hope you get to come to my funeral.

it's only been a month and a few weeks since f1 break has started and my insides are already clawing at me

just read god of fury by rina kent and all i gotta say is,

to god: when?

I don't get how Shahid Kapoor did jab we met and kabir singh all in his one lifetime. like how dude how??

geet stresses me out in a way no one does but damn i love that bitch