Also Maybe I Just Have Issues With Authority Figures, But Mr. Martin Gave HORRIBLE Vibes From The Start

If I was Maddie I’d be so pissed that my little brother was fighting with his crush instead of looking for me when I’m literally on the verge of death.

I was talking to my grandma when she mentioned her neighbor named Mr. Canis, and the mini 10year old Sisters Grimm fangirl in me, LOST it.

Squad I’m losing my mind, I read a Thiam fanfic on ao3 like a billion years ago, and now I can’t find it. It was a college alternative universe, they were roommates ofc, and the song “heaven is a place on earth” was really important. I remember it being so good and I want to read it again HELP!

And they told us we were crazy

This has me on the ground pulling my hair out

Go back to your roots he said

Go back to the house and your bed

Go back to the char and the ash he said

Go lay in the dirt and be sad

Oh look at my roots, how they burnt I said

I cry and I stand over them

I wish they would grow so I water them

Water them with my tears, they don’t grow I said

Then take me away to a place, he said

And it could make us feel safe

A place yet it wasn’t our home I said,

But home wasn’t home, not to me I said

I yearn for a place to call home he said

For all of my roots to grow back

But if I go back to that house, he said

My roots will burn all along with them

My brothers roots are burning too I said

How do I handle those flames

I water and water and water them

The flames they hurt all that I love I said

Oh why would someone from above I said

He sat and he listened to me then said

Oh he has a plan with the ash he said

But why oh why did I have to be the ash I said

When others were allowed to be trees I said

Oh I was born with my roots burnt I said

Maybe, oh,

Maybe, that’s beautiful he said

But really it all just makes me mad I said

Mad that I can’t be a tree I said

Mad I can’t be evergreen I said

Well fine go ahead and be mad he said

But the world needs people like you who are ash

To help the trees grow, and be glad

They aren’t going to actually kill off Bobby right? right?!? RIGHT?!??

Little insta poetry repost

Moodboards for the characters in one of my screenplays <3

Here’s the link if anyone wants to read

https://www.wattpad.com/1517012785?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=ilovethosepookies

I aspire to one day be the level of chaotic bisexual that is Shawn Spencer

When I say I feel this in my core 😩🫶

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