Compliments??

ATTENTION ALL AO3 AUTHORS

If you are not already aware, a user by the name of nyuuzyou has posted every AO3 work numbered 1 through 63200000 that was not archive locked to the AI website Hugging Face in a public dataset. This means every work published as of March of this year that isn’t archive-locked is in that dataset.

I strongly advise going to nyuuzyou’s archiveofourown dataset on Huggingface.co and creating a discussion thread reporting the work IDs of your fics to have them taken out of the dataset. As of writing this, 16 discussion threads have been opened, 14 of which are copyright infringement claims from authors, one of which is my own claim.

This dataset has already been an attempted takedown by HF staff, but nyuuzyou filed a counterclaim and the dataset went back up.

Let’s show this AI data scraper who they’re messing with.

Not me excitedly waiting for my email to blow up from kudoes——

Not me re-reading comments on my fics just to feel joy—

me: I write for myself, not validation

also me after posting a fic *refreshes ao3 every five minutes*

(two things can be true)

Took a walk outside :)

Call me a whiny ass bitch button god do I have to force myself to read bsd.

I enjoy people analyzing these characters!! I think there is a lot of moments with Characters and their Relationship that are can be so interesting!! And Fun!!

Then I go to read it and it's Another fake death, another kind of Deus Ex Machina moment of "They, This random thing? Yeah, it happened and it saved everyone when you thought there was no hope!"

It feels like the rug is pulled from under me, you know? There is no tension for me, although it feels like there should be? I know the characters will get out and I'm not interested How because I know that whatever Idea I have will be like "Haha! Lied to again! This thing that you expected to happen? Nope! This COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THING HAPPENS"

And there is a little bit of that casino mindset of "well I already put so many hours and emotions in, how can I not finish?"

I want to know but I hate the suffering

One of my favorite moments in all of exu, goddamn.

I still don't know how they got away with it

mother

There are things that are frustrating make me angry

But Nothing will be more Infuriating than a "therapist" saying "You'll understand when you're older" at my like 16-17 year old ass when I said I do not believe in any higher power, in any "cosmic importance".

ITS BEEN LIKE 4 YEARS MY DUDE

STILL DON'T

YOU DID NOTHING BUT SEED CONTEMPT INTO ME

For me it's kind of weird to see Like, books, physical books, like 100k word books, Engage with Fanfiction tropes (Imagine Omegaverse)

Like, I consciously understand that there is probably a market for stuff with these tropes for people who aren't as deeply engaged with fandom or just want to read Original work and just like the tropes.

But like... how did you, weird little niche thing, get out of my corner? I thought this was my little weird internet thing and not, like, Real.

I have deep love for the cat.

Now that I've basically came to the same point at which the anime stopped

I think the anime gave a little more for the characters, like:

Haruichi having Dad Problems (and Subequently calling him to see if he could get any help to Kafka) (Aoi also being there and trying the same thing)

The salute to the transport van (and Hoshina Totally fucking Lying about saluting their commander)

It gives them a little more empathy and a little more time that I do appreciate. It feels cohesive, they have been fighting and training together. The anime in that sense gave them more of that "team" feel.

(I kind love the fact that there is no Doubt in Kafka. No one is Ever doubting his humanity. )

Does... anyone believe anyone can die in bsd? Like, am I that cynical or something?

Like, there have been so many fake outs, so many cliffhangers only for the character to come back next chapter or in some time. And I just... don't know.

I'm tired? I guess?

Like, and Manga spoilers here for every Only anime person:

I dont believe whatever Fukuchi has become has killed anyone? In a sense that they, in time, wont be returned?

Maybe Bram dies (if I know something, characters who get backstories as they die Die forever)

End of spoilers here

But otherwise... the only character that dies in the Manga, if I remember correctly, Is the Director of Atsushi's orphanage?

I genuinely don't know if I it's just me or others have the same feelings?