I Know We’re Both Just Messing Around Pretending To Be Whole But Look At Me. If The Train Was Coming

im not scared of my own desires. i sabotage myself to make sure i never get what i want for unrelated reasons.

ill be like “ive had it” and two seconds later i will start enduring

36 Views of Mt Fuji, Maeda Masao

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Luigi Russolo (Italian, 1885-1947)

"Il sole nascosto", 1946

Oil on board, 60 x 50 cm. (23 5/8 x 19 11/16in.)

Private Collection

a little personal response / tribute to "here's the life i've always longed for" by Anna Haifisch. the original means so much to me, and even though it's hard, I feel like every day i'm making more steps toward finally being on the other side of that fence <:)

Leonid Pasternak  (Ukrainian, 1862–1945) - The Torments of Creative Work

this is going to have me on my hands and knees dry heaving

Princess Mononoke (1997)

Not the Erasmus friend to Tumblr mutual pipeline....